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Bulletproof

persistence

i know that you care 
i know your right here 
but i cannot stop the demon in my ear 
“it’s like she can’t stand you”
that’s what they say 
can’t be abandoned 
with my own brain  
stuck in my mind 
i feel all my pain 
drive all night 
i can’t see through the rain 
swerve and i steer 
i love you my dear 
i hope you hear this 
while i’m still here 

it’s not like it’s your fault at all 
feel like i have lost my soul 
wish it could be different 
wish you could be with me 

your scared, i know 
never hurt your soul 
watch me loose control
just hold me tighter 
cause i don’t know 

i know that you care 
i know your right here 
but i cannot stop the demon in my ear 
“it’s like she can’t stand you”
that’s what they say 
can’t be abandoned 
with my own brain  
stuck in my mind 
i feel all my pain 
drive all night 
i can’t see through the rain 
swerve and i steer 
i love you my dear 
i hope you hear this 
while i’m still here 

it’s like i’m in love with those brown eyes 
they brought my soul back to new heights 
everything’s bad when it’s alright 
but everything fades when your here 
won’t you come back with me tonight 
i stop all the drugs when your by my side 
it’s like your my cure to a bad time 
so won’t you stay a little while

demon [in my ear] (prod. micheal harrison)

Hurt myself

produced by hills

lyrics;
run it back, get a pack 
break it down, try n sell a bag
catch a flightl, n i still got jet lag
girl yk im on my grind trying to get this bag

girl so fine, ion even care
out of my league girl i cant help but stare
we link n im jus tryna get fucked up
yk its i got the lemonade n gin in my cup
i said i wasn't gonna drink, but tonight idgaf
its jus to have some fun
amg or a blacked out benz
it doesn't matter 
for fuck sake i could whip a cybertruck
girl turn the music up
im jus tryna tell u im not the same guy that u knew once
i might be on drugs 
but it doesn't mean i cant love
i got these cuts that u cant see

run it up run it up run it up
my dumbass is way to slump
who gives a fuck

run it back, get a pack 
break it down, try n sell a bag
catch a flightl, n i still got jet lag
girl yk im on my grind trying to get this bag

jetlag

I'M SO FUCKING SHIT (probably won't drop this btw)

lyrics:
it ain't the same anymore, but i don't wanna move on
staring at your picture, i only want a response
my mind has been so blank like my entire roof gone
you see the vacance in my face, i hear the lies that you talk
i want emotions in my headspace
i wanna feel something that ain't stress or make me dead weight
i'm failing to make what i want, and that's all i need
how am i failing to know what i mean?

yeah, yeah,
i feel like i'm flowing, don't know i'm going
i hope that the river will take me off leash
ain't know what i'm knowing, i have no control
and i'm talking 'bout shit i can't mentally read
what do you know about losing it all
to some people that fucking make fun of your screams?
i was grade six, in the back of the class
i couldn't handle the world on my feet

it ain't the same anymore, but i don't wanna move on
staring at your picture, i only want a response
my mind has been so blank like my entire roof gone
you see the vacance in my face, i hear the lies that you talk
i want emotions in my headspace
i wanna feel something that ain't stress or make me dead weight
i'm failing to make what i want, and that's all i need
how am i failing to know what i mean?

DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING (prod. neverforever)

one of my favorite songs I’ve ever written, all the way back in nov 2020, no mixing. trying to clear out my backlog of songs.

lyrics//
i just wanna go to sleep
i've been up for way too long
so i had to let the blood creep
down my skin and into my bedsheets 

on my arms
or down my thigh
i'll grow some horns
or maybe a third eye, oh

cause god knows i'm a monster
inside
crawl under my skin to feel
alright
i just wanna talk to u
for one night
only god knows i'm a monster
inside

monster

Crying on her shoulder

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feat MisFiiT @4135876
prod @s0ftskelet0ns

lyrics;
mars:
sitting here waiting for the fire to start
the flames will destroy everything
theres nothing left here 
i cant even see the stars
u wanna talk again but its all a game
youll just take the dagger and shove it back in my heart
you love tearing me apart

misfiit:
tear me apart into tiny little pieces
tried to fix things then got hit with that green text 

shawty got me burning yeah 
third degree scars on me misfiit and marsy 

suicide been all up in my mind ohh
my vision aint right all i saw was your beauty
something like out a movie 
misfiit really need improvements
i been high in the backseat of this car that i bought you 

yuh get right back in it
aint worried bout a bitch just mind my business
got my phone on dnd
bumpin mp3s
icarus around me 
that feature i did it

your love top shelf who tf you kiddin 
your something like clubhouse bitch you dangeorus 
you need to dissapear ill wish it
throw you outside in the wilderness

oh my oh my god 
what you want now
you never speak clear always fuckin scream loud 

mars:
sitting here waiting for the fire to start
the flames will destroy everything
theres nothing left here 
i cant even see the stars
u wanna talk again but its all a game
youll just take the dagger and shove it back in my heart
you love tearing me apart
sitting here waiting for the fire to start
the flames will destroy everything
theres nothing left here 
i cant even see the stars
u wanna talk again but its all a game
youll just take the dagger and shove it back in my heart
you love tearing me apart

tear me apart w/ misifiit

"a heart of ichor II" coming soon...

i don't wanna go, baby i don't wanna leave
this feels like losing home, blood and tears just soak the sheets
with everything i know, i think it's best i set you free
every book must close, at least our story shall live on
for all eternity, in this corpus of my wrongs

i know u try ur best my dear
and really, girl it's fine
i'm victim to the inner me
that comes out in my songs
my mind is my own enemy
my voice is not my own
be careful when befriending me
i'll turn you to my home

i know ur still missing me,
i know ur growing cold
just lay ur head on top of me
let me feel ur soul

i don't wanna go, baby please hold tight on me
this feels like fucking snow, i got frostbite on my cheeks
with everything u know, i'm surprised that u don't leave
i hate myself so much i fantasize about my death
merging with oblivion as i take my final breath

a worn page of an old diary (wraithontheporch)

i don't get along with my mind

New music out whenever I feel like it

a worn page of an old diary (wraithontheporch)

Caramel

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