produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

lyrics

she wanted cherry blossoms in the front yard
but the ground round here is made of tar
ill work this out and do it from afar
she never really had a broken heart

i have loose seams and wires frayed throughout my being
i have bad dreams still
every night the raven speaks and paints an awful scene
this is not me
lucid in my visions but the outcome stays the same
i have bad dreams
back before my body stopped and it was just my brain

she wanted cherry blossoms in the front yard
but the ground round here is made of tar
i worked it out and did it from afar
i never needed another broken heart

victorian era dialogue (killedmyself)

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

produced by taurs

and it’s cold here
so grab your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

and my head spins
when we are together 
you never show me love, 
despite that, you’re so special to me 
got ugly eyes, im not the guy you fell for
but i could try my best 
if you give me a chance and don’t leave 

callin, callin callin again
why the fuck are you still stalling?
those texts you left unread 
i can’t avoid the hole, i fall in
fall in to the abyss 
my chest caves in when you call me 
the one that you regret 
i’m so tired of ur shit

and it’s cold here
so bring your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

you were the cruel type
i know you hate me you didn’t have to say it two times ): 
i can’t stay here anymore
my veins are blue, i
guess i’ll just lay here in the snow and watch the moon rise

ugly eyes (taurs)

Yeah it's cold, but no snow
Watch all the smoke that I blow
I get my drugs for the low
I got friends, but I take 'em all alone
Ripping on my bowl
They say the pain in my throat
I feel the shake in my bones
Should change my name 'cause I'm really always home
I'm really always home
I can't rap, but I think I gotta flow
All I do is smoke
Sit inside my room with the ghosts
Scrolling through my phone
Making music just to sooth my setting soul
I think that I'ma go
If i stay, I'll be hanging from a rope
(If i stay, I'll be hanging from a rope)

Everybody passing cannabis
I'm on my journey, way to happiness
Give me life while I'm smoking this
Don't you dare tell me how to live (woah)

Why am I here?
Just hand me a beer
My thoughts fill me with fear
Dark night and the road disappears
I'll say goodbye
I'll say goodbye
I'll say goodbye
I'll say goodbye

goodbye

not home. - goodbye (idealism)

9TAILS - flavour of the week

been trying to not rhyme lately lmk what u think!

madness art by Raid_E

2017

lyrics⬇️
listeing to everything around me
I don’t eavesdrop i just hear my surroundings 
i wish i had someone to say that they were proud of me
but thats unrealistic i only make enemies
Try my best to find out where i should go
all i have is hope in my head
but im still feeling low

dont make me turn away
sheer luck finna fill my veins
no chance that im gonna change
horrible everytime im in my brain
affordable atleast im making a lane
adorable i used to used to think was ur face
now when i go out i feel like a pain
never thought id be the batman to bane

but truthfully im still on track 
but idk whats going on in my head
i hate when they say they that i slack
but maybe theyre right cuz im in my bed

well i wanna just do my own thing
ill write on the wall in red ink
maybe the words are coding
for all of the ways that i think

and i miss the feeling i felt when i had a drink in my hand and a hand on the wheel
told you you dont gotta fear
i know whats good;know how to steer

he’s probably making a bag
she probably misses him bad
well probably isnt true; its barley even half that

unrealistic (soloft)

tainted (prod tothegood x oilcolor)

ROAD TO GLORY (Prod. Storm)

Built from the Ground is more than an album—it’s a sonic statement. Packed with club bangers that make you move and lyrical content that keeps you locked in from start to finish, this project is designed for both the dance floor and the thinking mind. From the hard-hitting energy of "Legacy Scriptures" and "His Hand" to the unapologetic self-assurance of "No Apologies" and "Blueprint Ink", each track reveals another layer of Saccoh, a multi-talented artist whose diversity in style and substance is unmatched. Songs like "Built from the Ground" and "Good Riddance" showcase his grit and unshakable drive, while "Legacy Talk" and "Front Page" cement his status as a lyrical architect building timeless work. Every beat knocks. Every verse hits. Every hook sticks.
With Built from the Ground, Saccoh delivers an album that’s as much about movement as it is about meaning—keeping you listening, vibing, and bumping your head from track one to the very last note.


Too Supreme

something 4 me

my therapy
-3 song EP w sad chill out now on all plats 💚

unrealistic (soloft)

brecken