this is a potluck and nobody wants you
i’ll be in the corner for tonight w my friends 

this is a potluck and nobody wants you
i’ll be in the corner for tonight w my friends 

bring what you want now it’s not like it matters
everyone is here with every one of their friends 

i get so selfish i just wanna be alone 
it’s not my fault if i’m not answering my phone

i hope you know that if before i go 
i love you

potluck cover by kaido

its all or nothing//Kenny Orlando

u hurt my feelingz!!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

my god, ur such a meanie!
i hate the way you tease me
you made fun of my hair and you told me i was weak so i pushed you off the swings
made you cry
that made my week
then i heard you fucking snitched so i punched you in the dick and said-

fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

trech:
terrorized from a distance
burned my bridge with persistence 
hate and mind, what’s the difference?
was too shy to defend 
so i internalize to pacify the need for
anything or anyone to understand 
but i dont think u can..

trech & nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

ur life is so beneath ME
and i made it look so easy!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

buh-bye!

u hurt my feelingz!! w/ trechor boy (prod. WellFed)

was sick when i recorded this 
ty spark & fxntom

lyrics:
dont know the truth or the lie
no matter what u tell me baby youll be alright
cuz i still dont know if im too drunk or too high
but baby can u please just waste all my time

so what u mean
u still dont tell me everything so what u mean
yk i hate making assumptions what u mean
u say u find it hard to tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean

u catch me up  by surprise 
yk that ur not my type
still stuck between all ur lies
cant get u out of my mind
think its time u pick a side
no more than the "you and i"
'member the times that we cried
now we just wasting more time

yk i hate it when u say that
blinded by sorrow and the sadness
while u try to get ur payback
but yk i did nothing wrong 
so how u get away w that 
and what does it mean when u lie 
what does it mean when u-

dont know the truth or the lie
no matter what u tell me baby youll be alright
cuz i still dont know if im too drunk or too high
but baby can u please just waste all my time

so what u mean
u still dont tell me everything so what u mean
yk i hate making assumptions what u mean
u say u find it hard to tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean
so what u mean
u still dont tell me everything so what u mean
yk i hate making assumptions what u mean
u say u find it hard to tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean

whatumean (siemspark dxnnyfxntom)

lyrics -

please do not say nun
percs got me so gone
try hit my line baby
you did me so wrong x2

maybe i’m the problem
always more than often
I say words with caution
end up in a coffin
you get in my brain
I can’t catch a break
you get in my brain
I can’t catch a break

not the same like I was last year
and i done cried so much
but no one heard my tears
and i done falled in love
so I keep her near
I know that she the one
yeah that shit so rare

this year i’m finna do better
better than the stuff that i done before
i’ve been trying new shit
tryna look for my sound
think that I did it
they look at me now
hit me for features i’m not seeing nothing get outta my dms you get on my nerves
know how it feels when you feel at your lowest but I keep it going i don’t say a word so

please do not say nun
percs got me so gone
try hit my line baby
you did me so wrong x2

lost for words but im trying baby
captivated by your mind baby
eyes so pretty so she mine maybe
say we just friends but we fucking like crazy
oh yeah oh yeah
speaking but i don't care
run im already there
speaking but i don't care

(interlude)

please do not say nun
percs got me so gone
try hit my line baby
you did me so wrong x2

SAY NOTHING (pk x hxlcyon)

candlelight w/ VITO

sped up by 1 :D 

mix by me, @ploua,  @assperrr
master by asperr

lyrics

act like you didnt have a choice
everything u do set fire to me
hide the truth lie to me
dont know how to help i took the lead
and now my jeans covered in blood
cut up yea i still bleed 
you leave ur mark on me

(chorus)
i aint expect much
 just hoped we would be together 
autumn we fell in the leaves
since whend you stop fucking w me
scraped up from my hands to my knees
you wanna see me hurt
its how you find ur peace
ur doing better with him than me
dont send me pictures i dont wanna see
i dont wanna need you
you threw away everything now i see you
i dont wanna see u
you let go what we went thru
i know ur doing better than me
i dont wanna be here
w someone not fucking w me
trying harder but its just me
crying harder been losing sleep
up at 3 reading old receipts

(ploua)

dont expect much 
if its me youre looking
you were talkin tuff
bitch dont know i got carats on my teeth

gotta keep in mind 
get yo money up 
a couple stingers on me 

try to buy 
a couple rounds of the soda ya 
make fuckin name 

sorry i dont like you 
snort another line
try to get me back 
betchya didnt know that

(chorus) 

if u wanna be with him then be
i was trying to win u 
cuz i didnt want u to leave
but if u couldnt see me for me
then why would i be here
this whole time u wanted to leave
my heart cant find peace
im better of getting used to me
i still cant see
the reason u lied to me
whyd u tell me u were gon come back
whole time u knew u dont need me
i hold to me a reason u do what u did
cause if i rlly knew would happened i think id be sick as shit

find ur peace ft ploua (asperr)

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

i don’t despise your words no more
i know things arn’t the same 
i watch your smile decay
it pulls until it breaks 
just stay don’t you fade 
i’ll wait till you come home 
don’t think that you’re alone 
i watch the way you go 
so low 
it’s so cold 
touch still warm
don’t hold on
don’t say much just hold your ground
stay around don’t get so lonely 
lies so phoney kills me slowly 
save myself i killed the old me 
burn my flesh i’m decomposing 
save my breath don’t leave me holding on 
holding on 
don’t hold on

remember that one time on the rooftop when i really wanted to throw myself off it but never could

lyrics to the verse i added-

you been in my head
fuck shes been in my bed 
tryna get you out my head 
man i think imma kill my ex 
oh my god
ive been fighting 
ive been crying 
ive been dying 
ive been silent 
ive been quiet 
i wont die yet 
i wont find it 
i wont find it 

i wanna fucking kill myself but i remixed misery business so its okay

The Wisdom Knows
Intuitive Song for Johannes
words, music & arrangement by Michael Stillwater
30. October, 2025
TriGuna Yoga Studio in Feucht-Moosbach, Germany

(Scroll down for Lyrics)

This is a spontaneous, intuitive song recorded during the Honoring Ceremony, in which the music is created and recorded by Michael in response to recipient themes.  Original guitar and participant voices with added instruments in studio.

For a schedule of all events, including ChantWave, Song Sanctuary seminars and retreats, and SongLife Training, visit: innerharmony.com/events/

If you wish for a personal songportrait with Michael, visit:

innerharmony.com/songportraits/

Lyrics:

The wisdom lives inside of me
The wisdom lives inside
It knows when to move on
I listen and it guides me
The wisdom inside me

Move on or stay still
When to move on, when to stay still
When to move on and when to stay still
When to move on, when to stay still
The wisdom it knows
The wisdom it knows

When to move on and when to stay still
When to move on and when to stay still
When to move on, when to stay still
The wisdom in me knows

When to move on, when to stay still
The wisdom knows, it knows
When to move on, when to stay still
The wisdom knows inside
When to move on, when to stay still
The wisdom it knows

remember that one time on the rooftop when i really wanted to throw myself off it but never could

byekento