p. Dayswake 

Shout out riverkinn, go check out his incredible work also!

Lyrics -

(Swamp)
Just let me dance all night and pretend that I’m not that lonely 
Ok
while the drugs kick in and they do what they do 
I’m in a trance almost paralyzed and I can’t move 
Then I realize 
My ego has died I killed the old me 

I feel it inside come control me 
I’m a vessel for you, only you, and you solely 
But do you even really think you know me 
Uh oh 
What did I do again 
An overflow of psyche as the chemicals releases inside my head 
Look around there’s magic everywhere this dance floor is a mess 
Oh 
I think we’re in for a world of surprises and nothing less 
Or at least I think that’s what she said 
Where were you my friend?
And where am i again? 
Again. 
Again.

Just let me dance all night and pretend that I’m not that lonely 
Ok
while the drugs kick in and they do what they do 
I’m in a trance almost paralyzed and I can’t move 
Then I realize 
My ego has died I killed the old me 

(Riverkinn)

Had to accept it’s my fault you never called me 
Every night replay the last time you saw me 
Over and over again 
Over my dead body 
The blood that I bled combined with tears that I shed to shred the old me 
Into little pieces 
To releases
Something I could learn to regret 
Fell so far had to wait so long 
For the feeling that I couldn’t debate so strong 
Now I see everything I needed 
Feels so wrong to me

Trance w/ RiverKinn

lyrics:

Its Tough luck tough love

How many people i try to become I been stuffing inside of my body
Some of them pieces of shit well probably
I keep so many in here its an army
And If they could hurt u, theyd probably harm me
Already on purpose they emotionally carved me
So I kept all the shit inside me
And it just keep ulcering out of my body

Animal masks step foot in the lobby
I had cast spells thats banned and they got me im fucked
Oh but Peeling back skin is my hobby
I pull the skin from my pinky to palm 
So What is the problem in here whats the qualm
80 bpm my heart I am calm
I killed a man in the winter 06 
And I had been wearing the same clothes since
But Its too hard lie now
I knew someone’d find out
I kept all his things and
I dress up and play house
That saran wrap body
Its my only friend now
Hes got strong opinions
Ones I aim to shut out
When the smell is fucked up
And my neighbours riled
Ill just blow his skull back
And wear him a while
All this blood had filled the eye holes
Im so out of style
I just Fit my feet in his feet
Now I wear his smile
And What do you do all night while im up at work
I see you sit back tongue tied tryna find the words
To try and ask me why exactly im not home at dusk
Girl just ask me cause ive spent years just carrying on for us

How many people i try to become I been stuffing inside of my body
Some of them pieces of shit well probably
I keep so many in here its an army
And If they could hurt u, theyd probably harm me
Already on purpose they emotionally carved me
So I kept all the shit inside me
And it just keep ulcering out of my body

Tough luck and tough love
Tough luck tough love

winter of 06 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

White dust All over my outsides
Im fucked up Dancing on this cork tide
Loose lips They’ll Tighten by the court side
Bruised hips From Slow dancing with tough guys
June 5th Thats the night my heart died
Unzipped Wet Flesh on the road side
So crisp Just Wait until the bloods dried
Two fifths In me by the sunrise

Under the streetlights she becomes a dancer
You and this new guy in somebodies camper
What does he taste like and how does he stack up
I didnt ask you but I know you’ll answer
A Dark room brain hung with polaroid scars
Film reel legs and some SLR arms
I got banks full of pain and a lens full of tar
These Megaphone veins feed my Radio heart
If This is what its come to Im leaving I promise
Snow hugging prints to the ground where its calmest
Ive lived a life full of colons and commas
Im Graced with a peace to know this periods upon us
No one Theres no one
To carry all this extra weight Here after all
Just once Well just once
Id like to have somebody here That I could call
No one Theres no one
To carry all this extra weight Here after all
Just once Well just once
Id like to have somebody here That I could call

White dust All over my outsides
Im fucked up Dancing on this cork tide
Loose lips They’ll Tighten by the court side
Bruised hips From Slow dancing with tough guys
June 5th Thats the night my heart died
Unzipped Wet Flesh on the road side
So crisp Just Wait until the bloods dried
Two fifths In me by the sunrise

slow dancing with tuff guys (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

NV
When im in this wraith I see phantoms inside the rearview
NV
This weed from the same family as runtz its like its nephew
NV
Im not afraid of dying why the fuck id be scared of cancelled
NV on my body u get in this shit we brand u
NV
Black and white tux Im walking in here like pengu
NV
My bitch bad as fuck the type someone get paid to fan you
NV
Serviettes and silver i feel like im in the menu
NV
Just inside my pocket more money then i can handle

