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                                        heartbreak hotel

Skin

skin

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i see in you the side of me thats sick to death of life
only sadness waits for me and the grim reaper with a knife
and i see in you the side of me that bores the thought of death 
and only you will care for me when i take my final breath

and we will be forever so
and i will always keep you close
i know that we’ll pass the test of time
and ill love you for eternity
you’ll be my immortality
and i wont stop until your heart is mine

and know that i am hesitant to be at all attached
but maybe i am more afraid that i have met my match
and i think that you’re exceptional dont fear to be alone
i think its time to tell you that you’re the best I’ve ever known

and we will be forever so
and i will always keep you close
i know that we’ll pass the test of time
and ill love you for eternity
you’ll be my immortality
and i wont stop until your heart is mine

now see in me the side of you that wants to let love in
ill never be the reason for the blade against your skin

tate

wooden home

Mix/Mastered: Suni Vega

Prod 
Suni Vega

I dont wanna try with my life sleepy eyes close the night where'd my time go?

Got all these pending decisions 
Stuck with a vision still sick of my living 

I'm giving myself to the world 
That keeps binding and tearing and breaking 
I'm ripping apart 
Don't compare me to you

Drawing my line, pounding my addy's I'm still doing fine
Spitting my bars i can fuck up a rhyme 
I can do this i do this the world is all mine 
In my head its the truth 

A diamond compressed numbing the pain 
That still beats in my chest i 
Pretend thats its good, but i blend with the rest 
If i could change a thing 
Take me back to my head 
Told the doc its my mood 

Could it be this? lost in the moment 
I breathe with the hiss 
They care when you're gone 
And they love when you're pist
Stick myself in the ground 
So i don't hear
Hear them bitch oh

Light Dark Shadows They
Bring back purity but souls won't 
Find their way we'll lose our home

I dont wanna try with my life sleepy eyes close the night where'd my time go?

No

I just wanna die every sign tells me why I'm alive but I'm physco

Fuck You (Prod. Suni Vega)

sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

resurrection

killstation - petrichor ft. brennan savage (prod. killstation)

youtube.com/watch?v=VnD9DJzHIdE

Da Tooby - Boat

LYRICS

with everything you left unsaid
i'll never get you out my head
i wish i felt the way i did
but i can't stand the way we live

only way of keeping track is by the blisters on my hand
wish that you weren't so distracted wish that you would understand
only thing that ever mattered was the life that we had planned
but you know that every life will have to end, i've been thinking bout

everything you left unsaid
i'll never get you out my head
i wish i felt the way i did
but i can't stand the way we lived

the two of us are dying

killstation - the two of us are dying (prod. killstation)

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

netherrealm w/ shy

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

destination

killstation & joei razook - cracks (prod. killstation)

A single off the upcoming EP titled AsWeGrieve
Prod. by @ghostemane
Enjoy.

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Highschool in class think of droppin out,
But that be somethin I could never really talk about,
Everybody always said it aint an option how,
I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce,
Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out,
The fuckin ground like a zombie I'd walk around,
And people eye me down,
Its like they talk about me without givin a fuck bout what they talk about,

(Chorus)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 2)
I grew up around an abundance of,
Preppy motha fuckas never been one of em,
So because I wasn't conformin,
Didn't play sports or,
Listen to the stuff they bump,
Or rock the shit they rock,
Or talk the way they talk,
I was an easy target so they always pickin on me,
I had to brush it off like a dusty mop,
I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up,
Cuz I be walkin in the hallway hearin this shit all day,
There's a limit that come with the shit that yall say,
People callin me a faggot for rappin and tellin me to kill myself like it don't even matter,
One day I said fuck it,
Threw a middle finger up,
At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it,
At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with these people tellin me that I aint worthy of shit,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 3)
Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke,
Chillin with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned,
Fridays were the days we would always wanna buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full,
I was smokin for a minute I dont know how often,
But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems,
I would always call her out like no your wrong its not a big fuckin deal I can do what I want,
And I regret that shit,
Soon enough a bad experience put me in depression wishin it would just end,
Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't,
Coulda been that it was strong shit that I couldn't fuck with,
So I quit,
Bout 2 years later started smokin again,
And the same shit happened,
Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already in a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that,
So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate,
All I have to say,
That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing,
Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made,
Don't give a fuck what you have to say,
Makin music and improving on my craft can be challenging,
But Im trying hard thats the key,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop

