love the vocal in this sm. delivery is wild

12/26/21


lyrics

I drifted somberely into the trees
disappeared suddenly took all the memories
Doused us in kerosene
I started pulling out my rotted teeth

cope with it, smoke thru it
break my fucking spine, do it
tear up my insides, spewin 
tryna take my time, knew it
nothing but a pawn
killed a night, took his horse
Rode up to the castle and came knocking at his door
welcome to the nightshift 
sleep was never that inviting
all these dogs have took to fighting
why was bloodshed so inviting to u 
blood falls down, drips from my nose
it's a stark contrast, dark red in the snow
hands worn down, right down to bone
u can hear my pain in the things that I damn wrote

decks

so they pulled out their knives and they want me to run
I couldn't live with the web I had spun
danger is my best friend
I wasn't ready for the end

take my life, all the words that I have spoken 
I have sacrificed time for people that are broken
and I no longer want to be here
pressure resulted in fear
and now I sleep and I wake and I fall back down 
how the fuck do I say how I'm feeling now?

so conscious of what I've done 
this life is awful and fades to nothing. 

chess ft. decks (jolst)

cover of the lo-fi version of a song that’s been on repeat since high school :)
hope y’all enjoy <3

artwork done by @se.b.drawin on instagram
mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

lyrics:


I think you'll notice when things become different
The good vibes in our lives won't feel so consistent
And, less becomes more 'cause the weight is too heavy
I swim in the water that's breaking your levee

The way that you left me's all right, it's all right
If I argue the point then we yell and we fight
And I won't be home for the rest of the night
You might hate my words but you know that I'm right
You know that I'm right

This is your life, there's no way to run from it
The doubt in your brain, or the pain in your stomach
I only have the one complaint at the moment just
Don't paint me black when I used to be golden

The way that you left me's all right, it's all right
If I argue the point than we yell and we fight
And I won't be home for the rest of the night
You might hate my words but you know that I'm right
You know that I'm right

“Clairvoyant - Lo-Fi” Cover 🧚🏼‍♀️🥀 (The Story So Far & Mik)

prod wisssery
featuring horosha

lyrics:
another night alone got me feeling so guilty
shouldnt be here right now shouldve killed me
bullet to my head let the led fucking fill me
i dont really know who i am do you feel me x2

on the sidewalk where i lay
fall light as a feather in the winter weather
fall light as a feather
im not okay
tryna get myself together but my hearts in a tether 

horosha:
I can’t feel my hands 
I try my best to explain but the words just won’t come out 

I’m frozen in place.
Like the first frost of winter, anxiety takes it’s hold 

Cuz no one told us how to cope with this 
and every passing year’s got me feeling more selfish 
Cuz I used to dream of leaving the world better than I found it, 
Now I just wanna save myself 

I can’t believe that this is all I could become,
strangled from the lack of love 
I lay here watching the snow come down 
Let it bury me 
I’ll let it bury me 

I can’t believe that this is all I could become,
strangled from the lack of love 
I lay here and watch the snow come down 
I’ll let it bury me till the spring comes

winter weather (feat. horosha) (wisssery)

boywontcry live (wunderworld fest)

@noxious-nights - 1st
@navyxower - 2nd
@yoimn3ver - 3rd
@soulfadexo - 4th
@emptychest - 5th

(noxiousnights)
I lost it all 
But I act like i'm okay
Even life is dying
So how am I still there ?
I take control
I can't put up with that shit
I'll be doing my best
Lately that's how I live
If you believe what i say then you got it all wrong
Only truth that i talk is written in those damn songs
She's been coughing like she's dying when she hits the bong
I'm playing with her hair and i help her staying strong
No, I promise saying how i fucking feel never helped me at all
I have this burning pain so i'm never feelin cold
I gotta move up North, all year long i wanna be in the snow
my body's gonna rot, will my story be told?

