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websitezero december '24

BIG RETZ ONE

My Favorite Songs From Friends

surprise surprise;)
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don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
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lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

Roll the blunt (ft RETZ)

Old Me (prod. Cxrter x Stafford Beats)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

Check out @devin-nunemaker, super talented artist <3

Lyrics:

is it easier to ignore me or to forget i exist?
because im waiting for you, but this pain persists
wondering when you'll next send me a text
lately ive been stuck inside of my head

turn down the lights and close my curtains 
is it too much for you to care that im hurting
tell me you don't see me as a burden

Devin's World:

If I’m calling out will I get an answer back
When I’m balling out do you think you’d have my back 
Im so proud to be yours but I might collapse 
Please remember these words because you’re all I have 
(Yeah)

Hindsight’s 20-20 hope you don’t regret choosing me 
(Choosing me)
Yeah you changed my life so beautifully 
Yeah you’re everything I wanted and I never want you to flee 
(You to flee)
Cause I got nothing without you and me 
(You and me)

I’d pack it up and change my life for you
(For you) 
Mean it when I say I would die for you 
(For you)
Got so much going on but I won’t hide from you 
Won’t lie to you

Burden (feat. Devin's World)

Collaboration with independent artist Devin'sWorld of PA, YB of Virginia, & B-RizzO of Jacksonville, Florida bringing a fresh style with versatile flows just vibing. Produced by Lil'TrayBeats

YB🔗⬇️
https://soundcloud.com/yb211

Devin's World🔗⬇️ https://m.soundcloud.com/devins_world

So Icy, Cardigan [Explicit] Ft. B-RizzO X YB X Devin'sWorld  [Prod. By Lil'TrayBeats]

all i wanted. (trying.)

(prod. The Sound Clown)

Thank you @evanmarzz for mastering <3
Thank you @yungillpilllatso for always coming in clutch with the song covers :)<3

And massive thank you for all the artists who made this song possible!<3

@whos-that-clown
@evanmarzz 
@holloww17
@luvflorent
@devin-nunemaker
@blospar
@ih8teejer
@alex-thomas-fox

Lyrics:

Scorpio:
I know that im a yes man
I keep coming back I swear im like a boomerang
Im attached holding on like a rubber band
is this a game of braid, baby, whats the gameplan? Baby what’s the game plan?

Evan Marzz:
if i close my eyes everything will change
tryna find a way to escape this pain
runnin out my mind ive been lost for days
somethin in the way but it never stays

praying for your love hope it comes back baby
if it never does will it all go wrong
trapped inside a maze even said you hate me
let me off my back just to prove you wrong

Hollow17:
I don’t know why I keep falling back
Maybe it’s the family love I always lacked
I don’t fucking get why I bring you back
I just wanna forget what we had
I don’t understand why I want you back again
You ruined my life, I guess it’s alright

Luvflorent:
I’m with hollow17 in the big body
I was in the studio like Scorpio call me
I’m on Xanax bars that’s my best friend
I feel like notcursed and evergarden
I’ve been out of mind since the age of 17
Xanning off the porch no you can’t catch me
I’m with t3dblack like a best friend
Vacant in the back with the medicine

devin's world:
Man It’s sad cause I never see my best friends
Man it’s sad cause I’m prolly gon’ forget them one day
Laying on my death bed staring up at hospital lights no regrets and
I realize that I have been so blessed
Gave you all the love that I had in my chest
Girl I’m obsessed with you give you the best of me
Give you the rest of me
The rest of me

Scorpio:
I know that im a yes man
I keep coming back I swear im like a boomerang
Im attached holding on like a rubber band
is this a game of braid, baby, whats the gameplan? Baby what’s the game plan?

Blospar:
Whats the game plan,
I knew that u wanted me
Theres nothing new, but thats alright
Dont taunt me, no matter what I do, ill still think of you
Ill bleed my blood til my veins turn blue
And idk why but i sit inside and waste my time
Rather than taking action
Caught up in the tension,
Save me with your magic

teej:
i always thought someone could save me
im losing time still take the vices that im craving
general speak of the seasons like theyre the same thing
the only option left is finding peace inside a day dream

so ill just shy away in bed
memories driven like a bullet through my head
block out everything you said
taking all my time back need the rest before im dead

Scorpio:
I know that im a yes man
I keep coming back I swear im like a boomerang
Im attached holding on like a rubber band
is this a game of braid, baby, whats the gameplan? Baby what’s the game plan?

vails:
What’s our game plan?
I don’t even know anymore
I’m so lost in this world
where I’ve just been before

The only thing I’m seeing is stars
And broken hearts
But I escape with melodies from my guitar

Sing me to silence, speak too much that’s on my mind
feels like yesterday where we would say we put this behind
Sweet lies will often come, but there’s no way to rewind
So I’ll be here with my demons, whilst we pass in the times

Game Plan

Our first collaborative project where @devin-nunemaker and @scor_pio rap/sing about their own past struggles and the growth process they have taken to reach where they are today. Inspired by the Pixar movie "Inside Out". 

