lyric video on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rN9fUW1CF_4&ab_channel=ghosthands

produced by @past_tense
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lyrics:

Well so far nothing has changed at all
But that’s what I said last year
A subtle difference in our words
Are they insincere? 
Keyframes, trapped in the day by day
We’re rewinding every take
A single second at a time
I think I’ll wait

In motion
Then why do I feel like I’m frozen
I’m leaving all my photos unopened
‘Cause every memory is an ocean, I never realized
Unspoken
Last time I checked we don’t notice
Maybe we just need some serotonin 
‘Cause every single minute is an ocean, it’s an ocean

I never wanted this to be
A way to pretend
A means to an end
So what is it you really see
When you have time to spend
No signals to send
I see you when I fall asleep
A glimpse in the dust
Of how it all was
We’re running after ghosts in dreams
But I can’t figure out

Why I'm in motion
Then why do I feel like I’m frozen
I’m leaving all my photos unopened
‘Cause every memory is an ocean, I never realized
Unspoken
Last time I checked we don’t notice
Maybe we just need some serotonin 
‘Cause every single minute is an ocean, it’s an ocean

All we have left
Are frames in our heads
And narrow regrets
Of things we forget
I get why I dream
Of 2019
I’ll make it back
Don’t worry about me

I never wanted this
But we never even noticed
We’re in motion still
But here I’ll stay

SPOTIFY + APPLE

keyframe (w/ Past Tense)

I wrote this before I knew what mastering or a de-esser was lmao

lyrics

all that I could ever see myself being
is a deadweight, a nightmare, 
vicious rapture born a heathen
and the marks upon my flesh 
are rendered old yet evident 
there's an illness in my head
ok hold up, hold up, hold up

can I have a little bit of time to rewind?
try to calibrate and focus up my mind?
keep my cool and try to straighten out my spine
while shes with other guys 
and she's telling me lies
so I called it quits and went to kick back with the guys for the night
Suicidal u can see it in our eyes its alright
we just trying not to die for the night 
so we poison the sprite
and we let our hearts die

what the jesus-fuckin-christ is this?
I tried to write this song 3 times I said I knew my shit
it's crawling up my walls this illness lies inside my head
but I could not not be bothered 
no this life I still resent 
all the wasted time
Could've made it mine
I know u ain't really fuckin with this voice of mine
I call it a paradigm 
I'm not a prodigy 
it's just a part of me
I tried therapy but I guess I just hate to breathe 
I cannot change the past
these years move lightning fast
I cannot deal with this shit in my head anymore 
look at the blood
oh the blood on the floor
Good god

I cannot change the past
these years move lighting fast
I wonder if I'll last
I'm guessing not 
just judging by my past

l05t 1n 7h3 54uce (jolst x cherry)

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

i'm a casualty of life...
prod. @gonetoofar x @memoryroseishere
cover photo taken my by girlfriend :)
hope u all enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh how i dream of the west coast
or maybe somewhere thats not here
i’ve been all cooped up inside
need a place to reside
where the water can run clear

i hate to wait for my chances
but i’m a casualty of life
my brain cannot wait
for the day i can say
everything’s gonna be fine

don’t want to be here tomorrow
but in the sense i don’t exist
i’m sick of basic routine
need a change in my scene
i don’t know how to fix this

i think i'm tumbling backward
i need a hand to life me up
or maybe air i can breathe
maybe eyes that could see
why the water has dried up

freshwater [toofargone x memoryrose]

spotify!

~2300~
@dercept

Lyrics:

[INTRO]
A strong disdain for all things healthy I fuck my life up
It’s all that I believe
I don’t feel right like it’s not over
Another year gone
A stone cold shoulder
I could move on I just need closure
But what if I’m wrong just want you closer

[HOOK]
I’m so alone
Feel you on my body when it’s just me in my room
And you don’t need nobody but you know I’m here for you And everything around me’s feeling like it’s falling through I’m pushing my shit to the side
‘Cause fuck it I’m barely alive
Just wanna be numb for the night
‘Cause you and my drugs coincide

[VERSE]
I still feel the same I never realized
Told you I loved you it didn’t feel right
Starting to wonder what I can take I’m
Out in the water without a lifeline
Maybe there’s something that I won’t wake up from It wasn’t intentional I just took too much
Chasing a feeling that I don’t get enough
I don’t gotta deal with the fucking outcome

[HOOK]
I’m so alone
Feel you on my body when it’s just me in my room
And you don’t need nobody but you know I’m here for you And everything around me’s feeling like it’s falling through I’m pushing my shit to the side
‘Cause fuck it I’m barely alive
Just wanna be numb for the night
‘Cause you and my drugs coincide

