Mood.

Mine 💓

A new one

🤪

🌸💘☹️

Phora - Tears of an Angel

dl: https://nothingnowhere.bandcamp.com/album/bummer

time out!

Good times are good times <3 Prod by https://soundcloud.com/multirex
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I remember when I met you...it was a cold January late night singing the blues
I never fell in love I swear it's true, but the moment that I talked to you
It felt like everything was good...
Why does it feel strange? I've been zoning out for days...
But no i've been feeling down with my head in the clouds
And im running outta town gotta stop stresing out...
CHORUS: Clearwater memories, love when you're next to me
I swear don't leave my side cuz I swear you're keeping me alive.
Stay by my side, guess i'm gonna close my eyes...
Reminisce about those good times...
Late talks at night, we would talk about anything, Talk about life.
I swear everything's so good. I got u smiling like you should...
---Won't you go back in time with me? Back to clearwater memories...---
Oh no...Oh no...Oh no...Oh no,,,
~~I remember when we said goodbye you held my hand so tightly
 I tried so hard not to cry...
I swear I fell in love hope its not true...
That the moment that you walked away you didn't fall in love too..
Why does it feel strange? I've been zoning out for days...
But no i've been feelin down with my head in the clouds
And im runnning outta town gotta stop stressing out...
CHORUS: Clearwater memories, love when you're next to me
I swear don't leave my side cuz I swear you're keeping me alive.
Stay by my side, guess i'm gonna close my eyes...
Reminisce about those good times...
Late talks at night, we would talk about anything, Talk about life.
I swear everything's so good. I got u smiling like you should...



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Clearwater Memories [Prod. Multirex]

Enjoy.. Prod by https://soundcloud.com/charlesmanson :)
Visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMDm69-X3Kw
:::ＬＹＲＩＣＳ:::
I know that I gotta let this go...These memories they haunt me u should know
Ayo Ohh so tell me that you miss me too.. yea yea yea
And I laugh it off everytime you ask me how im doin, nah... 
I know you don't really give a shit 
and I should stop hitting you up cuz I know that
You're just moving on... You know I don't wanna deal with this
~~Growing up quick, we're all just getting old, 
Playing hide and seek, oh where did you go
You're just like a sunset, you're just gonna say goodbye to me again.
And I feel the tears run down my face but u just look away...
And everytime I see ur smile in the picture frame it don't look the same...
And I wonder what happened to the soul I once knew, 
My whole life changed on the day that I met you....
But I guess i'm just a memory...did you forget about me???
CHORUS: I just can't forget about you, forget about the things I put u through
And you should know that, I miss you so bad, tore my heart apart
Threw away all the words that I said...
~Take one more step closer to me...You walk away & then you leave...
--It's been getting harder just to breathe...
I've been drowning my memories Ayo Oh I don't think you miss me...
Nah Nah and I cry it off everytime you ask me how im doin
Nah I know you don't really give a shit and I should stop texting your phone
Cuz I know that you're just moving on. You know I should let go of this..
~~Growing up quick, we're all just getting old, 
Playing hide and seek, oh where did you go
You're just like a sunset, you're just gonna say goodbye to me again...
And I feel the tears run down my face but u just look away...
And everytime I see ur smile in the picture frame it don't look the same...
I just can't forget about you, forget about the things I put u through
And you should know that, I miss you so bad, tore my heart apart
Threw away all the words that I said...
~Take one more step closer to me...You walk away & then you leave...

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Can't Forget You [Prod. funeral] +Visual in description

i'm sorry, i'm trying. (acoustic)

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

netherrealm w/ shy

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

marykate

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

follow sleye

i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

(PROD. BY @prodlxve)

most of this song is aimed @ me.
i miss him.

lrix:

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

i dont wanna tell you how i think
i just wanna throw up in my sink
lets have some more to drink
pretend that you dont know im on the brink
of losing everything i hold dear
lets have another beer
lets hide away from everything we fear
i tell you as im talking in the mirror
im drinking all alone
staring at my phone
praying to a god ill never know
asking if youre coming home
i know you wont
and i think that hurts the most
im losing hope
i feel you going ghost(haha it me)


sorry bout the time i spent
sorry bout those rhymes i said 
i never meant it to reach you
had hopes to delete you and move on   
i guess that i did 
i really wanted you out of my head
guess ill just have to replace you with lead
i cant believe all this shit that i said
this shits too emo i should go to bed
i should really get some sleep
lately ive been feeling weak
havent talked in like a week
everything lately
been feeling so crazy
if you saw you would call me a mess 
bitch im depressed
i was hiding it in you
now youre gone i feel the gloom
now youre gone i feel the dark
i was terrified to part
i understand i was scared of myself
i understand you were bad for my health   
bitch i get all of that
please never call me back
when i get drunk and i dial your phone
send me a text in the morning that tells me to leave you alone
tell me that this is a warning
that im not done mourning
and ill tell you i swear that i am