(NAVYXOWER)
blatantly, suffering, daily
WAKING UP, TO DREAMS THAT FUCKIN SCARE ME
holding on to you can fuckin save me
MAKING UP UR MIND, I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE!

i just wanna do, somethin right in my life
dont want no broken dreams, just keep my memories in line!
CONTEMPLATING LIFE
MY VISIONS GONNA DIE
DONT LET GO OF MY HEART
DYING RIGHT INSIDE

(teddyboi)
i got scars on my arms, i got scars on my thighs
people call it a nightmare, i call it my life
ptsd and substances, they coincide
i met the devil, he told me go inside
he put me in a chair, and said "this fuckers gotta die"

im not good at answering texts
tell me you love me, i leave you on read
plug tells me these are strong
tell me when i should care
id rather be high & dead
than comprehend that you were there
its all abt the music
aint nobody care

(soulfade)
Snow White ate a poison apple
Losing all at a downfall
Not fair for losing control
Might be just a “be all, end all”
Like lost babes in the woods
Pale wolves come rushing on in
I know what could’ve gone worse
Time is strange, but I know it’ll last

(emptychest)
what else is there 2 say? 
im okay
u still stalk my stories every damn day
ay taking hits
take a hint, take a hint
youre acidic
i love the way the smoke burns in my throat
i love the way it hurts and the way i ignore it, ignore it 
do you like how i hurt? do you like how i hurt? yeah.
does he like how i try? does he like how i try? no..

Shattered Dreams w/ noxiousnights, NAVYXOWER, teddyboi, soulfade & emptychest [+ sogimura]

nonprofit 

mix.ztope



lyrics-
You ant got a clue 
What I went though 
All this fuckin pain that
I hold never helped
You never learned to heal 
So you learned to 
Just Pop pills I
Was only 12 when it
Happen now I miss you 

Face turned blue when I
Heard you crashed that 
Car I didn’t even get
To see you now
Im turning 18 I
Don’t even feel it
I’ve been numb to pain 
I’ve been starting at
The ceiling 


Verse 2
Nah I can’t stand the 
Silence I can hear the
Static in the air I
Can smell the sadness  fill
My lungs when no one’s
Here I Can feel the 
void in My chest disappear 
When I smoke or i 
Drink never mind I’m just
Drunk again yeah I'm drunk 
Again yeah I’m numb again 
I can feel the void
In my chest come back
Yeah it hit me like
A train wishing I could 
Go back to the old 
Days where I never felt 
Like this

18 (nevrfall)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2dpnY3iPVo4MefSdhrYoxK

produced by @nevermadeithome 

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lyrics:
i’m driving in the rain
when the whip starts to fucking hydroplane
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain
its the only way to cope with all the pain
its late at night and i’m driving in the rain
when the whip starts to fucking hydroplane
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain
its the only way to cope with all the pain
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain

take a shot to my brain
you’re the only one who knows my pain
claim you feel the same damn way
if you hate me then you can push the blame on me
shame on you for putting shame on me
hate myself, don’t need your hate on me
so take your shot you got you’re aim on me
so take your shot

i’m driving in the rain
when the whip starts to fucking hydroplane
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain
its the only way to cope with all the pain
its late at night and i’m driving in the rain
when the whip starts to fucking hydroplane
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain
its the only way to cope with all the pain
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain

in the rain [never]

soft lights all burn out eventually
prod. @nevrfall
love u all, here's to two years of skyline
enjoy <3

lyrics:
summer came and went without a trace of you
i’ve spent days and nights with just a pretty view
something’s in the way of having of piece of mind
captioning my life is only passing time

wake up and the sky’s still pitch black
my life’s just a worn down placemat
hard times come and go i’ll face that
don’t go, i can change my cadence
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually

im losing my patience
with actions i’ve wasted
the night’s only cold
if im turning in late and if
i find a way to come back
change in the ways you hope then
im just naive i know that
the future’s far from golden

wake up and the sky’s still pitch black
(when night falls i sleep till im alright)
my life’s just a worn down placemat
hard times come and go i’ll face that
(the skyline reminds me of better times)
don’t go, i can change my cadence
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually

skyline, pt. 2 [nevrfall]

spotify & apple music

old one i got around to finishing
rly love this one hope u do too
yr support forever means the world
new drops been goin up on the main go check those if u want
goodnight decks nation

lyrics:
say
grace
underneath ur breath
i still wonder if muttering that would be worth
the
taste
of whats holding u back
while im tethered to weights at the bottom of all these 
waves
they come crashing down
i just hope to god im making u proud
i guess that i just win some & lose some
never meant to abuse what we got but i

feel my life pass me by
something’s off, you’re not by my side
guess the roses i got were consolation
saw the hand i held in constellation
knew u best as earth precipitated
all my problems now are predating
the present, i wanna feel
like its never for the best, what i want is real
i’ve saved what is left, all behind my shield
i’ve made that left, now im right to deal alone

say grace [metlast x 5head]

@xobroken @jolst

I feel guilty because I didn't write you back
The letter that you sent still had your heart attached
I've been driving round at 3:00am 
driving through the streets again
I've got to adjust the seat again
Because your not there

