i stay high all the time
i don’t know why i try
i’m so sick of this life
i think i’d rather die 
so i stay high all the time
i don’t know why i try
i’m so sick of this life
i think i’d rather die
i been poppin oxy
mix it with the xanax
i feel like i’m nothing
can’t afford to panic
shawty tell me how you really feel
is this even fucking real
i don’t know
i don’t know what i’m doing
i think i might be delusional
i been poppin laced pills
hope you’re there at my funeral

i’m lost
i don’t know what to do
i’m so fucked
oh my god you were my glue
i needed you
i’m so stupid
i’m so fucking clueless
livin life was a mistake
everyday i fucking i waste
i hate it
i’m always so sedated
i’m so toxic
i had everything i wanted but i lost it all

funeral [prod dead yami]

surroundedd [prod wellfed]

i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know why i’m still fucking trying

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i cannot remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
ay
i be high like everyday
whoa
ain’t no time for breaks
so
why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i can’t remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
but i was clearly wrong
you played me
i played along
i’m so fucking clueless
i'm so fucking stupid
never thought that you would do this
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
yeah

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying

luv letterz [prod junhbeatz]

when does tha pain stop
it don’t
wish i still had a soul
left inside these hallow bones
but i’m losing control
so i mix percs with lexipro
still don’t no better though
god im such a fuckin fool
should prolly let you go

tell me 
when does it stop hurting
everynight with death im flirting
it’s a painful end
for a painful life
guess that seems about right
is this what i deserve
please take me from this earth
i can’t take anymore
no
i can’t take it no more
oh

when does tha pain stop
it don’t
wish i still had a soul
left inside these hallow bones
but i’m losing control
so i mix percs with lexipro
still don’t no better though
god im such a fuckin fool
should prolly let you go

lexapro [prod the ushanka boy]

i got percies in my system 
got me tweakin hard
yeah she told me that she love me
but she was jus a fraud
i was off it but i missed em
so i relapsed hard
was it jus game? ya it must be
she jus played her-
percies in my system 
got me tweakin hard
yeah she said she love me
but she was jus a fraud
i was off it but i missed em
so i relapsed hard
was it jus game? ya it must be
she jus played her part
it was all fake from tha start
she a fraud
it was all fake from tha start
can’t believe she broke my heart
i’m so over it
i’m so over it
swear to god i wanna restart

restart
you can catch me In tha stars
i’m tired of this shit
i’m tired of you bitch
get tha fuck up out my life
i’m tired of these fights
oh my god i can’t take it
i can’t take it
goddamn your heart is colder 
than tha snow in antartica
on god
your love is jus not enough
your love
i’m lost as fuck
now that im that i’m own
i’m back in love in drugs
i’m so fuckin stuck
ion give a fuck about a thing 
cause i can’t now
shawty said she love me but she didn’t
she a fan now
she ain’t really even mean a thing that she said
she ain’t really even mean a thing that she said so
what’s that really even mean
ion know

TweakinHard

whatevrr

shawty came to fuck and she ain’t play no games
i found myself another goth girl freak
i’m make her moan until she say my name
ooh ooh 
baby i know how you like it
you know thas true
yeah i guess i must be psychic
i be off blues
baby you know i be wylin
ah ah
baby you know i be wylin

gothgirlfreak

movie

shawty said she love me but she hate me
I'm like fuck you bitch 
like whyd you even wanna date me
oh god
she jus wanna fuck tha squad
im like fuck off
i keep going like im running on a race track
lil shawty if u love me then jus call my phone
i dont wanna go thru all this shit alone


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capoxxo: https://soundcloud.com/capoxxo

lyrics:
who am i to judge
baby, yeah i know
i was freaking out
when you called my phone
i have nowhere to go
i smoke lots of dope
fucked up everything
it's so hard to take it slow
i cannot take your lies
i'm so damn hypnotized
and you're so beautiful
but i spark blunts to the skies
baby you know
we can do drugs in the skylights

i don't know
lil shawty, could you tell me where to go
i don't know if i can make it without you
if you love me then just tell me that you do
sick of feeling blue

there's nothing left of me
i think of it frequently
baby, if you don't hate me
why couldn't you just believe in me
you just came out of nowhere
and stole my heart, that shit's thievery
and you stayed for a while
i wonder what you could see in me

i wonder what you could see in me
i still wonder why you're leaving me
and i just wish we were meant to be
but i'll just fade in your memories
i just wanted something real
instead you gave me a fantasy
and there's nothing in that pill
i'll smoke my way back to sanity
not someone you want
i just fed into your vanity
just something to flaunt
guess it's a tragic reality

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