im 11 months late but better now than never

IF I NEEDED UR HELP WOULD YOU COME BY MY SIDEE

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performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

verse @blackwinterwells
prod: @haveonlyonechance

hook:
girl im in your head now
baby calm your ass down 
got a check hit up saks
read a text and i pass out
dont wanna stand out
fall in love
make her laugh like its a stand up

wells verse :P
They never say shit 'til they see me counting commas
Now they got a problem, talking shit 'cause they don't wanna
Worry 'bout their own bag, so sad
How you gon' hate from outside the club? Oh yeah
Just like that
Fishing monkfish while I get them racks
Then I sit back, take a drink and laugh
Swear you'll never-ever-ever make me mad
Talk my talk, do my step in my black Vans
I'm so fresh while you look like a trashcan
Might bring '07 back with the huge pants, huge shirt, net worth
Curve your bitch, I don't like her, get the bread first
Got a smile on, I'm still cursed
Hands up 'til they put me in the Earth
My dick big, no David Burd

instagram

stand out ft. blackwinterwells (tenoji)

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

awooooo light music club!!! awooooo!!!!!!!!!

@mental
@bugbu6
@beatsbykrave

[blx]
If I needed your help,
Would you come on my side?
I need your decision baby this is not a do or die
You ask me if I feel okay and honestly I feel alright
I walk past you out the door cus bby i don’t wanna fight

I don’t wanna fight with you right now 
I’m walking home
Had something to tell you on the tip of my tongue but it’s out my dome
If I were you and you were me you’d probably be alone
Maison Margiela's my toes 
I’m not a friend I’m a foe

[mental]
i feel like im trying way too hard
not to let you take away my heart
giving up feels like a dangerous part
to play it might make me break apart

it might make me fall down
i was floating like i wasnt even on ground
bad thoughts really need someone to break my walls down
mad lots i been getting pissed at all the small sounds
need ur love if i wanna calm down

foe ft. mental (lovbug x krave)

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

lost our memory <3 (prod.BigDog Oof)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7MYtXgMHJxhyFiKTkmEMfx
YOU’VE BEEN ON MY MIND I CAN SAY THAT :::)
prod. wolfgang pander (i just added the kicks)
feat. @b2nny
mixed and shit by me 
epic freestyle (john style)
john

(epic shit we say in the song)
[neoprada]
you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

[b2nny]
late nights i've been
thinkin' what we could be
all these thoughts in my mind
baby yes i said please
but im crushed down
yeah im lost in my head
(john)
ill be fine yeah
im just better off dead 

sorry baby i dont wanna be with you
i didnt know that i liked u but i wont feen for u
i wont dream for you
no i wont skeem for you
all these thoughts in my brain
no i wont lean towards you

uh, me and you, what a fuckin' mess
i tried to keep me and u together
 i tried my best
i said fuck the rest
i said fuck the rest
all these demons in my brain yeah they put me to text yeah

[neoprada]
you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

u must believe that im so stressed out
i might need ur touch right now
i might need some neck now (lol)
you think that im playing with who?
you think imma talk now
you think that im stuck now
ask me to come down you know i cant now

no u can not ever see
what is wrong with me
no i can not ever be what i wanna be
im so stuck in this world
i cant go out anymore
i cant go out anymore

neoprada + b2nny + wolfgang pander - mess

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

@notlieu
@angelus7k
@funeral
@sebseb122

prod. me

art by: @/ratstep on twitter

foe ft. mental (lovbug x krave)

blxty

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