Yeah you're around his and probably fucking kissing him
Fuck that
Shoot him
Dump my mag
I'm skrting
Ruger might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Gucci might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Don't hit me up and want my heart back
Don't hit me up  and act all sad
Hugo boss yeah Hugo boss
Lacoste on my feet I'm feeling sick
Don't hit me up and want my heart back
Don't hit me up and act all sad
Hugo boss yeah Hugo boss
Lacoste on my feet I'm feeling sick

@xobroken

Got me feeling guilty but I know you’re with him
I’ll fill that boy with hollows while I do it with a grin
What you sayin baby? You just make me wanna sin for you
Sorry I didn’t write you back, I can’t stand what I did to you.
I was mixin chemicals
Always Overdosing i swear it’s so typical
I can feel the distance between all your words it’s hurting me.
Everything you said fucked up my head I let you murder me

I feel guilty because I didn't write you back
The letter that you sent still had your heart attached
I've been driving round at 3:00am 
driving through the streets again
I've got to adjust the seat again
Because your not there

Yeah you're around his and probably fucking kissing him
Fuck that
Shoot him
Dump my mag
I'm skrting
Ruger might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Gucci might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up

blameworthy w/ xobroken & jolst

written during the time of meeting @sewerperson

lyrics

i’m wasted force
spent time in the sewers but i wanted more
coz when i left back to reality i felt lost i just needed merly discourse

tell me ur story 
tell me where’s home
show me the future
ik it’s cold but

if i hit 40
u need 2 know
that this was ur doing to which i owe my soul

been here since day 1
i wish it showed
where was this love at 
where did it go omg

u see we’re bonded
but different holes 
that we climbed out of 
i hope ur proud of me

5 yrs of listening 
th dust has settled yeh things r so different
that shit was splifferent
taught me to write my own book and spot out the fiction
put a purpose in som of these bad chapters 
gave me a mission

the track was rusted now tunnel vision 
things r so clear when im zoned in and listening 
life is worth living 
found from within but without u
its missing
especiilay when i miss home

ik ur lost
this wrld can be cruel but u haven’t yet lost…

i saw the bridges then the fire
id stroll so peaceful in the mire
i’ve been so many destinations but no scenes compare to this. i’m not a cryer

but i can’t help but shed a tear
a lot past brought out tnite
to keep it tight th_heavy beers
to stay surreal i kept it light

i’ve put a body 2 a voice
and i wish that i could stop time
i dont know how i got here 
but im not gonna question why
ima live this fuckin moment when u hand me that old mic
sing our fucking lungs out 
forget our sorrowed lives

sewers

_sewers (secre x javiifontan)

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

so ill just smoke on my own, im crying again, where are u?
im not okay unless im leaning on you
I don't know where you have been, but you're here now and im happy

im happy, 
for the first time in my life,
hop in my car then I drive,
oh no I don't 
a year ago wanted to choke,
I fucking hated my life,
scene getting dry,
you boys pretending to cry,
im fucking sick of these guys,
don't need a 9,
bitch I walk knife on my side,
do you guys still wanna die?
see through my eyes,
angry and im colourblind,
I don't like speaking my mind, 
people can talk,
think of me, I don't know why,
its paper plates till' I die,
don't smoke a pipe, blunt in my mouth while I fly,
these days im loving my life,
gray keep a scythe for those who willing to try,
I just keep taking their life

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

scythe (yunny goldz)

produced by: @yunnygoldz
artwork, vocals, mixing, crying by: @sendflowrs

lyrics:

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

I watch it vanish, from my hands,
if I close my eyes, maybe you'll come back yeah
then I start to panic and I grab my notepad,
and I write another song about the bad days,
always bout the BAD DAYS,
BAD DAYS,
think about the BAD DAYS, 
I just cant get over you, ill sleep forever gladly,
everytime you're sober you cant even fucking stand me,
I said baby thats not love she smiled at me, said "exactly"

so get the fuck out my head, im falling again, where are you?
don't hit my friends, 
I wanted you dead, but are you?
pressure again, I cannot pretend ill call you, 
the money you spend has changed you my love, you're not you 

(the money you’ve spent has changed you my love, you're not you)
x2

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

no love
my hands 
come back
note pad 
bad days

m my hands 
c come back
n note pad
bad days

bad days

Blvckehart - Your Parallel - prod. tsurreal

(mostly) songs i wrote about a girl i no longer know

chess ft. decks (jolst)

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