riot ft camertin (hollowprpl)

calm luh 2023 open thingy prod @xxkingad

quiet down
smoking on this loud
i can't hear a sound
she like what u doin now
let's get outta town
bby i need u now

oj
mix w/ moscato
straight from the bottle
cell buzzin hits for a follow
so many ppl ion even know steady hitting up my phone 
imma get 2 it tomorrow
why is it tomorrow
blue and red when i want like tecca
heads up, i already kill w/ no effort 
yes sir
girly give me top, no header
letter/let her
louis, gucci, prada, fendi
baby ill get u a bentley
split up a check like my family
rest of u niggas too friendly
AD turn me up
if i pop a p3rky 30 ts good enough

if i pop a perc30 ts good enough
wait 1sec right there i’ll take my dose rn and double up
im throwin’ up
it don’t matter how im moving’
what i’m doin’
you’d still shoot me down 
even on the ground, ik you’d still be shootin’
ur stoppin me
i’m not sure what’s wrong with me
im not who im meant to be
and that fucks with me mentally
heavily
sippin moscato, shizu he poured it out str8 from the bottle
i walk outside and get top from a model
i don’t feel shit cuz i’m numb and im hollow
numb and im hollow

i said by the way
u too fine to be sippin on some chardonnet
how about u come slide my way for cabernet
you know im geeked up when you wear that lingerie
i got time today
and i know you got time to waste
i said u too fine to touch
im giving you this trust
i can give but it aint much

muted w/ residential. & epitomeoffailure (adturnup)

produced by hills

lyrics;
run it back, get a pack 
break it down, try n sell a bag
catch a flightl, n i still got jet lag
girl yk im on my grind trying to get this bag

girl so fine, ion even care
out of my league girl i cant help but stare
we link n im jus tryna get fucked up
yk its i got the lemonade n gin in my cup
i said i wasn't gonna drink, but tonight idgaf
its jus to have some fun
amg or a blacked out benz
it doesn't matter 
for fuck sake i could whip a cybertruck
girl turn the music up
im jus tryna tell u im not the same guy that u knew once
i might be on drugs 
but it doesn't mean i cant love
i got these cuts that u cant see

run it up run it up run it up
my dumbass is way to slump
who gives a fuck

run it back, get a pack 
break it down, try n sell a bag
catch a flightl, n i still got jet lag
girl yk im on my grind trying to get this bag

jetlag

F4CEIT

lyrics ⬇️


figurative language



im lonely as often as you’re in my head
thoughts been depleting my every last breath
and i know
last year was cold 
reminds of every time i never told you so

said that i couldnt love you like the other ones in my past
you also told me if you dropped me you would never want me back
did that for a month
now its been minute
used me as crutch
til you left cuz you were livid

cut ties with ur enemies cuz ur trippin i could not
then ill be with my homies til im dead and ima rot
maybe everything you said to me was way wrose than you thought 
way too heavy like an anvil please oh lord just wish me gone

wish me gone
ima leave the same second you push me off
you made dive me off that cliff and i hit the bottom i hit the rocks

wheres the applause
 i thought you wanted me out of the universe up me in the stars
somehow it always feel dark
wish i could tell you that i could restart
but i can’t 
every night you talk to me i feel like you want me to feel like i’m an ant
step over me like the part in the pavement 
i feel like you want me rant


i ran out on everything you tried to fix cuz i couldnt pick up ur hand
watch me go down the list as everything i want just wont go to plan
i roll in the rubble and sticks i know that they can’t understand 
if you gave me one more wish then i would wish that i was them

i cant play pretend
cant go through all this again i know ill get revenge
eventually ill explain to everyone what i did
what i did

you scraped away that memory on skin with 
broken glad
tempted to exempt myself from everything i had

dont remind me of that addiction 
everytime i was there in an instant

now atleast where im at im reminded I exist 
sorry that its killing me i wish that we could live

pushing me and honestly i hate when you persist
but i been here ever forever so i cant even resist
i wish that every night you went out when u been drinking outta line wit all ur friends

switch up the top i don’t wanna slip
im off the bottle i wish i had bliss
i was out fully far in the abyss
if we departed id turn to a man and realize that everything you did was

switch the topic (everest)

