prod. @weareapartment9

-words-

2 high im seein colors
i think i met her
in the summer
n i let the time go
everytime i wake up its a new world
they gon do the same shit they always do
i broke the loop when i was still young
nothin ever new thas jus how it go
nigga why the plants tryna tell me sum
i aint got no plans except goin up
locked in wit my dawgs cause thas all i got
the world get cold nigga aint nobody care bout you
get ya racs
go n b you
thas what they told me
sometimes im still blue
but i know the world owe me
change those words
change those ways
when i broke my head
i could see right through

2 high im seein colors
i think i met her
in the summer
n i let the time go
everytime i wake up its a new world

what a night prod. e x apt9

disentegrate - prod. yohiyahi

i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains
so it seems the path ahead i cannot change
demons sing to me they say $udz please won’t you stay with me
feel’n forsaken i do not awaken
im stuck in my tomb and my mind it be vacant
i’m casting this madness my smile be tragic
your eyes they be plastic you blind to this magic
 i see what you’ve come for i’m selling my soul
you are twisting these morals it’s starting to show
got resent in my mind and it’s starting to grow
while i carry your burden my heart turns to stone
i’m not okay and the angels won’t help me
so i’m turning to the shadows light’s diminishing
this never was my home always standing at forked roads turning back the darkness comforts me im staying here
gave up on life don’t wanna see a better day that shits the same as yesterday…
pain turns my heart black malice in my brain’s back clouding my vision my soul cracks
i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains

- c0der n No Name Plug aredope go follow them https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2
c0der


https://youtube.com/c/NONAMEPLUG
No Name Plug

hellbound [Prod. c0der x No Name Plug]

^-^ happy birthday chxngii ^-^

life comes to me in a dream
because you’re hidden within me
i don’t know where to go
i just know im not alone
and i don’t want to go outside
the world is getting out of line
no i don’t want to go
sparing her leave me alone

i cant be who you are to me
dumbing down the tragic parts of life
i think ive begun to understand why
everyones colors seem to lie
past present nonsense and no sense of right
hang on to these memories
hang on to my friends stories
hang on to a lonely fiends sense of therapy
dreams caught under rain
blood tear drop stain
clinically insane
please just let them be okay

talking about a type of love
a type of love for a type of life
that’s hurting inside
that type of love
never seemed to have died
cause i know got no reason
at the end of the night
it isnt my right
to say what i got say
to make myself feel alright
ill just keep inside
keep inside the words
cause the words i got say
i want to say left her with nothing else to say
no response for the rest of our days
sometimes i want to feel gray
but that’s not how i felt that day

x's for u's [prod. puhf x 5head]

[zoloft]
I cant stand up on my legs 
Ivebeen tired all day 
Thinking abt the darkness i cave 
I was off something I cant say
When I talk i feel lost 
When yr here I dont know 
Why am I still going wish the snow would stop

[chxngii]
What the fucks the point of this
Lets sink to emptiness
Life as an abyss
Its the struggle that we try to find
Why we’re granted this time
Some would rather die
When others couldn’t even try


[zoloft]
Throw out the window everything u dream of 

Sorry I couldnt even fucking try 

Wasted my whole fucking life 

When i think about it wanna cry

[chxngii]
Rivers sway into the oceans decay
Nature heals with life’s blood 
Mother and Father without desire
Lead to lost children meant to fend for themselves
Cowards in their flesh 
We don’t know the struggle they possess in them
Silenced as a burden

[zoloft]
I think I sholdve killed myself 
But I just way to scared of hell
The devil really wants my soul 
But no Im never letting go

[$udz]
why can’t you let go 
why can’t you just let go
there’s something stopping you from letting go 
let it go let it go 
take a breath and just let  go 
air flushing out my lungs
i let it go 
now i’m free
as bird 
there’s no shackles on my feet 
i can fly, this life was weighing me down 
too much shit in this world making me drown 

[chxngii]
what the fucks the point of this
we age to nothingness
i’ve found some bliss
it’s the struggle that we try to find
why we’ve parted this time
sometimes i’d rather die
by your side but you never tried

[$udz]

you should try to clean your mess up 
your life’s a wreck and it’s holding up the traffic 
your bitching’s got me so sick 
so please just slit your wrists
acting like you will but you just want some Likes

[lilxwes]
I can’t smile when I’m near you 
I’m sick of the thought I was ever about you 
I can’t breath when I hear you 
Say my name 
So just shut the fuck up right now 

Why am I even tryina do 
What everybody expects of me 
Once I follow through all they do is expect the worst of me 
Why don’t I get any sympathy 
Is it cuz I sat to long in my misery 
Is this how you treat someone 
Who’s fought hell n back 
To get what y’all take for granted 
And stay dismissing 

Fuck life 
Fuck strife 
I can’t sleep right 
I’ve got regrets 
Cut slow 
I’ll bleed right 

You fucking BITCH!






Hey thanks for listening! go follow the guys they did an amazing job on this track I’m so glad I was able to be apart of it 
Special thanks to chxngi for putting me on and to puhf for making this sick beat ONI UP MFR!!!
-sllick138 

Here’s everyone’s links!!!
Chxngii

📸: https://instagram.com/chxngii?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

🎧: https://on.soundcloud.com/7gxnhzdXCR5Hqx4N9


$udz

📸: https://instagram.com/c0rpsebleed?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

🎧: https://on.soundcloud.com/7149vMyJ6kffHm2H9


Zoloft

📸: https://instagram.com/the_frozen_enchilada?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

