🗡️ʘ‿O|×‿×🔪

can you tell me where im going baby
pretty sure that i been going crazy
i been living life like its a fucking daydream
yeah
its a fucking daydream
i feel so numb
you abuse me with your love
that shit got me so fucked up
i only feel okay on drugs

you dont wanna love me trust me 
im hooked on codependency 
baby you gotta stay away from me 
im crazy 
nobody is saving me im waiting 
for an exit to the next bitch 
text quick 
got me feeling fucking restless
im a dead bitch 
got me screaming fuck it 
ending the discussion 
used to feel in love 
but now you got me feeling nothing

what the fuck
i hate you
this aint love
cant change you
i cant but
ima be fine uh ima be good
im poppin my xans and smoking backwoods
i should
be fine
i dont need you in my life
you dont make me feel alive
i just wanna feel alright
 but i think i might fucking die

daydrream w/ ifeelsosmall [prod lil buscuit]

you don’t know a thing about about me
i don’t either though
i’m off way  too many xannies i been talkin slow
i feel dead
wont you please just let me rest
i’m stressed
fuck
i can be whatever you want
on whatever i just popped
call me baby
call me crazy
we’ll just wait and see

wont you set me free
i’m lost
i hate that i cannot stop
give me pills bitch i’m gun pop
on god
i got problems baby
wont you come and save me
i’m so sick of fucking waiting
for you 
i just can’t wait all night boo
ill give you my number
for you to come through
for you to come over
find shit to do
yeah
i think i died im sorry

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idiedsrry w/ ifeelsosmall [prod. saint mike]

feeling lovesick, and these thoughts, they got me nauseous
fuck it, you was the one but it's toxic
tough shit, you want me gone, then you got it
blood wrist, wash the diamonds in the faucet
lovesick, and these thoughts, they got me nauseous
fuck it, you was the one but it's toxic
tough shit, you want me gone, then you got it
blood wrist, wash the diamonds in the faucet

red blade, red problems, red eyes now
red rooms, shawty stripping for a live crowd
broke toy, i don't recognize my own self
no choice, no purpose in my own hell
goyard, wrap that shit around my cut wrist
cold heart, in the back with the goth clique
so dark, razor time with my little bitch
dollparts, pink hair on my goth bitch

lovesick, and these thoughts, they got me nauseous
fuck it, you was the one, but it's toxic
tough shit, you want me gone, then you got it
blood wrist, wash the diamonds in the faucet

feeling lovesick, and these thoughts, they got me nauseous
fuck it, you was the one, but it's toxic
tough shit, you want me gone, then you got it
blood wrist, wash the diamonds in the faucet
red blade, red problems, red eyes now
red rooms, shawty stripping for a live crowd
broke toy, i don't recognize my own self
no choice, no purpose in my own hell

prod. voidrave99
written by lightning logan
cover art from dollparts by luana vecchio
sample from dracula

LOVESICK

qimptoven-2zler madebynice

blasphemy

i run away from my problems
'cause i know that i can't solve them
you hold me close and you say it's fine
look into my eyes, you know i'm not alright

you know i'm not okay so don't leave
you can tell me what you want
you can tell me what to be
i be really on my own
i ain't even got a team
shawty, why you playing games
why you mess around with me
my heart is broke
it's way past fixing
pass the liquor
now i'm sipping
my head's spinning like a beyblade
when you tell me to come over
i'm like, "on my way"
whoa
i'm all on my own
girl, just hit my line
yeah girl, just hit my phone

i been running
you can't catch me
where you going?
i been tripping

i'm not okay
but that's okay
wait, no it ain't
my life is lame
i wish that i could get away
but i'm stuck right here in this place
hey
just get me outta here
i'm like i
don't wanna rot in here
i might die
if i'm alone without you
so why
you chasing for the clout boo
i needed you
so why you treat me like i'm see through

i run away from my problems [prod. windbreaker]

lyrics:

i feel like i'm dying
i'm tired of crying
the pain inside's violent
but my screams are silent
i know that you hate me
why's everyone play me
i'm so used to failing
rejection don't phase me

hit a blunt in the back of the bus
'cause it's freezing as fuck
and i'm in love with drugs
i hate that i'm never enough
so you fell out of love
and that shit really sucks

it's sunny outside of my window
i lie in my sins though
and make sure the blinds closed
i hate that i always feel alone
have no place to call home
i'm better off solo

spotify </3

my screams are silent (prod. tothegood)

TRUST (prod. dontsleep)

i'm gonna miss high school and all of the experiences i've had through out it. honestly, i don't feel ready for life, but i guess it doesn't matter because you can't stop time from passing. every second you're alive you're aging.

