Don't Do Me Dirty feat. Shinigami(prod Deliverthecrush)

lyrics:
mumbling shit that sounds fye
you dont wanna be on the sideline
then tell me why youre here its like youre always wasting my time
you say that you love me really girl thats funny
cause i would bet some money
one of these days youll walk away from me
i told my mom you better pray for me
mentally its hard i dont think any of this is safe for me
im way too open for a bitch they always try & fucking play with me
thats on god I dont trip bout what was said to me

and im not the one you want
is there a reason i keep wanting to give this up
give me a meaning i donnt care if its all not enough
im trying hard and everyday its just not adding up
like whats the point of anything if i dont wanna live
theres just a part of me i dont wanna give
its all in my head
and you keep fuking me over
i dont wanna bother you its not the same anymore
and if it was ion think itd matter
im so done always wishing on a happy ever after
you dont gotta hit me up it only makes me madder 

you dont wanna be on the sideline
then tell me why youre here its like youre always wasting my time
you say that you love me really girl thats funny
cause i would bet some money
one of these days youll walk away from me
i told my mom you better pray for me
mentally its hard i dont think any of this is safe for me
im way too open for a bitch they always try & fucking play with me
thats on god I dont trip bout what was said to me

sideline [p. thislandis]

a valentines alone,
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. micco -+-
(lyrics)
i said that i wont be the one
u know that i, cant see the light
without you here, im on my own
cant be the one, to call your home

and at the end of the day
who's there in the end?
after all of this pain,
does it all go away?
and when feelings do fade
would u have the words to finally say
the 4 letters at least,
that we seem to chase
to feel all that love from you,
would be surreal
im sorry, that i cant be all that you want
it kills me inside to know this wont happen
lay me down softly and ill go away
use to rejection, so how can i stay?
tear me apart, thats all my thoughts
i do all this music, but what is the cost?
used as a remedy, but its been failing
only failing
how long will this last
killing my past
everyone has what i long for some day
but maybe one day, if i keep on going
but do i keep going?
can i keep going?
i dont have an answer
after it all
we return to this cycle

after it all (micco)

glasshouse 
SONG IN ORDER
@castlescrushed
@angell1
@sinnagacci
@rxfxx
@cboy1

broken cycle (stillvanishing)

spiraling *sachy*

elsewhere is a place i could turn to, 
a reason.
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. 2001 x dead spyro -+-
(lyrics)
i know that you are gone,
that you are gone.

i know that you are gone,
that you are gone.
you see whats left of me now
and you'll never stick around

you know that it isnt worth it
and you're stuck here calling me crazy
never thought id be alive lately
only one car crash from leaving
and the drugs only give me a reason
and the drinking it gives me these feelings
cause i know that you are leaving
and i wont see a day without you

and these songs only show that im hurting
but youll never truly understand me
or the thoughts that always control me
wake up, and im hit with emotions

drink my pain away,
i know that i will see better days
but you're gone, and i wont know
what is left to call my home

made 4/22/2022

gone (prod.2001 X Dead Spyro)

lyrics:
I could’ve called you, even if i would
I would’ve had you, it would backfire
Nothing will make sense, long as i live
Getting little tired, imma head home
Feeling so stressed out, brain is on fire
Where's the “love me”, where is that heart
Losing emotion, breaking like glass
And i’m so broken, nothing to fix

Too late to stop me, even if i could
I would’ve loved me, bet you never would
Dousing the fire, with the kerosine
All that is trusting, burns away to ash
I don’t wanna love you, i can’t help it
You were a mind freak, playing these games
It was so trusting, knowing it’s a lie
And i’ll just sleep now, in my coffin

mindfreak. [+ 02ashes]

path

path (prod. mcelroy)

What simply is

TELL ME  (7)

❤ IV
˅˅ i destroyed myself to repair you, ˅˅
official bizzies archive.
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