songs i've produced

Lyrics:
we're at a party but i never seem to get the fact that everyones an enemy theyll take what they cant give you back
im on my own im feeling low youll never know why im retracting from your touch id rather just sit here and be alone

stay away cause we'll fight then ill break down
no other way i dont care im in space now
i can float far away in my brain now
think im safe but im not its too late now

its just a body, its not me, its not me, its not me
and im not here cause, its not me, its not me, its not me
im on my own and its lonely, its lonely, its lonely
they dont believe so its lonely, its lonely, its lonely

it always happens in the middle of the night

how could this happen please not me, please not me, please not me
how could this happen its not me, its not me, its not me
im on my own and its lonely, its lonely, its lonely
they dont believe so its lonely, its lonely, its lonely

Not Me

not me

[+] do you love me, do you hate me? I can't tell
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFN_OlKU7m8

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LYRICS:

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

every time I see your eyes wanna die a little less
im still tripping off the shit last week that you said
was it something that I said damn
you know you hurt me think I might need surgery
you on a burglary might just let you murder me
ok
cuz I don't wanna live that much
and I just wanna feel like im loved

yea used to pop them pills just for fun
now im two months sober this shit dumb
I just miss the feeling when im numb
I just miss the feeling of your love

(repeat)

love me, hate me

+ music video

love me, hate me (+ music video)

new place, same scenery (prod. sorrow bringer)

https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/cielx

disappointment (ft. yung van) (prod. jolst)

𝘪'𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘴

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Why’d I let this demon inside of my bed 
I need sage 
I need faith 
I need something bad
One more taste 
wanna hit her like a vape 
Hard to quit 
how much time til I cave in

Think it’s bout time I run away from your love now 
Hit the glass hards how I try to come down 
Hit the lights let it all burn out 

She wanna fuck around ye
I tell her how i feel but she doesn’t wanna listen 
It’s not are time right now so I guess I just keep it distant 
Don’t it feel like shit when you feel like you’re not good enough 

Missing all your tattoos 
You/re my sunshine 
Your eyes when they look at mine 
You can’t be trusted 

Why’d I let this demon inside of my bed 
I need sage 
I need faith 
I need something bad
One more taste 
wanna hit her like a vape 
Hard to quit 
how much time til I cave in

Let’s just get this over with 
Can’t stop letting you in 
Is it obvious, I can’t stop this
I feel it constantly weighing down on me 
Feel like the subject of this classic poetry
Where I’m the man 
You’re the girl to kill me slow and painfully 

Deep down 
I hope you’re better now 
But part of me still hopes you drown 

Think it’s bout time I run away from your love now 
Hit the glass hards how I try to come down 
Hit the lights let it all burn out 

Deep down 
hope you’re better now 
But part of me still hopes you drown

Sage

ur flowers are dying w/ sideview drive [wisssery/jolst]

Obsessed

Lyrics ⬇️

its easy for you to say that i dont care
never came true but i wish youd repair
the love that we lost cuz ever since then
No one compares
they wanna slide knives all inside of me
no i do not vibe with that energy
i really tbought you be here with me
too many nights all alone i miss ur sympathy 

ur trickin me
nonother way to explain without imagery 
Your blue eyes dont look like the sky tn
so know theyre not tempting me
in the meantime ima find the light
in the ways that this life will unwind me

can’t rewind no matter what i try all the time i dont wanna leave behind me

Cold shoulder made me make another set back
i dont wanna lie but i really had to back track
did time now im feelin all the whiplash 
couldnt cry so i came up with a big stack
tell my mama ima do all the dishes
in no time ima have a life witta mistress
want a cosign but i dknt really need the attention

just quit that 
so many nights no text back
so many fights still got back
into ur life just like that

ik that its wrong but i still be makin yhese songs
abt someone that has been gone for so long
yea j feel dumb
think i should quit it cuz i think shes done

done with the bluffs done with lies and the losing of trust
done with signs of abusing the drugs
time and time again u say its enough
why am i high again this is gettin rough
cant look back
tummy turnin thinkin boit my relapse
you dont feel bad
well i get that
i did it to myself 
now im feeling all the whiplash 

cant rewind but maybe if i could you would still be here beside me

whiplash (cxrter)

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz) </3

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yeah i fuck with u
i promise u
no one need u like i do
had to let u know
had to let u know
u dont have a man
but u kinda do
whats new
why u always complicated
thats so u

thats so me too
i think ima leave wit u
i wanna see us thru
needed something new
no emotion
cold shoulder
coke lines
she play hard to get
she do this all the time
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely
she dont want me
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely

i think we gettin close
everytime we get it
we dont
shattered on the floor
we lie alone
maybe next time u let me go
maybe next time u let me go
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<3

-emo fruits aka i love bunneki neko 2!! bunneki neko and bunneki neko 2 are great!! i can listen to them both!!

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz)

bones (prod. cxrter)
</3
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yeah i feel it in my head
yeah u feel it in ur bones
something about us right
but something bout thats wrong
she wanna leave wit me
but she dont want that known
if it wasnt for the subtle shit
i'd probably take u home
yeah i'd probably take u home

im tired of the background
i dont wanna be no secret
if we leavin
lets leave then
u dont need no reason
all night my dawgs getting me fucked up
im geekin
this party full of strangers
i swear this shit dangerous
they all know my name
friendly to my face
wasnt always this way
yeah i miss those days
ur the only one i want really noticing me now
but u dont want the same
u been fuckin wit my brain
feel it in my bones
coke got her feelin it in her nose
why u want me now
just to feel less alone
its hurting me too tho
so i'd rather just not know
if its hurting u too tho
i'd rather just not know
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<3

-emo fruits aka IM MF BACKKKKK THIS ONE RIGHT HERE BRUHH

bones (prod. cxrter)

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick

Produced By: Jissa
Written By: Buddha K

Instagram: @bbuddhakk

Prolouge (prod. jissa)

unwind w/ seji prod Stxndos, Rckts

Silence

my therapy
-3 song EP w sad chill out now on all plats 💚

producer 🎸 | token emo | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | 21 |
💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

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