HIGHSCHOOL (prod. GHOSTEMANE)

Watch the official video: https://youtu.be/qu0CxX8GJj8

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Leave Me Alone (Prod. by Young Forever x Cast Beats)

Out on Spotify June 21st

My favourite song that I've released so far.
I really do appreciate u guys who fw the things i create.  <3

LYRICS:

VERSE I
Im used to a life where im out of control
I dont wanna flex, I put my music on a show
Fucked up daily, dont ever say you made me
No No, Oh No,

PRE-CHORUS
Another story that ill hold
Where I'm a ghost with no control
The path I chose was always cold
But somewhere I knew im on the right road

HOOK
Im losing my mind, where should i go
Chasing the light in this scene for sure
Ill write another story when im on the low
You can rip my heart out, I will still glow

A text from my ex
She know im up next
I wont say im blessed
I get emotions expressed

My music progressed
Cuz I never rest
I know you're obsessed
I mean, who could've guessed?

[---]

VERSE II
I just wanna lay down once in a while
Let me take part of my life with a smile
Cant let it make me crazy
the spotlight that im facing
Oh No
Noooooo 

PRE-CHORUS
Another story that ill hold
Where I'm a ghost with no control
The path I chose was always cold
But somewhere I know im on the right road

HOOK
Im losing my mind, where should i go
Chasing the light in this scene for sure
Ill write another story when im on the low
You can rip my heart out, I will still glow

A text from my ex
She know im up next
I wont say im blessed
I get emotions expressed

My music progressed
Cuz I never rest
I know you're obsessed
I mean, who could've guessed?

young

i'm back

https://genius.com/Huskai-come-thru-lyrics

prod. Shah Money
art: @imskymusic
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Come Thru

Come Thru (prod. Shah Money)

Prod. @bornhero
Art @shadyxwade
Mixing @kidamateur

what happened to me? (Prod. Born Hero)

song: tay-k - the race
guitar played by @mewsyc

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the race (mewsyc flip)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/jakkyboi
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
[And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz Summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it]

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

It's into drive, nevermind, turn it back around
Ever since I met you got my head always spinning
Around and Around like we goin 180
I think you got me sick but I know you're the remedy
And if you love me, you would sit there riding shotgun quietly
While I say what I gotta say cuz I don't have another day
If my heart's doing U-turns

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted 
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

SPOTIFYY

My Heart Does U-turns(prod. jakkyboi)

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

"the two of us are dying" is alive

lyrics

why'd you take so long to get here?
i've been waiting all night for you
i could tell you this song's about you,
but you know that, that shit ain't true

why'd you take so long to get here?
i've been waiting all night for you
i could tell you this song's about you,
but you know that, that shit ain't true

when the sky is finally falling i'm alone in my room
i'll be waiting where i started, i've got nothing to lose
when the sky is finally falling i'm alone in your room
i'll be gone before the morning cause the shit that you do

such a lonely life now that you're gone
i've been slowing time down for so long
such a lonely life now that you're gone
i've been slowing time down, for so long.

killstation - isolation (prod. killstation)

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Beasty

I Did It

Voices In My Head

prod. @antongxldn & @produnown

Today I turned 19 and I'm still lost af tbh.

P.S. You're Dead To Me

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

One swift kick to the chest
I ain’t bouta lie, girl I been a wreck
I-I can’t keep my composure I’m such a mess
I keep taking prescriptions I’m taking meds yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Shit ain’t been the same since you left
I been staying up all night ain’t getting rest
I-I-I been failing on my duty to protect
I don’t get why you’d do this shit over text
I I I I I I I I don’t get why you don’t stick around
But why you tryna lie with all the shit I’ve found
My my my my my my my heart put it in the ground
You don’t gotta make it public put the camera down
Yeah Uhhh
Sipping codeine Ima smoke on my blunt
Yeah Uhhh
I’m sick of the pain I don’t wanna feel none
Yeah I’m lying if I say that I’m okay bitch
Cuz if I’m being honest nothing is okay bitch
One in the chamber take a shot Calvin Cambridge
Y’all be switching sides don’t act surprised when I lane switch

