awww I can relate to this sm, hope your doing okay

sorry, i forgor (frevel)

lyrics: 

shawty grabbin on my waistband
fucked up eyes red and im fading
ima go to bed fuck life man i hate it
ion really feel much, suffocating 

everyobdy leaving, walking out the front door
i walk alone on my own, feel the rain poor
i got rips in my jeans
blowin smoke out my nose for some peace
weight on my chest i just wanna release
shut off my phone going ghost for a week

i been waitin up all night
i aint gonna lie 
i dont ever feel alright
wish i was kissin on ur cold thighs
suicidal thoughts always runnin thru my dark mind

waistband

[verse]
take me back to the moments that we saved
i don’t know who i am cause you took it all away
and all my life i’ve been waiting for this day
don’t say you’ll miss me when you pushed me all away

[chorus]
time won’t heal 
all wounds 
but i hope you’ll 
see me soon

[verse]
don’t tell me you second guessed it
when i know you learned your lesson
you cannot trust
decisions will rust
still ill go and deliver my message 
can i just get your attention 
it’ll only take a second
just give me call
i swear we won’t fall
yet you’re still just leaving me here restless 

[chorus]
time won’t heal 
all wounds 
but i hope you’ll 
see me soon

visit me in the afterlife, when we're both wiser and older (prod. killedmyself)

prod by https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ  

<3

evade (prod. skellington)

prod farber <3

[lyrics:]
baby im in love with your flaws, with your eyes
would you mind if i come over tonight?
cus i miss you
it makes me so happy when you call me  at night
its alright, no you never bother me
let me kiss you

fall in love with me again 
i dont want to be just friends
fall in love with me again
why did it have to end

@caspywaspy
pretty eyes pretty face
u got me addicted 
both my hands on ur waist 
while i whisper
how much i love you 
but baby idk what to do 
should i go
should i stay 
maybe leave
or simply wait 
cuz i know every night turns into a day

fall in love w/casperrr (farber)

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

train station (prod.IOF)

prod iof <3

are you happy now?

[lyrics:]
i think i dont need you anymore
i think im finally over you
so many times i got ignored
and i didnt know what to do

but now im at the point
i know you werent worth the pain
i got out of the void
and finally found a better way


dont be disappointed 
you wanted it that way
you had another boyfriend
you made me go insane
was it fun to break my heart?
to see me fall apart?

MUSIC VIDEO

you wanted it that way (iof)

regardless of what happens, my mind just seem to end up back in this cycle..
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. stillvanishing -+-
(lyrics)
take me away from here
this is my biggest fear,
know that all of this shit hurts me
you wont ever hear, stuck here in my thoughts
i am not what you wanted
i know you say youre fine
im trying to be fine,
know that im only hurting
need you as all mine
repeating the same songs 
that ive always made for you

you say you wouldnt leave
i guess i will only see
youre taking control of me
without you i just cant breathe
all in this damaged place
think im describing my brain
know that i wont ever live,
ill never see the day without you

cutting all my veins,
laying in my grave
without you

broken cycle (stillvanishing)

so tired, tearing at my mind. i thought i was meant to be okay?
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. nevrfall -+-
(lyrics)
hiding all this shit from me,
acting like i dont notice it
and youre running away from me
is it a struggle to be honest with me?
you really dont want to say it,
know im getting fed up
sleeping on this bed that was always made of lies and
i dont want to see you no more
ive been haunted by these thoughts again
music is the only thing that lets me get out of here
why you asking if im fine?
when i never showed a sign
and they're always saying that there's a problem
but i never knew what they were talkin about
know that im lying when u finally see
always bottling my own emotions

this is my most recent song made as of 4/3/22. idk what im doing anymore tbh

fed up (prod. nevrfall)

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Ain't Been The Same (feat. sendflowrs) [prod. Metlast]

Another song collab with Pulla Beats. Show your support to them 

Mission: Missing

❤ IV
˅˅ i destroyed myself to repair you, ˅˅
official bizzies archive.
some songs ive put a lot of effort into, others i have not. you'll find them here

broken cycle (stillvanishing)

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