@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

next2u (emorave)

spotify ^w^

katamari +blackwinterwells prod. blossom

@prodgreentop
@k4rson

lyricz:

[arid]
they only know me from my title
we goin crazy like a vine w goin viral!
always wanna pull me back jus like a rifle
i aint doin nuthin else im not entitled
yea u say u want me back u call me up again
yea i always feel attacked the way u comin in
yea im always runnin laps around inside my head
takin everythin i had and tear it into shreds

always wastin all my time
i was way too blind
flippin thru tha pages but i never found tha sign
always stay in tha center
i could never do better
im too sad but i let her
always loosin my temper but im gettin this baaaaag
everywhere i hide im always keepin a staaaaack
ye im always lost i never know where im aaaaat
dont know wher im goin never makin it back
yeah im always taking damage always under attack

[k4rson]
they only know me for my title
hit your vitals 
bring a bible 
going viral 
this is final
i'm entitled 
keep a rifle 
it's a cycle 

and i'm burning all my bridges 
she say can i get yor digits 
what i do is not your buisness 

she asked if i wanna hit it?
i said quit it 
know i had to get my bag and then i flip it

title w/ karson (greentop)

#us #wip
credits:
@haveonlyonechance
@ogpichu

intro from love is war 

[hook]
is it my fault
if u dont care anymore
shes making me blush
and i just stare at the floor
knew it was coming felt it in my core
asked u if u still like me u said not anymore
2x

[verse]
you said i would be hard to forget
you knew a different me, way back then
i cant take back things i said
but i still remember the day that we met
i put my life into you
it was all for nothing
i put my time into you
wish i got away with something

bridge from kaguya as well :P

hook repeat yup

spotify

my fault (tenoji)

@mental

see me, i might go see u out the door
bby tell me whats wrong n then tell me what this for
ahhh girl teach me how u do it
i swear u make me lose it
lights out watch your whole movement

yeah i know ur toxic i can deal with it
tell me are u feeling it
no no im not feeling it
yeah that boy a dog chase his tail in a circle
we not friends get out my circle
choppa turn that boy purple

no i'm not done
number nine jeans on me
wait,, hold on
i can sense something bads gonna happen
i got eyes on the back of my head
you aint ever gonna catch me lacking
and yo team be switchin n switchin its side
turn it to a fraction

what do u wanna do
it's never working out
last night i called you stupid
sorry i think out loud

i'm sorry girl i havent been the person i used to be
and honestly please just tell me what you see in me
i'll see what's in you too
just believe in me

feel your aura, girl i like it way TOO much
and i feel so warm when i feel ur touch
*and i feel so warm when i feel your t-*

and i will honestly do anything to make you smile
and i will honestly do anything just give me a while i-

out loud (mental)

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

Thank you for all the support :)
@loathefuls
@peiflowy
@colin-reardon-957210261
@ripwarheart
@sor22222ta
Mix and Mastered by me :)

be like us (sor2ta)

i want my shirt back +8485 (lilac + winter)

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-