Yeah
One swift kick to the chest
I ain’t bouta lie, girl I been a wreck
I-I can’t keep my composure I’m such a mess
I keep taking prescriptions I’m taking meds yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Shit ain’t been the same since you left
I been staying up all night ain’t getting rest
I-I-I been failing on my duty to protect
I don’t get why you’d do this shit over text
I I I I I I I I don’t get why you don’t stick around
But why you tryna lie with all the shit I’ve found
My my my my my my my heart put it in the ground
You don’t gotta make it public put the camera down
Yeah Uhhh
Sipping codeine Ima smoke on my blunt
Yeah Uhhh
I’m sick of the pain I don’t wanna feel none
Yeah I’m lying if I say that I’m okay bitch
Cuz if I’m being honest nothing is okay bitch
One in the chamber take a shot Calvin Cambridge
Y’all be switching sides don’t act surprised when I lane switch

such a (me)ss

EJAAZ - 333 (NRA ECLUSIVE)

@poorstacy - hollow (prod. nick mira & trillogy)

Leaf Room (prod Zechury)

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/6YxIE94qFiiSHBRSRnyRrv
iTunes:
https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/i-dont-care-single/1461459658

Spotify

i don't care

I’ve been feeling numb
Liquor on my tongue
I destroy myself for you
I just went too far
Cut it up some more
Drugs are no fun with out you

Life of defeat
Im too weak 
Bury me deep
I want sleep 
Whats reality?
(In my dreams)
Whats reality? 
(In my dreams)

Knife to the throat 
Its a funeral 
Go dig up her bones 
In a tow
Please God rest my soul 
Fuck a death note
I won’t go 
Three 6 in a row 
Add em to the cult
No one knows 
No one better know

I’ve been feeling numb
Liquor on my tongue
I destroy myself for you
I just went too far
Cut it up some more
Drugs are no fun with out you

Life of defeat
Im too weak 
Bury me deep
I want sleep 
Whats reality?
(In my dreams)
Whats reality? 
(In my dreams)

prod. nev ver

bury me deep.

[Hook] x2

I just really don’t wanna ever see you again 
I been in the worst place and you fail to see that 
I replay the worst case in the back of my head 
I don’t wanna see you, yeah I’d rather be dead

[Verse]

Bitch you never were there 
Only blank stares 
You ain’t care til I get bands up
No you ain’t play it fair 
Kick you like a can, sorry baby it causes cancer 

I’m lookin’ for answers 
I don’t know no better 
I been feelin oh so low 
I can’t even pick my head up 
Think I lost all hope oh no, at least I’ll get my bread up 
Know I ride solo dolo, I’m sorry that you fed up 

Know if I don’t pick my head up then my life start moving faster 
Ain’t no time for hate ‘cause in this life it’s love that matters 
Maybe I feel so much pain ‘cause I can’t curb a couple factors 
Baby I ain’t sleep for days ‘cause I been worried bout the rapture 

[Hook] x2

I  just really don’t wanna ever see you again 
I been in the worst place and you fail to see that 
I replay the worst case in the back of my head 
I don’t wanna see you, yeah I’d rather be dead

Rather Be Dead

IGOR

NEW MAGIC WAND

Falln' on the ground,
Same place I watched as u broke,
My heart is covered in stone,
I try to hide all my hopes it's like I'm,
Trapped in the past, your memories of my past,
and I'm so tired of this, you say you're tired of that no no.

why'd she have to go away, I tried to end my suffering.

To the girl in the back wit the dyed hair,
got no friends, but I swear that i'll be there,

why'd she have to go away, I tried to end my suffering.

to the girl with the bed that she crys in,
I'll be there, no tears, no fighting,

Life Is Strange (prod. Irby)

Pretty Little Liar Ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. Odece x Northeast Lights)

28 Grams (Prod. 27corazone)

williebeam X ForgetGutz - Haunting Thoughts (Prod.eaves)

Middle of the night thoughts. Thanks to these guys
Prod.: 8rokeboy 
@lalalavera
@raines-pollard

Mixed by @flwrs

Keep me Company, Please (ft LaVera x  Resident)  {SPOTIFY NOW}

never made it back
never made it back
now i hate my life
there’s no saving that
i’ll just slit my wrists
where’s my razor at
i just waste my time
and i’m fine with that

why you stab me in the back
guess your love was just an act
wish i didn’t want you bad
‘cause you treat me like i’m trash

hit a hundred on the dash
and i really hope i crash
i been burning through life fast
now i can’t wait till it’s passed
now i’m living to forget
every night when i’m in bed
i can never fucking rest
‘cause you’re always in my head

you’re in my head lil bitch
fuck what you said lil bitch
i’m fucking dead lil bitch
i’m fucking dead
you just left my life. now it’s a fucking mess

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