this shit got me ugly crying in the club.

lyrics: 

shawty grabbin on my waistband
fucked up eyes red and im fading
ima go to bed fuck life man i hate it
ion really feel much, suffocating 

everyobdy leaving, walking out the front door
i walk alone on my own, feel the rain poor
i got rips in my jeans
blowin smoke out my nose for some peace
weight on my chest i just wanna release
shut off my phone going ghost for a week

i been waitin up all night
i aint gonna lie 
i dont ever feel alright
wish i was kissin on ur cold thighs
suicidal thoughts always runnin thru my dark mind

waistband

Lyrics:
Oh, can you let me fall
Can you let me know
Will you care at all
If you let me fall

Can you let me fall
Can you let me know
Will you care at all
If you let me fall

If it were about you
Nothing that i can do
Suffocate me dearly
Let me feel the pain now
I don’t wanna win this
I just wanna lose myself
Gimme what i get
This is all that i could get
Tell me why that i must compare
All the thoughts that are in my head
For the days that are lost that year
Can i ask why i have to be this way
This was nothing more than personal
Why’d you make it all so difficult
For me to surpass my daily damage
That is brought within my broken mind

Oh, can you let me fall
Can you let me know
Will you care at all
If you let me fall

Can you let me fall
Can you let me know
Will you care at all
If you let me fall

Today, I Meet My Flatline

Let Me Fall (prod. xmichaelwarren)

U Nvr Said Sorry w/Procaine [Northeast Lights X Shinju]

peacefully drifting,,
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. pekarot -+-
(lyrics)
please save me
i said that i
will never look at the past
wont know when this ends
i know that im crying,
when i thought that you left me
please tell me am i the one
thats all on your mind all day
is this how we end
i know that i
that i wont be anyone
know that im not okay
ohh,
save me from my self
tell me its the end
no im not, alright
im not alright

i stand alone without you here
with all these thoughts on my mind
please tell me, am i insane?
i know that you're leaving now
but i guess thats what i get
for never being here
i did this to myself,
and i wont be okay
ill never see the day without you here
without you here,
im by myself
no i wont be alright
tell me,
tell me, is this where we end?

you said, that this was forever
and now theres nothing left
guess i will never have someone
u were the best i could ever have
but further, we drift apart
and i could never even bother
to find someone new,
there is nobody like you

whats the point (pekarot)

i just set fire to roses i bought for you
while i held the lighter, you lit up a match and threw
you called me a freak and a liar, a monster too
but everything that you could call me applies to you

Roses

Drowning [+ sogimura]

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

train station (prod.IOF)

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/facel1ft for the beat and for helping with the mix, make sure to follow him. hope u enjoy

lyrics:
why do u wish u went back?
she told me i only live in her past
im a castaway (maesk lyrics)

where my friends at
im so cold, all alone
yeah u better get to know that
i might die but u dont care
never fine but they dont care

so i take my life and hope that i go somewhere else
where i find some rest to my head
i've been hoping for some better days for so long

and i might give up soon
i've been so damn tired
all these people looking fake to me now

so i drag myself thru another week like
baby show me where to go from now on
thats not a goodbye
i hope

thx for listening <3

better days (prod. facelift)

All Platforms

Ain't Been The Same (feat. sendflowrs) [prod. Metlast]

something i made with @autumndropsdead <3

lyrics:
sinking into my sea
i let the gentle breeze control me
fleeing from memories
im counting my defeats
they hold me

songwriter. (ft. autumndropsdead)

I see you there
Girl I see you there
x2

I’m tryna touch you

I’m tryna hold on, to you

You’re portrayed as a piece of clay

The angels, they weep for me
The angels, they weep for me

I’ve been swaying, like trees
It’s the only way I know how, to breathe
So i’ll set myself down, at ease
Anxiously, waiting for the moment, to see

You
On the wall

You’re my painting 
My painting 

The painting, 
On the wall

I see you there

I see you here, I see you there

The painting, on the wall

You’re my painting
My painting 

I see you there 
I’m tryna hold you
I see you there 
I’m tryna hold you

remnant

❤ IV
˅˅ i destroyed myself to repair you, ˅˅
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