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lyrics:
i dont wanna see it, yeah
ever since my vision depleted, i've 
felt like my brain just been bleedin'
then i found you
you
then i found you
you-
then i found you
you
then i found you 
you.

purpose

"petrichor" - the distinctive, earthy smell of rain in the air — sometimes detectable before any rain has fallen.

oh i know it sounds insane 
to say 
it seems okay to 
fill your place with time 
oh 
and the days pass 
through my gaze
as i wander 
straight through the slaughter
you made
was all of it worth it now?
and i won’t accept my fate 
the weeds overgrown
but im one step away 
from the good in this place 
so hold on.

petrichor

@mucisianman

cover of "50landing, brakence - pains"

pains [ cover ] ft.mucisian

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
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can't sleep too busy
thinkin bout 
fake dreams and dopamine 
that's not around
and you're not around 
i guess it's better now 
facetimes and phone calls 
it's all bullshit
i don't wanna hear your voice 
don't wanna waste my time 
being someones toy
i'm all alone but at least
i'm not someones ploy
i'll keep it real baby
it's what i feel 
im gone 
i can't eat 
can't sleep 
from breathing all the air 
that you made me
i can't be what you think 
i fell deep
but i need some time for me
cause i'm so fucked up
can't count on no one
it's too much 
doors all closed when the sun comes up
i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
time alone 
lie unknown 
taking my home 
i don't wanna spend no time with you
i'm known to forget 
when we first met took my breath
they all say i'm sick in the head 
they all can't retie the loose ends
crashing with sickening intent.
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autophobia

mixed produced all that by me :p
master/leveling help from july
cover art help from colliding with mars 
(will update links soon)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/you-can-2

lyrics:
I don't know if I'm wasting your time
How can I tell if you feel alright
Go back to the way that it was
And you can find me
And you can
Ah, said you can
Ah, said you can
Mm, aah, said you can

Say that I failed my mission, the blood is still on my hands
And I could try to see from your vision, but don't think I'd understand
I don't wanna waste your time, tell me you get it and it'll all be clear
And if you gotta leave that's fine, I'll be right here (you can)

You can do much better now that I'm not here
And if the words that fall out of my mouth aren't clear
You can ask a thousand times, I promise that the answer's still the same
Cause you can find me

And I can't read the signs but I'd be lying if I said you told me
Cause I need your love (But do I really need it or it's something that I want?)
Now that everything's untethered, do you feel a bit more better than you'd think
Even though it's so far out of reach
In my head I've been so clever, but I know that nothing's ever gonna link

So why don't we let it go (As if it's ever enough, no it's never enough, no it was never enough)
Back to the way that it was
I know it's too late
I just want you to want me
Just pick the time and the place
And maybe we could be okay
I know you wanted me to change, ah, but you can find me

And you can
And you can find, oh you can find, oh you can find me (Ah, so you can)
So you can find, oh you can find, oh you can find me (Ah, said you can)
So you can find, oh you can find, oh you can find (Mm, ah said you can)

You can

MORE THAN I COULD ft. wishlane (p. jonroyce + wishlane)

first song in a while. but first song out of many
i hope u guys enjoy

thank u so much to nte for the amazing production and so much help with the mix and master

insta: https://www.instagram.com/zivve17 (follow me pls)



#hyperpop #glaive #ericdoa #midwestemo #brakence #antipop #altpop #glitchpop

Chains

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lyrics: 
waiting for you to come my love
keep me from being something i'll become 
in the darkest of dreams 
will you remember me?
i don't have a reason 
but far as i see
you're as pure as the springtime
nothing beats our minds together
waiting for you to come my love
keep me from being something i'll become 
in the darkest of dreams 
will you remember me?
i don't have a reason 
but far as i see
you're as pure as the springtime
nothing beats our minds together

spring.mp3

i love you

lyrics 

The way my heart beats when I'm thinking of you
I'm kinda lovesick, my fever's out of control
From a distance, could pick you out of the view
Don't say nothing, let's sit in silence a few
I feel you hands tighten around me
I let it happen, I'm surrounded
Intoxicated by you, I'm drunk off just a taste
Oh, I fade into you, I feel your influence (Ooh)

Something, something
Is in the air, I'm choking up, oh
In my lungs, lungs
My chest tightens, is it love, oh?
One look at you, I'm choking up
Need oxygen, give me some air, I think I'm running out

Babe, babe, babe
How was the evening?
Was it a date, date, date?
Intentions clearing
Oh, fuck, I made her pay
My pockets were empty
And you stayed after to say
I like you, boy, fly out to me (Oh, god)
We looked for loose change to buy just one little pack
Don't let the love fade, guess fighting's just part of that
And life's what we make, so let's be stupid in fact
Let's drink the day away, I wanna love you like that

Something, something
Is in the air, I'm choking up, oh
In my lungs, lungs
My chest tightens, is it love, oh?
One look at you, I'm choking up
Need oxygen, give me some air, I think I'm running out

I need some oxygen
I'm in the stratosphere, a long way down (Oh)
I picked out your face out of the crowd
If love is in the air, need oxygen, oh-oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh
I'm getting high off of you (Oh)
One cigarette shared with two
Getting high off of fumes, oh
Baby, it is too quick to call you that?
Okay, you made me call you by name, was it that bad?
Oh, lately you're in my head, have I gone mad?
Lay awake for hours on end, insomniac

Something, something
Is in the air, I'm choking up, oh
In my lungs, lungs
My chest tightens, is it love, oh?
One look at you, I'm choking up
Need oxygen, give me some air, I think I'm running out

I need some oxygen
I'm in the stratosphere, a long way down (Oh)
I picked out your face out of the crowd
If love is in the air, need oxygen, oh-oh-oh

If love is in the air, need oxygen

shoutout sonny