this got cut from saintz im pretty sure its old af

jenx2 - backpain (feat. xo dru) [liamxbeats]

lyrics 


water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many

ft. @devins_world
prod by @prodcxrter x retz
LYRICS
If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Working all night, i got class all day
Chose my fights, and i make my way
Dark days, dark nights
I remember smoking underneath them park lights
Never had a bar fight, only been to a bar twice, it was alright
But wouldnt go again, id rather stay at home and discord with my friends
Lifes a precious thing, got me asking where the time went
I dont really care, lay back and close my eyelids
Baby please forgive me, interrupt at awful timings
Steady going up, but not scared of declining
Ima do what ima do, stay grinding

If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Devin:
Big chief like im mahomes im steady improvising 
Yeah I’m pushing along but life is terrifying 
I pretended I don’t care but when they’re not there I still dream of montclairs and rolling in diamonds 
Yeah they don’t even know me but got opinions 
Cause societal norms be shaping every vision 
I be living better now, just chillin on my couch but people always wanna get up in my business 
I know it’s true 
Envious people can’t get over you 
I got what they want, lil bitch you can’t have it I don’t give a fuck so you can move on and get past it


IDRC ft. devin's world [prod. cxrter x retz]

zzz:
watch the crew that u represent
thumbin thru phones, n' we take ya neck
i dont wan talk bout sh-, put a cold case in the legends
i want peace in the Heavens, i dont want blood on my hands
i wont battle for hate, preventative measures
bread on my plate, already settled

cause i made amends with the struggles

had a lot on my plate, u are what u eat
im a hell of a burden on hurdles, fast on my feet

i scramble em up like some eggs correlate w my words

word 2 the wise, dont ever despise or your time on this earth will just loop like a circle
dont let seein em win become hurtful

i done, i done seen plenty things
sometimes feel like a machine
i've committed evil deeds, n' they proceed me
wish that they could see me, for who i truly am
sometimes times don't know who that is [2x]

@otpackz:
overthinkin'll always been my problem
emo n' depressed, i try 2 solve em
i been takin drugs until the dawn comes
golden dawn husk of the member
head up on my shoulders, im dismembered
but i seen the watchers in november
i was bleedin out by my damn self
never ever asked nobody for help
but if i die, see the blood inside my eyes
if i cry lemme lie when i fkn lose my mind (fk)

this a drive straight 2 death
n' if i die, leave me dead
n' if i leave, let it be nothin that they cant perceive

my God walked up on water, your plants u barely water
but me i walk up inside of the church poppin my collar

IDRC ft. devin's world [prod. cxrter x retz]

Blospar