lyrics:
high school sucks
it really does
i can’t go to school if i’m not on the drugs
high school sucks
it really does
and when it’s done i guess it’s time to grow up

football bleachers where i had my first kiss
with a girl i’m probably never gonna see ever again, shit
i guess that’s life and it’s time to move on
but honestly i wish i could replay it like a song ‘cause
i never told my crush that she was the one
the funny thing is i don’t think she ever was
i wish i could just say that it was lust
but really i don’t think i’m ever meant to be loved

and that’s why
it’s alright
that she’s in his arms at night
‘cause that’s life
and that’s fine
it’s all good. it just makes me wanna die

high school sucks
it really does
i can’t go to school if i’m not on the drugs
high school sucks
it really does
and when it’s done i guess it’s time to grow up

my life sucks
it really does
i can’t go a day without being on drugs
high school sucked
but it was fun
and honestly i’m just afraid of growing up

honestly i’m just afraid of growing up
honestly i’m fucking scared of growing up
i cannot believe my childhood is gone
i cannot believe my childhood is done

no, don’t go you make me feel real
no, don’t go you make me feel real
no, don’t go you make me feel real
no, don’t go ‘cause i need you still

spotify

high school sucks [prod. sketchmyname]

lyrics: 

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo


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boo 'fuckin' hoo (prod. blade901 x 5head)

pokemon (prod. luca malaspana)

i watch my life as its falling apart
but i feel fine as i lie in the dark
this life’s a game and i’m playing my part
soon i’ll burn out like a dying star

without the drugs i’d never make it
the only way i’m getting by is staying faded
yeah
but half these plugs be selling fake shit
it got me feeling kinda off, they prolly laced it
whoa
i’m fucking wasted
i feel like gucci, take a shot right to the face bitch
you never wanted me so that’s the way i face it
i shouldn’t even give a fuck, ‘cause girl you’re basic

i’m over that chick
and i’m so far gone
i might crash my whip
just for the hell of it
‘cause i don’t give a shit
i’m fucking done with this
i’m screaming fuck you bitch

big bands in my pocket
yeah
wallet chains wit no wallet
yeah
i got plans to be up next
yeah
i won’t stop till it happens
yeah

i smoked an 8th and now i’m cruising
all i really want in life is to make music
but everybody fucking hates me
my dad despises what i’m doin, says i’m lazy
well, you can hate me from afar but i’ll keep moving
‘cause i got big ass fucking goals while y’all ain’t do shit
you waste your youth going to college like you’re s’posed to
i spend it doing what i want while making big moves

oh my god i think i miss you
i don’t wanna but i think i do
i just wish i didn’t miss you
i don’t wanna but i think it’s true

end of the world and i feel fine [prod. sketchmyname]

[but i still love u]

these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain
standing in the mirror, i’ve carved your name into my face
you tell me that you love me so i let you see my pain
now i’m crying in the dark, just wiping blood off of a blade
these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain
standing in the mirror, i’ve carved your name into my face
you tell me that you loved me so i let you see my pain
and now i’m crying in the dark, just licking blood off of a blade

these scars they slowly fade, just like your love right through my palms
but my blood it taste likes yours and i’m trying to move on
i cut myself to feel the way i felt you fucked me the first time
these feeling aren’t alright, why can’t i just drop this knife
i’m staring in the void and not a single soul in sight
schizophrenic, that’s forsure, but psychotic, i just might
cause i don’t seem to know what’s wrong or why i feel this fucking way
one day you might find me dead, can’t get your name out of my brain

these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain

bloody drippin down my cheek and on my wrist and on my blade

written by @lightninglogan
prod. @vaegud

sample from You (season 1)

wash u down the drain

wash u down the drain [prod. vaegud]

feels like love but i know it isn’t
i’m so damn numb who’m i kidding
i hate life i wish that i didn’t
i’m poppin percs just to fix it
but i know that i’ll never fit in
an outlier to the human race
i’m a lost soul and i’m drifting
i wish that i could just be erased
i hate the me that i have become
i’m just a fiend and i need more drugs
off a thirty i’m so fucked up
i’m running out i best hit the plug
i took a journey with no way back ay
i got money i’m chasing so ima make that ay
she jus pass me a swisher so ima face that ay
if you ain’t talkin benjis then just get outta my face
please let me lie here
i wanna die here
i’m so sick of this life
i wanna give into my fears

pain in my head guess i’m broken
i’m already dead they don’t notice

its2much [prod. zach sutton]

yuh
oh whoa
i don’t really know what
to do
i jus wanna go back
to you
i hate that you’re really gone
can’t take being alone

yuh
i know
you aint really wanna hold me close
you just couldn’t wait to let me go
oh
so let me go
i’m turning to the tabs and the shrooms
i can see the energy in this room
i’ll leave from this vicinity to the moon
but the tears keep falling for you

what’s next
i ain’t really wanna another ex
can we just talk you saw my texts
please don’t leave me here on read 
i’m begging
for you to come save me
the simulations breaking
everybody here is faking
nobody gives a damn
i need you
you don’t need me
everything in life is fleeting
you say you’ll always be there
but i know one day you’ll leave me 
popped off
i jus wanna pull up in a
droptop
so i gotta keep on grinding no i
cant stop
everyday is a reminder
that my soul is gone
im so fucking lost

im falling for you
ion even care if you knew 
gotta cut the past off
start new
baby just back off
were through
baby just say u aint have time for me
but u do with your friends i know ur not busy
now u wonder why i always act all pissy
i know ur doing shit and i know u dont miss me
i dont see us
falling in love
you took whats mine
now i am stuck

letmeGO ft. heylog [thatboineco]

✖️Unfamiliar to people🛸
~ʘ‿O🔪/ ×‿×"~  /    🧬-🎲-☄️
...⚠️...

my screams are silent (prod. tothegood)

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