🎧: https://on.soundcloud.com/w2Atxt9n2fsE4vfZA

“ThisIsAStory” ft. zoloft x chxngii x $udz//prod. [puhf]

life keeps on stab’n at me it’s grab’n for my pockets
always bleeding out these bands 
gotta serve it to the man 
no silver spoon golden plate 
just a salvaged fate
 piece’n together my life
 tryna get it right but these hands are tight 
around my neck 
and i’m really convinced that it ain’t really worth the fight 
survival instincts off and i don’t think twice 
 if i die then i’m dead and i’ll have nothing to dread but instead i tread on a path i misread oh my god cut the rope and im hang’n  by a thread 
get the needle n sew me up 
cant control my feelings im blowing up
i see my demons i say what’s up 
they say 
hey $udz
why you holding back 
i wanna see your anger peak 
i wanna see them bleed 
commit onto them as done to you 
yuh 
what comes around goes around and will come back for you 
you know it’s true i could say it till i’m fucking blue 
but you go act’n how you do it’s got me see’n different hughs 
red blends together with the black in my heart concocting sacrificial art
killing all my feelings there is nothing in me
just a spine chilling memory of who i use to be 
it’s a glimpse from the past but the sunshine won’t last please don’t worry about me cuz i’m already passed

ketsukiyomi//thread [Prod. bughvvl]

lyrics:
I hate the way you look at me just save your fucking pitty 
all i know is pain and there is no such thing as healing,
lost all of control a hollow shell with no feelings

You fuckin with the wrong one
I’ll kill u slow and drink ur blood
ive never felt an ounce of love
you think its over i just begun
always unhinged
fall into the abyss 
i pray everyday but everyday i sin
sick in the mind a lil demented
try to move on but i dont learn my lessons
life ful of sin aint no place for me in heaven 
always gettin high and i always keep a weapon

all on my own stuck on the road
the darkness is my only home
im on a throne but nobodys there
i travel alone
nah, i travel alone.

fading on the deep end
take medication to not be yourself sad
burnouts on the east end
i don’t know where to go
burning out is all i know
guess my friends aren’t around no mo
it’s fine they can go cause we both know
that differences are still held in tact
lets sever and never look back
beauty is alive at dusk
sunset golden trust
beauty alive at dusk
black hole sever my trust

sawano ft. chxngii [prod. melly]

Lyrics: Yung Kaykay spin ya block like a bayblade Talk down to me definition of what’s crazy
 
need that OC-80 whole body fuckin aching 8ball coked and im layin on the pavement

Shee love me then she hate me ignore that bitch Galenika got me lazy

 fuck out of my face u a lil dumpster baby
The day u gon die is the day u trynna play me

Verse: 

Cold heart, evil nigga missing parts
kitchen knife wielding I got bags round my eyes

bags filled with white,
synthetic in my sprite 

Corpse bride wit me will u please end my life? 

Yakk tf up im nodding heavy under strobelights

tell me shitty lies, it’s gon be alright 

Jason vorhees mask, all I see is red
you gon end up dead, opp rotting in a shed

Beyblade [prod.JUNKTOWN]

[$llicx138]

Dig through da trenches n 
burn All my bridges n
Damn where the fuck are my friends
I don’t give a fuck x2
 
[$udz]

IT’S YUNG FUCKING NITRO 
COMING SOON IN SLO MO 
RATED R NO SAFE ZONE
SPIT’N $UDZY ON THE FLOW 


hunnit on the dash n my blade at my side 
take ride 
pick a side 
our lanes gon’ collide 
you couldn’t decide so now you abide 
you a bitch 
you a dog 
n im tug’n the leash

[sllicx138]

These bitches know I’m scary 
That’s why they call me Dirty Harry 
And I pull up to yo block 
Rodin in my Fuckin chariot 
These bitches know I’m carrying 
That’s why they always stare at me 
And I always do the most 
And I always fuckin boast 

All my life been makin poor choices 
Never really cared just listened to voiced 
You don’t wanna be in my head 
Now I’m grown up bitches wanna drop dead 
Drop dead 
Down on they knees 
Haters steal my flow 
And copy my steeze 
But ya cannot ever be me 
You know I’m the answer 
And I got the key 

Come and fuck with oni and get ya Fuckin rep up 
Chxngii on the beat down gonna fuck ya shit up
Nitro on my side and he gonna pull the blade out 
Sllick on the mic and Always tearin the shit down

“ThroughDaTrenches” FT.$udz [prod. MAJZKLUANI]

$udz🦇 https://soundcloud.com/c0rpsebleed
chxngii  https://soundcloud.com/chxngii
c0der     https://youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2

epitaph ft. $udz chxngii [Prod. c0der]

quanch https://soundcloud.com/user-561208870
$udz     https://soundcloud.com/c0rpsebleed
puhf      https://www.youtube.com/c/Puhf

[chxngii]
What's it to life, if you struggle to get by?
Our time is spent dying waiting for the sunrise.

[quanch]
Losing all control of emotions.
Sins of the past taking hold.
There's nothing I can do anymore.
So, sit back, sip up, take another hit.
Wishing for nothing more than deaths kiss.
All the lies that were told can't be forgotten.

Memories resurfaced and I thought that I had lost them.
Fighting back against fate, embracing the love and hate.
Watch the sun rise on a new day.  

And never look back.

[chxngii]
What it be like, if you saw your life flash by?
Hour at a time man, waiting for demise.

[$udz]
$-$-$-$o what if the $-$-$un don't rise,
there weren't any never ending clear blue skies.
Quit dreaming accept the overcast of lies.
$-$oon you as you do you you will see
time blends together, make a perfect gray.

Mind is a haze, D2D living, got me hitting the hay.
Fuck today and tomorrow as a matter of fact.
I'm not even trying to act up,
anger management be $-$aving your ass,
pass the pain to another person,
prolonging the vicious cycle,
when will it ever end?

I don't think so.

 
Thank you for listening. 
 -Oniscrap-

hellbound [Prod. c0der x No Name Plug]

sudz 🦇