got the whole gangy on dis song <33

dudley got his first cover art awwww

holy shit that girl hurt me but hey it results in good music :P

lil message to the homies in this (scroll down 4 lyrics):
had such a fun new year's weekend with u all, and i rly enjoyed the time we spent tg. take a sec to read the lil letters i wrote u :) luv u guys

@kryst3n holy shit i alr known u for literal YEARS thats insane. it's hard to believe we were like 14 when we first played brawlhalla and now we literally linked twice and got super close. had so much fun chillin wit u and makin this song. our voices together is such a beautiful thing and i wanna make sm more with u. thanks for bein a rly good friend despite how shitty i cld be sometimes. ly bro, cheers to more memories <333 cheesy OUT.

@claudesdiary no clue where to even start with u. i. always. looked. up. to. you. best cousin ever to say the least. i always felt like that annoying lil brother to you, but i hope you see through that. i know im out of control a lot and say sum rly out of pocket stuff, but the fact u love me for being myself and keeping me company means the absolute world. words cannot describe how much of an impact u had on my life, would not be makin music if it wasn't for u cuzzo, and tbh i feel a lot less alone when we hang at family gatherings. so thankful for every moment we spend together fr, u been my boy since day 0 jay ilysm < 3

@assperrr I FUCKIN LUV U SWOOZ. i cant make this shit up bro, some of the things u say got me laughin for so long i gotta mute my mic on calls, n when we linked i was DEAD. never change, u got a rly good vibe and can positively affect the ppl around u. hope we can continue to get closer cuz u honestly one of my closest homies in the community. keep doin yo thing, lets make more music soon and link again much luv dawg

if u aint swooz jesse or jay WHY DID U READ THIS SHIT OMG

lyrics:

all my bones are so dismantled
all these feelings i can’t handle
make these plans you always cancel
just my soul; it’s all i gambled

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

break my bones and ur pulling away
i could hardly hold on to anything
you say now
so pull me close
and say were not done
ive been tryna write songs but its hard
when the cats got ur tongue
hit my head on the wall 
till im banged up and bruised
make a song cuz its easier
than talking to you (about it)

you’re stabbing my back when i never would
it’s easy to say that i never could
lead you on, lead you on
theres nothing left
you can’t prove me wrong

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

all plats

lead u on w/ kryst3n [prod. king theta x claude x asperr]

prod. by me

lyrics:

cigarettes for fun
got me kinda fucked
never had a choice
and i feel so fake

tyrna die young
im always on the run
never take advice
it feels too lame

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 


always having fun now
never ever shut down
never learned for life
i think i might just drop out 

always run around now
never ever think loud
never had the guts to be like this
you know me?

always run away
never solved my problems
cigarettes all the same
cause i know they kill me

never liked the taste of life
imma make it okay
never liked the taste of time
imma make it decay

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 

bath

https://soundcloud.com/heybelak
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.L1GHT

Obsessive w/ Belak

@b_murph
p. yung spoiler
https://hyperfollow.com/stfu

lyrics:
(intro)

(bitch i'm too fucked up)
(byekento, haha)
(bitch i'm too fucked up)

Its 2 am you call me up to tell me i'm a bad guy
And I know you tell you're friends 
Every time I pass by
Spent the night thinkin' 'bout that time
And all I know is I don't wanna do this when I'm

(hook)

Wasted, bitch i'm too fucked up 
Imma pest, Imma prick
Imma shut the fuck up 
All my friends cut me off 
I don't think I was enough 
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

They say, that I'm too far gone 
Took a shot to the head
Do you think that was enough? 
On my last dying breath do you think I give a fuck?  
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

(verse)

(bitch i'm too fucked up)
(It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah)
(woah-oh-woah) 
(It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah)

After all this damn time you'd think I'd get my head right
Sorry baby I’m still out here telling all these lies
You still questioning my motives baby let me live my life
Uh, I promise you that I ain’t stepping outta line
Faded at the back of the club
You’re calling me oh my god, could you shut the fuck up
Uh, and I think that im over your love
The same way im over vodka when I empty my cup
I been chilling in the back living my best life
And you still coming over tryna ruin my night
Tell me whats the reason why you stuck in my mind
Cause im just out here drinking alcohol until I feel alright

(hook)

Wasted, bitch i'm too fucked up 
Imma pest, Imma prick
Imma shut the fuck up 
All my friends cut me off 
I don't think I was enough 
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

They say, that I'm too far gone 
Took a shot to the head
Do you think that was enough? 
On my last dying breath do you think I give a fuck?  
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah

stfu w/ b murph

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
bitch i be smoking fags (cigarettes) out the pound
tell me you love me, wanna hold it down
don't wanna wait for you to come around
bitch ik that you gonna bring me down
gimme your hand when i'm breaking down
bitch, shut up while i'm tryna speak!
i'm getting lost and i'll never be found
bitch, you'll be feeling lost when i peak!

