@opal707

ye ampel man ampel man 🚦
in the street, on my grind
ampel man ampel man
wheres my keys 🔑where u hidein
i‘m up i‘m up all night
i‘m up i‘m up all night
i‘m up i‘m up all night
i‘m up i‘m up all night

@spirame
dressin up again its time to hit the road
getting tired of this place i must be getting old
turning off notifications when u hit my phone
im running up this check and then im going home

bno crossing the road all suited up just like the beatles 🚶‍♂️🚸
see us at the show and they took pictures justin bieber
tearing down hotel rooms with the bros we drinking breezers
baglife number 4 it hit the streets u get a seizure

ye ampel man ampel man
in the street, on my grind
ampel man ampel man
wheres my keys where u hidein

ampelmann ft spira me(opal)

All tracks written, performed, and produced by Reserv
Track 3 written and performed with Rainfield
Track 9 written and performed with 8485
Recorded in San Francisco, CA

Me and Jack

Me and Jack (feat. Rainfield)

harm me
push me out your way
tell me were okay
just feed me lies for one more day

pick me up one last time
tell me everythings all right
i know you'll aim where it truly hurts the most
friday came so you know its BNO (boys nights out)

(ill always be here, ill always be here
ill always be here for you to-)

harm me
push me out your way
tell me were okay
just feed me lies for one more day

ill be there
ill be there
ill be there for you to find
x4

(harm me
push me out your way
tell me were okay
just feed me lies for one more day)

Losing Streak

Harm

you deserve so much better than this

i yearn for your beautiful touch
but also scare at the very thought of it
i keep these pictures close to my heart
and they haunt me for it
i pray that you'll get better sooner or later
but hopefully not the latter
and it might not even matter to you but
i cant wrap my head around what does
for all i knew is lost and i find myself stranded in this confusion

with a firm grip i hold onto these memories
cus by now theyr the only thing left to reasure me
that things can be diffrent from what they are
and if i just push through this
then maybe the sun will feel like it used to,
and i wont cry at the thought of you

I'd tell you it gets better but im not sure it does

@swoopyy

its just not possible, we gotta move on
suddenly im all you want
i dont know whats going on (i dont know)
but every way you made me better
everthing we did together, you made it better

i wont see your face again
for a very very long time
( a very long time a very long time )
for a very very long time

i see where this goes, i woke you up
dont seem like it fits, not what it was
thought 'bout you the most, very much
time to let you go, my times up
and i wish you the best
yea i wish you the best

Hand in hand

Hand in hand (swoopy)

Spira Me & With3r - Existing & Lingering
Vinyl & CD releasing via Fullmetalrecords 19:00 CET

Voice [with3r]

Yon - Stack Up

featuring @sglily
produced by me (@bigdog30k)

[ buffalobang: ]
a sudden departure
could gut me of everything i knew
the night hits me harder
i bit off more than i can chew

i want you in the team
just tell me what you need
i want you in the team
just tell me what you need

ill sleep without a blanket so my fever comes back
shoulda kept me on the bench, shoulda kept me out the match
didnt have much to give but i gave it all i had
if its not too much to ask for id like it all back

i gotta stop being so timid gotta take charge
im not a good team player and i hate sports
ill take the loss again cus winnings what u asked for
you gave me words but i burnt through em right after

[ sglily: ]
u came to see me i was seated on the bench,
but its for the best, its pouring out again
its important that u know i'm not the best
but im yrs if u would put me to the test

just test me, dont forget me
i'll be on yr team, give it all until im empty

[ buffalobang: ]
ill sleep without a blanket so my fever comes back
shoulda kept me on the bench, shoulda kept me out the match
didnt have much to give but i gave it all i had
if its not too much to ask for id like it all back

Sudden Departure, Soccer Club 2

Sudden Departure (Soccer Club 2)

Sudden Departure (Soccer Club 2) ft. Sg Lily

Prod. Spira

Spira me: 
Why do you want to see me suffer?
Turn me into nothing
Nothing but a problem
You just want to see me suffer
Turn me into nothing
From something to nothing

Break me down
Torn apart
Can see now
Life gets hard
Bring me down with you
Treat me like you want me too
Feed me all your made up truths
Treat me like you want it too
I don't do the shit I used to do
Bring me down with you

Buffalobang:
I promise that I'm working
On not being a burden
And I can't go on hurting
I'm hurting for no purpose
No purpose
No purpose
If I can't see the purpose
Then is it really worth it?
Really worth it
Really worth it

I know that I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I'd love to be your person
Be your person
I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I'd love to be your person
Be your person
I'm not worth it

Suffer

Silent Twin (Remastered)

🎬 Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition)
by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) drifts through the wreckage of love and survival — a slow, haunting reflection on watching someone you can’t save disappear into their addiction. The world feels empty, colorless, and cold; every echo is a memory, every silence a goodbye. It’s not just about losing someone to drugs — it’s about losing the version of yourself that believed things could still be repaired. The song unfolds like a cinematic elegy: spoken, aching, hollow. A voice trapped in time, whispering through the ruins of what could have been.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You’re just a poor boy, but now you’re gone — threw it all away.
Your body’s aching all the time; you’re feeling like you just want to die.

[Chorus]
Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see —
You’re just a poor boy. Is this the real life, or is this just fantasy?

[Verse 2]
Remember the nights we held each other tight?
Now it’s all gone, you’re lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind.

[Bridge]
So many nights I cried, hoping you’d come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost — gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you’re just a ghost,
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most.

[Outro]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was written in the aftermath of a love I couldn’t save. We had finally reached a moment in life where it felt like our time — the kids were grown, the chaos had quieted — but addiction stole that chapter before it ever began. Watching someone you love fade into their own self-destruction is like standing in a burning city, powerless to move. Lost Fantasy became the echo of that helplessness — the sound of grief in slow motion.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At its core, 4Me2BeFree transforms lived pain into cinematic truth. Every song is an emotional film — layered with raw honesty, sound design, and storytelling that blurs the line between memory and art. Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) embodies that mission: it’s not just a track; it’s a requiem for what love becomes when it meets its own apocalypse.

🔻 Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

I'd tell you it gets better but im not sure it does

buffalobang♯