Here For You (prod. Dercept)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

yung rospo's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@yungrospo


/lyrics/

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

steadily dying I'm on decline
tar in my sheets i don't sleep through the night
eyes in my windows i cling to the light
i beg you please don't let me out your sight
it's killing me slowly this shit on my mind
and if i let you in I'm scared that I'll drag you down

i need you to thaw me out make my heartbeat
I'm sorry if i had made you doubt that i love you
i swear i don't mean to i just tend to drift away
from this realm i still cling to
trying to stay sane

i can be okay if i try to
i can't tell what happened
im scared everytime i come to
this is what it's come to
let me leave
i don't wanna be the one to end you

jag har ingen annan än dig
dig
jag har ingen annan än dig
än dig

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

skeleton (yung rospo)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. mtchclr

lyrics:
let the sun hit my face as i run away
from the problems i started yesterday
why cant i be the person that you need
i'm a piece of shit and its all i see
huh
okay i think that i get it
sometimes im too damn pathetic
i wear my heart on my sleeve
she says i'm too empathetic
i never want her to leave and thats just me getting jealous
on the side of the crosswalk i cant make a decision
once i get it i just want more whats the point in me living
take a shot in the dark i'm your punching bag
watch it all fall apart watch it all turn bad
i been searching for a feeling that i once had
and i don't think ill ever get it yea its so sad
cherish every moment know don't look back
yeah its all gonna be okay
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah ooo
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah yeah yeah oh
take a picture maybe it'll last a little longer
im losing touch with myself and my momma
no i wont ask for your help i don't want none
it all goes down when you least expect it
comftorable inside my bubble girl i feel protected
ima keep my phone on dnd i'm scared to check it
i could live this life a thousand times wont learn my lesson
you can show me anything you want its not impressive
ooo
i said it once i say it twice and thats just really how it goes
im not looking for any new friends i got my own
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
oh i already know yeah
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
whoa
yeah oh

PUNCHING BAG

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LOVE JAI - PUNCHING BAG (MTHCLR)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. odp & methboiswag

lyrics:
walk a dark road and im alone
shine a light for me
i dont know wheres home
i dont have the time to be playing round with u
feel like my life a prison
i jus got some tunnel vision whoa
i made sum bad decisions
dont know why i never listen
i could fuck a good thing up in one day
thats just how im living
whats the limit
no i dont know whats ahead of me
everyone looking like my enemy
gotta keep my foot up on they neck
you know i lived for this and died for this
bitch i want it all take one look in my eye
and tell me it aint obvious
i wont ever switch or fold
wont bend or break
i already put everything i could into this
i cant walk away
just pick your head up boy its not the time to cry
you wanna place a big bet then put ur life up on the line
no i cant be around you if you is not down to ride
dont be pussy quit the bitching everything will be alright
no i cant be around you
you not someone that i like
its not me and its not you i just think we different types
i jus pulled up wit his boo she riding dick jus like a bike
sorry i cant hide my feelings ima demon in the night
i give you everything from my heart
in my own lane going far
i aint talking about no macys lil nigga ima be a star
aint no yes no or maybe you don't know who you are
and im in the back of the maybach its a spaceship not a car
girl if you hate me then say so i dont need no fake love
ima smoke away my pain and get high jus because
i can tell you what it is but you dont know what it was
dont say that im wrong yeah we both know that im right yea
walk a dark road and im alone
shine a light for me
i dont know wheres home
i dont have the time to be playing round with u
feel like my life a prison
i jus got some tunnel vision whoa
i made sum bad decisions
dont know why i never listen
i could fuck a good thing up in one day
thats just how im living
whats the limit

WHATS THE LIMIT

LOVE JAI - WHATS THE LIMIT (ODP & METHBOISWAG)

mix & mastr @ztope

lyrics

this warmmm wind
this warmmm wind

we worship a god
while we’re all trapped inside of this cave
some of us piled up rocks, to leave us with no option to escape

i knew it never felt right
ive been sitting here the whole damn day
if i open my eyes, id still be blind to all of your ways

patience running thin 
20 years
like 50 scars
20 years and not one apart
last 7 spent in the dark
vague memorys of th light fill days,…
turned to spark

passages what’d keep me up
id read out loud every word and i know it came from the heart
but please do not take this heart
one half is u so i know its hard

its taken time 
but my patience thin and so is the line
curiosity never left 
so i crack the rock, not knowing if ill be fine
but u think i can just sit here living to die
like how’d u think we got here without having a closed mind

coz now there no going back 
im by myself like 20 feet deep
to leave ur home and take to the cold. 
aint my idea of being set free
unfortunately i came to my senses 
to be content with this i couldn’t see
 
i was living a lie
they forced me to believe
i see now y theres no evolution
20 years worth of retribution
peace and mind now a state of fusion
how could u be aware and not just lose it

scribbling text on the wood of a tree
then carve it without an idea of beauty
walk every trail till the bears have received 
but graft isnt enough to get them to believeeeeee

u think my leaving this place
for my own sake
this was a last resort
remorse

ill be in heavy debt for all the lives after
the paint washes off but not the damage

hidden beneath is the message from earth
unheard it must remain, so this gift is not cursed
those who fall short and find truth in these words
are left to dissolve into a hole that is absurd

two decades worth of retribution - pg 32 (message to bears)

Why you had to go?
Leave me so soon
I don't understand
What I'm going through
I need your help
I find no escape
Darkness stills surrounds me
Like everyday

I would get you back, if I just could
Hear your laughing one more time (because I know)

Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

In the silence of the night, I whisper your name
Hoping somehow, somewhere, I'll heal, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm not okay

(because I know)
Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

I Miss You

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LOVE JAI - PUNCHING BAG (MTHCLR)

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