ima get it popping like a school in america
got the crib shakin, diagnosed wit malaria
i can't hear your talking when i'm smoking on that loud
ima cause a ruckus when i pull up in your area
death is kinda scary, what i'm doing kinda scarier
he said he want beef so we turn him vegetarian
he said he want beef so we mince him to the ground
it would make you think that my boys authoritarian

i ran outta gas so let's go and smoke a nazi
i ran outta gas so let's go and smoke a nazi
i be out in public tryna avoid the paparazzi
i ran outta cash so let's go and crash a party
in the car i crash, slamming pints of bacardi
3am i pull with your bitch in my ferrari
make you so shocked when i pull up, maserati
ima whip the foreign but i'm not a fucking racist
just know i love you if i listen to your playlist
your bitch she love me, yeah she got me on her playlist
i'm the shit, you just gotta go embrace it

smoke a nazi

Smoke a Nazi (prod. @ninewaterss)

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

all plats :D

if you love me let me die </3

prod by me :I

empty, I feel so goddamn empty 
I feel like nothings worth it 
it feels like i’ll just hurt and just hurt and-

just shout it, cause I got no good friends and 
nobody cares about it, like no one cares about me, 
my heart bleeds oh

stop it- what is the use in talkin 
if you just misinterpret 
the words I use and switch it
against me and 

no more, no more of all that heart pour 
it pains me deep in my core 
my hearts sore, can’t restore oh

oh wow, i guess it never ends well
for anybody in hell 
cuz that is where i’m locked in, im locked in

save me, i need someone to save me 
cuz i don’t know where’s safety 
and I’m not living safely 

mama, ni soy tan poco hombre 
ni soy tan gran persona, 
ni soy muy importante 

por dios, no quiero ni fallarte 
mucho menos perderte, 
no quiero que me dejes 

like what do I do? i’m so lonely 
and all of you knew, and did nothing 
i’m losing my cool, burst out crying 
I cry on the floor, im tired of trying 

my files are gone, there’s no restore 
my friends are gone, there’s no one more 
my dad is gone, my hearts been torn 
how much u want? life keeps on stealing 

I cannot lose, I won’t allow it 
shits so hard it makes me doubt and
will i ever make my ending?
will my soul end up descending

I want you and no one else
those few words became my hell
i’m in pain, but can you tell?
point the gun and leave a shell

[[internal suffering - bottled emotions]]

restore

radio silence

sorry for the lack of music been struggling a lil bit but i will continue trying, thank you to everyone supporting <3

lyrics:

i can’t deny i don’t feel right 
my eyes wide open in the dead of night 
and i feel so dumb at the same time
tell me why i never get it right 
‘cause i feel so alone when im by myself 
but i don’t say much i don’t ask for help
and i don’t wanna stay with somebody else 
sware i only want you
‘cause i’d do anything and everything 
but honestly i can’t complain 
‘cause i know i’m so selfish 
and i’m feeling hopeless right now
said i’m sorry ‘cause i think too much 
i don’t have much left so i watch myself 
i don’t trust no one so i don’t talk to much
maybe someday i can save myself 

i’d be lying if i said i was sober 
don’t tell me that you think that it’s over now 
‘cause if im being honest i can’t take that
said i’m sorry i aint wanna make you feel bad 
and i didn’t wanna say i’m a lost cause but honestly 
i’m still not the person that i want to be 
and it’s clear to see now that it bothers me 
guess i just can’t think right

i can’t deny i don’t feel right 
my eyes wide open in the dead of night 
and i feel so dumb at the same time
tell me why i never get it right 
‘cause i feel so alone when im by myself 
but i don’t say much i don’t ask for help
and i don’t wanna stay with somebody else 
sware i only want you
‘cause i’d do anything and everything 
but honestly i can’t complain 
‘cause i know i’m so selfish 
and i’m feeling hopeless right now
said i’m sorry ‘cause i think too much 
i don’t have much left so i watch myself 
i don’t trust no one so i don’t talk to much
maybe someday i can save myself

selfish

prod by me 
hope yall like this one thanks for all the support fr (￣x￣;)

lyrics:

(byekento, haha)

tell me what this is
‘cause i been thinking bout it way too long 
like tell me baby do you give a shit? fuck
tell me is it just a game to you my love?
‘cause i know i’m not the only one

‘cause i got my whole life in a camera 
and everytime i’m scrolling through it hits me like a landslide 
sorry i been tweaking for so long can’t even stand right 
‘cause i been doing every single thing ’cept get my head right 
and maybe that’s my problem 
but even if it is i know i still won’t ever solve it
‘cause i’m stuck in this man made matrix
if i fallback guarantee that i won’t make it 
i hate it

‘cause all those pretty colors that i sware i’ve never seen before 
start to come to life just before i’m falling on the floor 
i can’t even lie i miss you more than any chemical 
the way the story always seems to end is just impeccable 

so what am i waiting for 
every single time i can’t decide i
hold on for another day
there’s nothing left for me

but you’re the only one i’d die for
does it matter if i die though? 
but you’re the only one i’d die-die-for
does it matter if i- 

‘cause i got my whole life in a camera 
and everytime i’m scrolling through it hits me like a landslide 
sorry i been tweaking for so long can’t even stand right 
‘cause i been doing every single thing ’cept get my head right 
and maybe that’s my problem 
but even if it is i know i still won’t ever solve it
‘cause i’m stuck in this man made matrix
if i fallback guarantee that i won’t make it 
i hate it

landslide

byekento

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