feat: Evan Carr: https://soundcloud.com/ejcarrmusic
Prod: Irby
Mix on my vocals: Decks Music online 24/7 help line: https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic
Lyrics

Ichorus
love me

i don’t know why you love me
i just wanna feel something 
i fall asleep in the snow banks
tell me all the things that you know babe
i want to see 
everything you love about me 

love about me
baby what’s new
tell me all the things that are happening with you
i don’t wanna talk about me tonight 
i just wanna let you know 
that i’m not alright 
i’m not okay
i don’t wanna think about the things you say
when i tell you what happened to me 

my past mistakes are always great 
are always great
i just wanna be ok
i don’t know why you choose me
i’m no light i’m just another phase

Evan Carr:
i don’t remember how it’s supposed to feel 
is this it? is this real? 
am i going somewhere i won’t heal
baby lemme tell you i tried
to do my best while i’m dead inside 
if you love me tell no lies 
in the end are you by my side?
i’ve been having doubts 
i’ve been breaking out of this ship that we’ve set in motion 
i’m freaking out cuz there’s no emotion 
if this is love where’s the devotion 
lie awake for something 
will i wait for nothing 
to come of you when i’ve got this far 
i’m begging you tell me who you are

Love Me +Evan Carr (Irby)

featuring @decksmusic , prod. @jolst (go support them or i will use your kneecaps as shot glasses)

[chorus]
if i had time, i would use it all
tell him that you love him for you lose it all
it was mine, ‘fore i felt the fall
we’re falling into slumber, how unusual
now with every conversation i’ve been feeling kinda lost yeah
tell me how you feeling, we could chalk it up to luck yeah
but i don’t really want to cause this fate’s not pre-ordained yeah
everything you’re saying’s just been feeling all the same yeah

[verse]
cut it off, i feel the same, i’m calling out to that
alcohol, inside my veins, i feel it all
when that floor is soft, passing right out onto the ground, i won’t feel at all
baby just tell me that you don’t care at all
i just needed something that could go and get me by
but every single thing i did was wrong inside your eyes
but you could tolerate that shit when it was other guys
i swear to god i’ll kill you soon, so don’t you act surprised

[bridge]
tearing out my skin inside the middle of the night 
my body fades to darkness, blocking out the fucking light 
girl i know you see me, got you watching from the side
don’t bring it to attention, you ain’t nothing but a sore sight

[verse - @decksmusic]
she watches it happen in front of her eyes
formerly normal now double in size
good things dont happen when everything else points to change
to change
and it was 5 pm now its noon the next day
unexpected vacancies wasn’t ready to change
and now i see myself as a man not a name
reasoning left once she had it her way

[chorus]
if i had time, i would use it all
tell him that you love him for you lose it all
it was mine, ‘fore i felt the fall
we’re falling into slumber, how unusual
now with every conversation i’ve been feeling kinda lost yeah
tell me how you feeling, we could chalk it up to luck yeah
but i don’t really want to cause this fate’s not pre-ordained yeah
everything you’re saying’s just been feeling all the same yeah

fall into slumber (feat. decks) [prod. jolst]

evicted once, and evicted once more.

lyrics:

[chorus]
i can’t be here now
you erase the sounds
i can’t stay here now
you’re gone and never found

[verse]
it’s been 7 months full of pain
i tried to hide it all but it comes out on that may
fucking birthday and rain falls down out my eyes
onto the ground when i think about all the lies
that i told you
take me down off this pedestal i’m placed on
cut me up for my limbs and start making
an effigy for your future goals
you haunt me like a fucking ghost
i love you more than you could ever know
i hope you’re well, i’m not i know you know

[bridge]
evict me from your heart
tear me to pieces
tear me to pieces
tear me to pieces
evict me from your heart baby
you didn’t need this
you didn’t need this
you didn’t need this

[chorus]
i can’t be here now
you erase the sounds
i can’t stay here now
you’re gone and never found

stream!

evicted pt. 2 (prod. caves)

[note: the lyrics in this song are all hyperbolic statements made for art and are not indicative of the artist’s actual thoughts. this is purely exaggeration and are not threats of any kind. viewer discretion is advised.]

feat. @leavecaspyalone

lyrics:

[chorus]
you’re a god damn liar, you piece of shit
you never cared about a single thing you fucking did
you’d watch me rot inside my room as my head
split in two
we should’ve never met, i should just come kill you
and yeah the worst part of all is that i still love you
i lie awake in my bed while thoughts just seed the truth
the fact that you could just hurt me and stab my back in this booth
don’t you ever forget, i was just growth for you

[bridge]
ohhhh
(i know, i know)
ohhhh
(i know, i know)

[verse]
i check my phone for all the messages that you had sent
i memorized all the words, yeah they’re ingrained in my head
i write a dozen songs about the things that you had done
i know i know i know
i wanna hurt you
i wanna beat you to death
i should just choke you
i should just take your breath
i’ll mutilate you
i’ll chop your body up
i’ll drink your fucking blood
to show that i’ve had enough

[bridge]
ohhhh
(i know, i know)
ohhhh
(i know, i know)

[verse - caspy]
You made me feel so pathetic for the past two years
I wanna bash my fucking head in to make it clear
I'm hurting and it's all your fault
Don't use that happy ass persona just to play it off
The moment i fell in too deep, you never bat an eye
you never did wanted the best, your lips only whispered lies
the thought of trusting again is fucking scary
I'll just pretend that this is all temporary

this pain still exists
it haunts me
for all the things you've done, you'll get buried beneath me

[chorus]
you’re a god damn liar, you piece of shit
you never cared about a single thing you fucking did
you’d watch me rot inside my room as my head
split in two
we should’ve never met, i should just come kill you
and yeah the worst part of all is that i still love you
i lie awake in my bed while thoughts just seed the truth
the fact that you could just hurt me and stab my back in this booth
don’t you ever forget, i was just growth for you

[bridge]
ohhhh
(i know, i know)
ohhhh
(i know, i know)

stream.

confessions of a broken heart (feat. caspy) [prod. nevrfall]

stared into the abyss, and it stared back.

lyrics:

[verse]
i can not get you out of my whole system cause you’re
stuck here no matter how hard i try to get rid of
your marks they stay here on my skin embedded in flesh
are the words that you said when you vacated
my life
so i’ll keep them close to my heart you’ll see me again
this present tense futures you lost

[hook]
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on
i can’t hold on

the abyss (prod. saint mike)

lyrics:

[verse]
for the last time
i had lost another part of me
you’re tearing up my heart and jeans
you got me begging on my knees
for the first time
i had found something that i could keep
i kept it on my flesh and cheek
and then you tore it off of me

now i been
trying not to show it
strapped in and i floor it
drive it off of the bridge
you told me
please can you stop bottling
tell me how you’re feeling
things that’s out of reason

don’t come on back
i want you out my life
this ain’t the first damn time
but it don’t make it right
and if i had a choice
it’d be the last damn time
until you come on back
and take my fucking life

for the last time (prod. santana)

soothersayer, see into my future.

lyrics:

soothsayer
i’m not here
my future
is blacked out
it draws near
my pain heals
so slow
i’m not the man you used to know

so what is my purpose?
don’t tell me you’re hurting
when i’m the one that’s breaking down
every night
this hard and cold asphalt
absorbs my blood and fall
i hope you know my death is on your hands

soothsayer

siren lover (prod. filishatsepesh)

FUCK TO THIS

Featuring
https://soundcloud.com/bthsylvi/tracks

prod by
https://soundcloud.com/palaventv

DRIVE (feat. Sylvi) [prod. Palaven]

featuring @guardinmusic

produced by @haruhijinju

lyrics:

emo punk shawty
you could sit by my side
like the way your mascari
flying off into the night
when we flying thru the city
got ur socks knee high
u just know how to get me
body suit mom jeans hair tied
foward to mine
we could unwind
horror movies blueberry weed
grind it up and just save the seeds
get ur thighs on top of me
make butterflies like caterpee
hella wet like goldeen
i could swear you were made for me
sweat it out burn calories

emo punk shawty
you could sit by my side
like the way your mascari
flying off into the night
when we flying thru the city
got ur socks knee high
u just know how to get me
body suit mom jeans hair tied

Love Me +Evan Carr (Irby)

Sylvi

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