🦋
(MisFiiT)

coldheart i got that 
big sauce i got that 
trapped in my mind sometimes and it’s so ass
i don’t really socialize
not that kinda butterfly
drip drip drip i cry when the mood ain’t right

i been bumpin all my homies in my earbuds 
you got no buzz
ima songaholic this shit like drugs
percocet molly 
i ain’t runnin i been walkin 
try to shoot i didn’t cock it
i can’t keep my cool im on a rampage 

keep my cool impossible
self improve improbable 
i’m so stagnant 
i can’t ever take flight 
i been bunkered in my room 
till it’s noon and the suns out
girly hit my phone 
she my sadness culprit

music keeps me whole in this dark place 
keep it to myself i ain’t fuckin with the rat race 
suicidal thoughts i am always tryna erase
sleepin in my bed tryna dream more like escape 

ion got a warm heart that shit like a cold one
i been working myself sick like a cold or sum 
feel like icarus my life right now is tough 
thought after thought this shit is way too much 

overbearing i been fighting like a dark soul tryna parry it never works 
i’m speechless at your words but they don’t hurt
i just wanna fly fly fly away like a butterfly maybe like a bird too 

i been blue like a smurf 
so i write another verse
purge out insecurities till im out of words 
this shit is like a diary 
the good and bad sides of me 
my best talent probably 

(wraith)

Baby you’re a butterfly
Darling I’m a moth to the flame
Think I’m sick in the brain
From the med’s that I’ve taken
Losing my sleep
No dreams, getting made here
Night’s get long
All alone, it’s not safe here


Baby I’m already dead to me
For so long, I’ve been trying these melodies
I flop fast, too bad for publicity

And instantly
It fills my head and
I can’t even trust me
My own fucking words seem
Like they never happen

Maybe I’ll be dead next
Maybe I’ll get better
I don’t even know yet
Baby please don’t bother
I won’t mend

(IcarusLurks)

Look at the time I know it’s not changin
Look at my mind I know it’s been racin
I’m burnt out yeah I feel it in my lungs when the light goes down
It’s like I’m losing sight when I look back now
Think I’m falling down 
I watch the wings burn I ain’t coming around and I know 
this fall is gon hurt
I’ve been getting closer and closer to earth

So Fuck it reset 
I done changed to many times to know me best
Still know myself better then most before the regress 
So don’t tell me what you think I fucking need next
I don’t really need much I just wanna regret 
All the fucking time spent tryin fix shit that’s already been offset 
Its all burnt down
I watch the city burn while I fall back down
I wonder what’s mine now
It’s all burnt down

butterfly w/ wraith & IcarusLurks (Slayerr x Triazo)

parasite: "feed me"

feed me to the noise

Feel the weight in my age
Should I drink and wilt right here
When the rage has all lifted
I'll still use hate to block my fears

I see blue
I've left oceans, I've left family
No devotion
mixed up feelings bout existing

Mostly anxious, of course broke
Guess I'm angry
Trying not to find a burner
Destruct naturally

Guess it's like that
Curse on my back
Only see black
In my memories

- FamilyPet -

I found religion in places it shouldn't be.
And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see.
Found I was clinging to people I didn't need.
Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams.
Look at the stars,
Watching them die
Spacial perspective of my life
Smoke in the sky at midnight
Drifting out like high-tide

wondering when's the highlight
of my lowlife, when someone dies i get tongue tied because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night

might be my last, wasn't built to last,
and the years go slow but the days go fast. and i cant move past the simple fact,

that the end wont wait, even if you pray,
even if you cry

, even if you beg,

we are all the same, in the way we hate, the way we love, at the end of the day we're all the

same

blue ft. familypet

prod. @4evrgone

I don't know who i am
i don't trust who you are
lately all i can do is pray to the stars
that this bleak observation of everything i see
might one day turnaround 
i need to get some fucking help

im fucking sick of myself 
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town
looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
im fucking sick of myself 

im fucking sick of myself
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing

sick of myself (prod. 4evr)

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

23 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
@rod / @web fan account

email - m@scars.online

jetlag

marsmal

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