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

happy ur happy

happy ur happy (p. lxve)

soundcloud.com/4evrgone
soundcloud.com/sleyeofficial


i won't ever talk cause you never really care
no
i don't wanna call cause you wouldn't even answer
said you'd hit me up but i never got the message
bet you didn't even send it 

probably set me off like the ringer on my phone
when i see you i get lost 
can't remember where to go
and i gave it all i got still i wasn't even close
but i can't afford the cost if i end up on my own

if i end up on my own
i don't wanna be alone 
said don't let the door hit you when you're going home
but i wanted you to know
i don't wanna be the one
that would get up all my hopes
if it wasn't gonna work out 

now i'm going off but you know i really had it
with you i'm making this a habit
yeah you had me fucked up
bleeding couldn't stop it with a bandage 
cutting really close and i don't know if i can stand it

i won't ever talk cause you never really care
no
i don't wanna call cause you wouldn't even answer
said you'd hit me up but i never got the message
bet you didn't even send it

mixed/mastered by Sleye

On My Own (feat. Sleye)(prod. 4evr)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup:
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@itsyungvan
@sleyeofficial
@kingtheta
@d1vv
@erisu-san
@darkblu10314
@ohsobrkn
@brushogun
@lilgloom
@kaiesofly
@yvngaxstn
@frvrndalwys
@deadbrokeofficial
@thatonexguitarist
@deadfishpoland
@t_shan
@cruelife
@irby314
@diamoonofnhg
@lilduckk

ohsobrkn - Tears On My Sweater

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6hrUfX7wsi7bSUJNxVKbi4?si=OR6MWOowSsCWyHRlqECuGQ

Dear Dad why’d you have to go so soon
It feels like I never really got to know you
You lost track of ur life when your pops passed
Tryna drink away your problems through a shot glass 
I just hope that I don’t fall into the same path
I’ve had addictive personality since way back
It’s in our blood some times I really hate that
But we’re alike in other ways I wouldn’t change that 
You loved work you put that over everything
You even put it and liquor over a wedding ring
They say you never know what you had til' it’s gone
That’s why I’m writing you this song 
I've been stressing and second guessing decisions
Learning lessons and growing up gaining wisdom 
You’re out the picture this never was in my vision 
You helped me buy my equipment 
You shared my songs and you listened 
When I was younger heard arguing in the kitchen
Moving around a lot houses always switching 
As I got older began to see the addiction 
Mom tried stay to calm couldn’t stick with it
I don’t blame her but sometimes I blame myself 
Like there was someway or somehow I could of helped like damn 
Maybe if I called the ambulance a little faster 
We wouldn’t be in this disaster 
Instead of staring at the blood on the walls like it’s plaster
But I guess it doesn’t matter
Grandma’s crying in the arms of the pastor 
Not all stories get a happy ever after
Me and my brother stuck together that’s for life too 
Mama found new love met a nice dude
Things sucked but I always had to fight thru
How’s the weather in heaven hope it’s a nice view
Nowadays everything ain’t the same 
A lot of problems are bottled up in my brain 
I never thought that I would have to feel this way 
But I can’t help it I’m breaking down every day 
I don’t wanna get upset I don’t think I should regret 
Holding on to what is left hope ur happy looking down
I just wanna make u proud even tho ur not around 
I know you’ll always be there I know that you’ll always care
So I love you and I swear even though we weren’t prepared
Maybe this was meant to be this is what you meant to me
I won’t forget the memories 
I won’t forget the memories
Rest in peace yeah

Dear Dad (prod. Jakkyboi)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes


https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

i been thinkin bout you lately 
girl i know you want to
you can always slide by my place
you got my heart burning up babe
every single time that i lay
my eyes on your face

yeah i’m fallin for your body
and your mind too 
forget the past, 
we can leave it all behind you
i won’t let you feel alone again 
i won’t let you feel alone again, no

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

put your body up against mine
couple hours we never look at the time
lay in bed as we watching the sun shine
through the curtains and passing the window blinds

yeah, and you’re so warm
in the middle of a winter night
so glad that i made you mine
i feel fine when you’re beside me

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

SPOTIFY

i won't let you feel alone again

this is an old song, but it means a lot to me.

verse 1

last night
wasn’t my best night
my wrist looking like i got into a bear fight
i’m kinda scared 
because i really don’t feel right
i mean,
is everything supposed to be this bright? 
i might past out this time 
and i’m having flashbacks of my timeline
yo, i’m thinking that these cuts 
are way too deep
please help me,
i don’t wanna fall asleep.
and that’s when,
i heard the call on my phone
so i picked up 
because i’m all alone
and you didn’t even know 
you were just at home
so i put it to my ear and said hello
and you asked me if i was okay
then i said no.
not really today
then you told me,
you were heading my way
how did you know that i needed a save?
i’m just glad that it wasn’t too late

(hook)
do you know why i’m a mess
i’m never out of bed
it’s all inside my head
and on the stereo 
a song i listen while i bleed
i hope i never breathe
the way you look at me
you see right through my sleeves

verse 2

tell me how you do it though
girl i really wanna know
it’s not like i’m that public yo
i’m never on the radio
you treat my sleeves just like a ghost 
how do you know?
can you see my cuts?
do you watch them grow?
if it wasn’t for you
i’d be six feet deep
i’m strong now
but i once was weak
you know i’m hurting 
when we still don’t speak
your eyes froze 
from the blood in the sink
i’m sorry that i put you through this
but i promise that i’m on a new movement 
i might fall 
but i know i won’t lose it
so i thank you and look imma prove it
yeah

(hook)

sleeves (prod. haruhi) [unreleased]

u suck (prod. deliverthecrush)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

ohsobrkn - Tears On My Sweater

biteki