Everything Is Going to Be Fine

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Strong Tea
Inspired by «Strong Tea or Father» by Shao Qian, this song is written from the voice of a daughter learning to forgive herself for the distance and anger she carried during her father’ s final days. It’s not about perfect closure, but about finding a way to put the past behind. Forgiveness isn’t always clean—it’s slow, uneven, but real—the way a father would.

[Verse 1]
The taste stayed bitter
a child’s never forgets her first bruises
I kept the silence tight-lipped
blaming myself
for time that slipped away

[Pre-Chorus]
I was angry young and afraid
but that was never blame

[Chorus]
I’m learning to forgive myself
slow the way a father would
Strong tea in my chest
still burning still good
the past is gone
but it carried me on

[Verse 2]
I thought my anger was my sin
I thought my silence meant I failed him
but grief was too heavy
and I was still just a girl—
unready unwelcome

[Pre-Chorus]
If he could only see me now
I think he’d want me free

[Chorus]
I’m learning to forgive myself
slow the way a father would
strong tea in my chest
still burning still good
the past is gone
but it carried me on

[Bridge]
No child should wear a crown of shame
no daughter should swallow blame
even prayers for death were still prayers—
still love
still his way

[Final Chorus]
I’m learning to forgive myself
slow the way a father would
strong tea in my chest
bitter but understood
The past is gone
but it carries me on

Strong Tea

Thought some SC friends might like to hear some old tracks from late 90s band Morry and I were members of - Ten Months Later. Morry played lead guitar and I played rhythm guitar and sang back up vocs. The main singer is our friend Randy Arnold who wrote this song - he's super talented. Other bandmates: Yandell Wood (Drums) and Matt Garlove (Bass), along with Peter Searcy (Cello), Steve Cooley (Mandolin/Banjo)... I'm having trouble remembering a couple others who sat in and helped with recording some other individual instruments on these songs. Recorded mainly in Matt's basement. Sadie Hawkins Dance was the name of the album.

Run Rabbit Run (10ML)

2020 the year we may never forget
strange days indeed

lyrics
state of decay and civil unrest
dont break the rules and forget the test
this is a new normal so get used to it
gotta keep your distance obey or get hit
every cloud has a silver lining at least the skys have cleared
theres no crowds but the sun is shining from everything we feared
missing my friends and the people that i love
now theres something in the atmosphere
shining from above
in the nightskys the comets are coming for you
and a trail of satellites are now in view
out there in the distance to seek out something new 
on the trail of the comet hope all the rumours true
dont believe all the lies on the gadgets you use
or fall for a system that has its own abuse
mis use of powers for a capital gain
a vaccine from china to take away the pain
every cloud has a silver lining in a world of mysterys
now the smog and the ice has melted for another conspiracy
and the wildlife keeps on roaming though the citys and the parks
and the flowers keep on growing around the bankers and the sharks

written and produced by jim mystic manser
steph sweet -backing vocals and   final mastering 
check out the steph sweet soundcloud page for more awesome music
A nu-clear records production may 2020

Trail of the comet ft steph sweet

Trail of the comet featuring steph sweet

bygones

Were on a slippery path of humanity right now
and I’m not sure that everything will work out all that well
but I know one thing that
That things will always change
and nothing ever stays the same…

So you’ve arrived just in time for me
and I was here just in the nick of time for you
Stay safe forever, Don’t forget me…

As you lie in the night I’ll be there
As you lie in the night

We’ve got a dusty crack of insanity sitting at our feet
but I’m not worried about nothing no more
and If I can’t handle that
and you can’t hand that to me
We got more troubles than we ever thought to be

So you’ve arrived just in time for me
and I was here just in the nick of time for you
Stay safe forever, Don’t forget me 

As you lie in the night I’ll be there
I will be there for  you….  

Jussi on music
Bruce on Lyric
© 2020 Conover/Welin

Stay safe forever..........

So You've Arrived (The Conover/Welin Adventure)

© 2020 Conover/The Warheads
Tribute to The Warheads.. "John"....RIP

Summer Is Coming (Conover and The Warheads)

This is the opening track off of That Old Time Americana, Volume 2 out now on Spotify and other platforms.  I try to blend some folk and electronic music together in this one. This song is about having hope through the most dire of situations and the internal battle between our cynical mindset and our optimistic one. The epilogue was built by improvisation on the original guitar track.

King Sunshine (with epilogue)

One of the the great things about working with Justin @grevusanjl, is that we both operate on the principle that all things will take their own time and course, eventually evolving in a most natural way. This track took a couple of months to create, each of us working little by little until it was done. Sometimes the absence of pressure opens up the perfect setting for creating music.

Check out the other music we've made together: 
https://soundcloud.com/grevusanjl/sets/the-belial-pelegrim-grevusanjl

A Dim White Statue Extinguished By Stones | Belial Pelegrim & GrevusAnjl

This is my single, Self Discovery. This song is it's own single. This song is written, produced, recorded, and mixed and mastered by Calyx Kre. 

This song is about finally not seeking others approval. I have struggled with it. Now, I see my own approval and look within.

Self Discovery

40 years of popular music, 17 inspirations, one fluffy cacophony. We are living in a world of wool!

The Definitive Sheep Song

synths: @muterial
drums: @r-salchaks-mood-exhibit

Low Light

Low Light - muterial | Mood Exhibit

For the birthday boys and girls who need a special surprise!

SURPRISE! (BIRTHDAY PARTY).WAV

Halokinesis

Life Of Ours REKHA IYERN FE's Master1 - BASIC At -2.0db, Sept 25th, 2020 REKHA & RENE Puschinger

https://soundcloud.com/r3np

Life Of Ours - Music by René Puschinger 

Life Of Ours - Music & Lyrics by REKHA - IYERN [Fe]

How will I carry on
Without you my love
By my side

For you were my everything
My precious love
We shared everything
Good and bad between us

Oh, my heart is missing you
My love, only now memories 
Of us I hold on to
You carry me through

Oh this life of ours
Mmn. so beautiful 
With your love

Life Of Ours

Life Of Ours | Music/René Puschinger | Music/Lyrics/REKHA - IYERN [Fe] | 09/26th/2020

Coast Weathervane

My new album "Dreams of the Byzantines" is streaming June 13th, 2025. Please check out my new website darrencsullivan.com for videos and albums to purchase.

Thanks for the kindness and support.

"Thoughts and actions are the building blocks that create your life. So, Kreate."
_Calyx Kre 


Calyx Kre: Sixth Octave Coloratura Soprano Opera Singer and Influencer.🪽✨🩷

Calyx Kre has studied Recording Arts and Development, Ableton Music, Music Marketing. Basics Of Astrology and Advanced Astrology. 

Calyx Kre has Sensory Integration Disorder, Autism, Epilepsy and Generalized Anxiety Disorder (she is ten years behind in physical, emotional and intellectual development), that she has turned struggle into strength.

Self Discovery

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