Instrumentals and cover art designed by @devin-nunemaker

can you hold me up?

This is a song about devin’s world as a child and what he went through as his parents divorced when he was young. It is a very personal song to him and I’m happy to get to share with you all. 

Devin is coming out with an album titled “FINDING MY WAY HOME” exploring how he found is way to who he is today. This album comes out March 22. Be sure to check it out!

Lyrics:

~Intro~

Rough like a rider 
I been healing from wounds since I was a child 
Yeah I like that 
Uh 
Uh

~Hook~

Rough like a rider 
I been healing from wounds since I was a child 
I’m a survivor 
I been healing from my wounds healing from my wounds since I was a child 
X2

~Verse~

Growing up like I taught myself to walk 
Grew up so much differently than all those chalk playing kids 
Drawing on the streets with their fists
While I watched my parents fight deep in the abyss 
Watched them break up oh that was quite the change up 
Now I got two houses in which I could maybe wake up 
All this happened when I was just 4 
So much family trauma that I had endured 
It’s like how could you expect me to understand 
It’s like one day out of no where there’s a change of plans 
Never again will I get to swing from both your hands 
But it’s made me who I am 
Yeah it’s sad cause the memories are fleeting
Every year I’m older it’s like they keep on deleting 
They’re leaving 
Till there’s absolutely nothing left 
Imma give you what I have till I got nothing left 

~Hook~

Rough like a rider 
I been healing from wounds since I was a child 
I’m a survivor 
I been healing from my wounds healing from my wounds since I was a child 
X2

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Devin's World - Wounds (Prod. The Sound Clown)

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

is it sad i want to know how how bad i hurt you
you’ve dealt with me for so long, your patience of virtue
i want to be someone you cry to
but i’m still unsure what i can do
please do not lie, if you aren’t mine, just say so
our star signs, do align, but im ghost
it’s bout time, i realize, that im froze
so i hide, in your eyes, but im stoned

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

i try to tell you something but you never get the hint
god i’m scared to say i like you i don’t wanna be dismissed
yeah i’m filled disappointment cuz i think i can predict
everything that you would say if ever did admit
it’s affecting my health
distancing myself
wish i could tell
god, this is hell

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

object

ft. @devins_world
prod by @prodcxrter x retz
LYRICS
If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Working all night, i got class all day
Chose my fights, and i make my way
Dark days, dark nights
I remember smoking underneath them park lights
Never had a bar fight, only been to a bar twice, it was alright
But wouldnt go again, id rather stay at home and discord with my friends
Lifes a precious thing, got me asking where the time went
I dont really care, lay back and close my eyelids
Baby please forgive me, interrupt at awful timings
Steady going up, but not scared of declining
Ima do what ima do, stay grinding

If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Devin:
Big chief like im mahomes im steady improvising 
Yeah I’m pushing along but life is terrifying 
I pretended I don’t care but when they’re not there I still dream of montclairs and rolling in diamonds 
Yeah they don’t even know me but got opinions 
Cause societal norms be shaping every vision 
I be living better now, just chillin on my couch but people always wanna get up in my business 
I know it’s true 
Envious people can’t get over you 
I got what they want, lil bitch you can’t have it I don’t give a fuck so you can move on and get past it


IDRC ft. devin's world [prod. cxrter x retz]

Dancing through pain - Vails

Lyrics below:

I've been down, lost in the shadows, Fighting doubts that feel like gallows.
In the silence, I heard the whispers, But deep inside, my heart still flickers
Every stumble taught me how to stand, With every heartbeat, l'll make my plan
The whispers of fear, I'll cast them aside, Embracing the strength that's deep down inside

I'm taking back my light, it's my time to shine, With every step I take, I'll claim what's mine.
No more hiding, no more hiding 

No more shadows lurking, I'll face the dawn, With courage as my armor, I'll rise and move on.
With every heartbeat echoing, I'll break the chains,
Unraveling the past, l'll dance through the pains.
Dance through the pain
Dance through the pains

I'm taking back my light, it's my time to shine, With every step I take, I'll claim what's mine.
No more hiding, no more hiding 

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Bailando a través del Dolor

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)