Oh ok u checking up bragging bout what the brand do
That man got a debt of like 10 racks in fan duel
That man got a cheque for like 5 grand in promo
Compared to what I rake in u must’ve been working slo mo
Compared to what im making u must’ve been making horse shit
Compared to what the time is back home I should be in duvets
If i was tryna suck as much as possible id listen to what u say
U like if the worst guy that u know had had a roommate
U like if the worst guy that u know had had a best friend
U like if the best guy that u know had had to draw out
His idea of a wasteman And I just couldnt take it
Maybe I should run this back to show u just what great is

NV
When im in this wraith I see phantoms inside the rearview
NV
This weed from the same family as runtz its like its nephew
NV
Im not afraid of dying why the fuck id be scared of cancelled
NV on my body u get in this shit we brand u
NV
Black and white tux Im walking in here like pengu
NV
My bitch bad as fuck the type someone get paid to fan you
NV
Serviettes and silver i feel like im in the menu
NV
Just inside my pocket more money then i can handle
NV

nvvv freestyle (eric godlow)

one of my fav songs ive ever made. hope you see this
lyrics://

bitch you could pick me apart and break my bones
im still never gon fold on you
im jus tryna see what to do
when im not there, holdin you
got this bowl packed baby take a hit
killin ourselves thats what i call a rip
purp in my lungs when im tryna get lit
white monster drink imma take a sip

i was always there when you were depressed 
and im still never gon go nowhere
but i do wonder what you do
when hes not there, holdin you
got this bowl packed baby take a hit
killin ourselves thats what i call a rip
purp in my lungs when im tryna get lit
white monster drink imma take a sip like

do you even care?
when youre all alone,
am i in your head?
was i ever your home?
do you ever stare? 
will you think of me when im--

bitch im ascending, never defendin cuz i stay on the attack
he broke your mental so bad but id never do you like that
eyes all red like an uchiha spittin fire on the track
after 3 years never thought hed stab you in the back, fuck

but were you ever there?
id always compliment you down to your fuckin hair
you got so many scars n they line up your arms
i got all the time I’d need but I’d never cause alarm

hit my nic stick cuz I don’t need no patch
i’m that exploit that nobody could match
i’ll kraber yo ass from across the map
then fuck on a bitch so I don’t relapse
if you are the Light then bitch I am the match
we don’t take Ls, our crimes live in our head
white monster my drink before I crash
white monster my drink before I crash

white monster (prod. may3ke)

cover of the boreal crossing by Caramel. really loved the lyricism and i dont normally do covers so here's the first.

his lyrics//
oh my god, i can see it in the snow
fucking blood, i been shot and left to die here alone
i wander lost, in the boreal forests of my home
i've been taught to just take the fucking punches to my face

i see god, oh i know that i'm not safe
fucking demons in the snow they're tracking my scent
what the fuck could i do to make it out
i don't know i guess i'll give up here and rot

we should talk this out, we can fix this
we should stay right here and try to stay warm
baby we could do a lot if we cooperate
it's too damn cold tonight for me to stay safe
you should try to hear me out
i've got a lot to say
girl you're always freaking out
when it's just nothing babe
i'm not gonna leave for clout
i'm fucking here to stay
even if my music pops
i'm gonna stay here

even when i'm dead n gone my soul remains here
sometimes i'm too scared to talk when you're upset with me
i just get too tired at times so i just let it be
even when i'm dead n gone i'll wait up here

the boreal crossing cover (prod. secre x babieyummo)

HARDERRRRRRRRRRRRRR

lyrics:

December snow on top a blood stained vest
When the time changed I gave up on rest
Now im up now im wired to my desk
fuck it Fuck it now im slumped in my own fucking mess

Take what u need and get back into bed
Im on pills im on drank I smoke cheap cigarettes
During days I would take for myself im undressed
In the brush in the mud rubbing dirt in my flesh
I hear cops I see lights over top of the grass
while Im trying to stifle the heaviest breaths
Oh they got me I know from this dot on my neck
Watch a cold 50 cal clean the ribs in my chest

Look how the badge sits on the pigs
Pigs
They prefer fashion , “the peace brigade”
Pigs
What a loud noise that round had made
Pigs
When the talks cheap our blood will pay
To cover cost up front
Smoke em if u got em or u wont get the chance
I seen best friends eye holes full of ants
If I die next I will take who I can
This the last call this my chainsaw dance

Take what u need and get back into bed
Im on pills im on drank I smoke cheap cigarettes
During days I would take for myself im undressed
In the brush in the mud rubbing dirt in my flesh
I hear cops I see lights over top of the grass
while Im trying to stifle the heaviest breaths
Oh they got me I know from this dot on my neck
Watch a cold 50 cal clean the ribs in my chest

(1more time)

Take what u need and get back into bed
Im on pills im on drank I smoke cheap cigarettes
During days I would take for myself im undressed
In the brush in the mud rubbing dirt in my flesh
I hear cops I see lights over top of the grass
while Im trying to stifle the heaviest breaths
Oh they got me I know from this dot on my neck
Watch a cold 50 cal clean the ribs in my chest

laser boy and the wrath of pigs (tiedforsilver x jupiter)

lyrics:

Are u feeling better than before
Cause no one else made sure
U were so warm so bright
And I could see the same light return
This plate had saved my life im sure

When council is littered with spies
Knighted by cowards well id rather die
I rest my head on this quarry at tide
The salt from this ocean will clean out the pride ive earned
The rest of our lives
If we spend them dreaming
Will come out alright
Im barely breathing but im holding tight
Sore from the screaming oh its been a hell of a night
ive heard
Flags break down walls
Trust me for Ive heard all
Turning blind eye will be paramount
To our kings call

I know its bullshit theyve trained us as sheep
Like You told me once we need proof to believe
So what happened between then and now to ur word
Cause you’ve become guard of the lies they serve
Walking in line
Id plead my case but my tongues getting tied
Faced in this crash on the November ice
I never stopped staring im scared that my eyes’ll hurt
Its just blood
(Its just blood)
((Its just blood))
And I know we still got pints im sure

When council is littered with spies
Knighted by cowards well id rather die
I rest my head on this quarry at tide
The salt from this ocean will clean out the pride ive earned

Are u feeling better than before
Cause no one else made sure

r u feeling better than before (nico north)

lyrics:

end of the day ima kid with the potion 
end of the day ima chef with the sauce
heard your new track put my fist to my mouth like the baby with motion
told em get lost
told em i’ll done it so done it it was
i’m doin the most then you don’t do enough
coulda just sworn i was dominatin like i shot a rocket off 
made ya whole team go and link up with god 
oh god
im on 
i’m online like the internet 
i got soft eyes for my woman then i got
a lot of lines for just anybody that is not 
with the guys 
a liar
i don’t like
i just ride
like a bike
and i’m tired
but i grind
Pour up my potion
Cup to my mouth like the baby with motion
Im on rodeo my hand out the window im flicking my cigarette
Ash in the ocean
I got some drink in my hand at the function this purple in here im not sipping on Molson
I got two twins in some acne on top me I told em they look like a couple Olsons
Blunt in my hand so u know that im focused
I caught him that way he was frozen
Drop off the map to his work for u know it
They swarming the house like some biblical locusts
Its no one inside im taking a lot
Rip up the drive way bang out the lock
I went to the moon and brought back rocks
I put half of them up in my pot
Its no where to hide I blew up the spot
They doing capital punishment jobs
Im coming back to a chemical wash
Then I put his teeth in a ivory box
I run my hands in the sink till they frozen
I left from reno out back in a lotus
Im looking around like im getting psychosis 
Im looking round like the baby with motion

motion

lyrics:

Since we last spoke
Well Id got tattoos 
Id become someone you never knew
They cover my throat
And hug me like glue
Something i knew you’d never do
When the lights go out
well I only see blue
I only see pictures of me and you
Well that iPhone now
Well I broke it in two
Ive torn out its screen so I never do

And as rain hits my head
I think of the old bed
And all the prints left frozen around the room
I forgot just how to eat
And every time I try 
It tastes just like 
It tastes just like her
With rust on my bones
And oil on my shirt
I build back my home
I cauterize and let it burn
for Every day this fails
There’s one time it’ll work
And that much I know
So tell me just what it takes
And ill make sure it gets done
oh i Swear to god ill leave nothing left in between us by sun
so I shot a round at the moon
And ended up hitting stars
And they fell down in the backyard last night and they left scars
and Despite what u think
Well Ive never changed
Ive always been this way
Unbearable
My hair falls in the sink
And cold lines my scalp
and The pain of this needle 
Is terrible

Since we last spoke
Well Id got tattoos 
Id become someone you never knew
They cover my throat
And hug me like glue
Something i knew you’d never do
When the lights go out
well I only see blue
I only see pictures of me and you
Well that iPhone now
Well I broke it in two
Ive torn out its screen so I never do

since we last spoke i got tattoos (mxtthxw)

i can see straight thru the walls tonight
spirits in my room glow an amber light
if i take another i can see what it's like
i don't have to suffer baby i don't have to fight
if i take another i can feel alright
if u take one too we can love tonight

everything around's growing frost on it's surface
i can't even tell if this life was worth it
manipulating sound for emotional purpose
they all get it wrong at this point i feel it's intentional

incredible, how u read the lines wrong
every time, my heart is not defined strong
but it's alright, in time i'll be just fine love
but not tonight, for now i just decay here
maybe in our dreams we could stay there
painting pretty scenes of our pained stares

what is the point of this
what do u expect me to do
im not gonna fucking come back
from a song u wrote, based in feelings that are not true
even if u admit what u did wrong too
girl i've moved on
my pain is based in something else now since u left
and you had your chance but you failed every test
you should put it to rest
i've became friends with death
i can feel his presense in every breath
i'm not even capable of stress no more
fuck a bottle i need six more
crushed pills on the white tile floor
and unknown chemicals from an online store


one more for good measure (neverforever)

i don't get along with my mind

New music out whenever I feel like it

one more for good measure (neverforever)

Caramel

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