CONVERSATIONS BUT THEY JUST DONT HELP !!!

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(GORESET)
Noticing the way that you talk to me now
Yeah this isn't where we started out
Always been afraid of things I can't explain
Its out of my control, I started watch you changing

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn

Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

Yeah there's shit I didn't know about
Left me in the dirt like I'm something you could do without
Look where I'm at now, staring in the crowd
Think I saw your face and I fell straight to the ground

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
(Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn)

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

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curse (dercept)

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

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i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

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wasting away like i never was here 
the clocks always wrong and the time never heals  
i’m trapped in my head and like nothing feels real 
i’m tired of feeling like i’m never here 

time and time again i’ll always break apart to pieces
told me it gets better but i’ve always just been waiting 
the devil looked me in the eyes 
and told me that i’m out of time 
i wanna run away from everything and everyone 
and now i’m done 

baby don’t you tell me that you think that i don’t care 
cause i’ve been feeling lost and fucking dead i’m in despair 
i’m sorry i’ve been distant i don’t mean to make you scared 
i swear it’s not my fault it’s just that life is never fair 

baby if i took myself would you care?
i’m better off sleeping all day and all year
finally screaming that i hate it here 
the darkness surrounds me, it takes my last tear 

i smoke too much i drink too much  i’m killing myself 
the blade keeps going deeper and you’re blaming yourself
i told you not to worry now we’re screaming for help 

i swear it’s not my fault it’s just that life is never fair

life is never fair [prod.Skalvi]

produced by byekento

three, two, one

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need- 
 
don't try to hard you might fuck up
don't try to hard you might just fuck it all up
but i've left all my stains in the past 
all along with the jeans that i stained in the grass
could someone tell me about the point i'm missing?
i started messing around i don't know what i'm missing
but maybe it's you, you, you, yeah maybe it's you
i don't know how to tell the truth

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need help

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

CONVERSATIONS

Till I Die

glass house (feat. Braden Bales)

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girl the time i spent on you
does it mean nothing to you
can't explain how i feel in words, so i sit there and hurt in the hopes it gets to you

these feelings, do you feel them too?
too strong, you can feel them envelop you
oh well, pour up the tossina
the past is the past i'll jus drown in my litre 

when I was on my own I see no one
keep pushing thru the pain yk life get hardd
made it out the rain straight wit my darg
we gon wh!p wh!p wh!p turn that thing to hard

pull up buy a crate you gon hear me beeping
said ts for life darling why u leaving?
roll a spliff n I get high get me in my feelings
I've been lean lean lean tweaking

pressure hit me hard I aint even sleeping
can't believe I lost my darg straight in the deep end
then I lost my heart, I aint got no feelings
Ive been lean lean lean lean lean tweaking

youn kno the half of the shit
n ydk how dark or hard it can get
I keep prayed up bc this life is a mess
yk I failed even tho life is a test

lord knows I die for my friends
slide for my friends
I know the guys got me id do life for my friends
remember aftert school when we went halfs on a benz
now we go halfs on a skeng
kick back and bark it again

scleaned, tweakingg

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i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely
than be by myself
dont wanna go home
or put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help
from anyone else

and ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad
trust me im working on it

i thought i'd die young
likes didnt do shit
i know well being well known's useless
ill go to hell too eager to care
im on a screen island where no one stares

i wanna find whats inside me
feel every fiber
done sucking up cause
im no longer a liar
dont know how to be myself sometimes
but whenever i need your help
i always tell you now

i know now
it was all costumes, funny dances
to play my mind
now i need to believe it
and i wont hold onto something familiar
we were kept back from the people we really were
its a start
i just hope i agknowledge the gifts from the past
when we run out of time

i just wanna be known well
not well known
id rather be lonely than be alone
id rather sleep in a hotel
than sleep in my home
but ive been pulling my weight in my thoughts
no matter where i go

ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad

i got a star studded cast of friends
that never answer the phone
no matter when i call
gotta stop trying so hard to try so hard
otherwise ill have nobody at all

im still learning to be direct
cause for years ive been a mess
in '18 i changed address
not the right one but the best
cause my parents are my success
i still need to earn their respect

im just tryna figure it out

theres probably a lot
that i should've done differently
and i, oh i went to hear it out
but i was never listening
i knew that it's not alright
just trying to find the light
summon another spark
or maybe its gone and died
i try to stay out of sight
i gotta leave by the night
i cant seem to clear my mind

but i know now, that it was all
a bad dream, crash scene playing in my mind
and i shouldn't believe it, so i
cant hold onto something familiar
when ive lost sight of the people we really were at the start
and ive started to see it. cause

i dont wanna be well known
i dont wanna be well known

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely than be by myself
dont wanna go home or
put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help from anyone else
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thank you to will and graham for the bgv in the second chorus
thank you to the boys, and bekah, and my parents for knowing me well

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