Cap.Kyle Bangers

Lyrics:

- handwritten letters -
'Member when we'd run through those fields, and
Had broken hearts but they healed? I,
Thought it would last forever, but,
I guess that we're not together, so,
I'll carry on and pretend that
What we had never ended.
I know that all of it's fake, but,
Thoughts of you, I always hate.

Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

(Yeah,)
(Yeah-ah.)
(Ay, so let's fight this weather)
(Yeah,)
(Ay, eh.)
(Now we're together)

- Lxst Boy -
yeah, tryna fight this weather
but you kept all of my sweatshirts
getting rained on,
clouds getting heavy never better
said to myself that I'd forget her
but I'm handwriting these letters
you will never read
I wish we were still together
you're one I won't forget
counting down until sunset
and I'll never get a rest
you were my only friend
stuck in these flashbacks
just want the past back
I wanna talk
without getting laughed at
don't wanna try
cuz you'll just attack back
I wanna run away
packing my backpack

- handwritten letters -
Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

flashbacks (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. jxsie beats]

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

yeah its cold
i dont even know
i cant even feel like the snot in my nose
trippin through this path like you dont even know 
i aint been the same snice i been through the snow
yeah you wanna go back in time 
you cannot fix that 
yeah you know that i will never change 
i know you hate that

[lxst boy]
i know you hate when i get sad
locked in my room, write these tracks
i'll never feel the same
pressured, crushed under this weight

yeah
weight is getting heavy
overflowing and i'm sinking
gotta build myself a levy
to hold the tears back
and my fears back
and im miserable
and i feel that
i'll never feel ok
and i will never change, uh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

- backyard beetle and lxst boy 2021

backyard beetle - stress w/ lxst boy (prod. jxsie beats)

i swear that i've written a hundred poems...

a hundred poems (feat. Sxge) [prod. H3 Music]

shoutout dysphoric, go check his stuff out

finally i drop a godlow song(i have like 10 in my drafts) its just a motivation thing

lyrics

mæsk
u see me now
dont feel me tho
coming back but feel im in a funeral
i got my hopes all up
coz now they talking down
its not the same
it never was
its just a different mouth

uh talk to me 
ill awfully pretend 
that i am honest but like honestly i’m lost inside my head
things better unsaid
exchanging words now what i dread
i use them all for beats i hear, no i dont do it for the bread

uh fuck it losing all my soul
losing all my consciousness
its seeping through my dome
things now coming back that never mattered to me before
thought i distanced my self from the past but now look at what we are

my brain is filled with memories and fucking battle scars
not giving shits now what i bleed 
ill fucking rip apart
every single person on earth who caused me hurting, i dont wanna hear ur version
ive been burden from the very fucking start

ooo now
this is what i do now
if you fucking knew me
would u still be around

me say mumbo jumbo 

dysphoric
i’ve felt it all from the very start like my heart been blocked and shattered into shards
everything they said to me it’s ripping me apart
like there’s a target on my back just focus on the mark
no way no sir i cannot keep my word
trying to choose my path my vision has been blurred
not a single word 
that you said 
to my face 
has been heard
try to find solutions they all seem to be absurd

what the difference between win and loss if it’s at a cost
how come when i take all these shots they just seem to get blocked
why am i reaching when there’s no one there to help me up
these visions fucking with me they come and go so abrupt-ly 

there only here to corrupt me
shocking how the realization struck me
i have a feeling that i must leave 
i must leave

ooo now this is what i doo now
if you fucking kneww me 
would you still bee around

if u knew ft. Dysphoric (Eric Godlow )

Highschool Blues (prod. Underwood Beats)

Lyrics:

Wake up
I’m feeling, I’m feeling, I’m feeling that gaze
Living and ripping away
Staring into your mind, I’m feeling the haze
I’m feeling, I’m feeling some flames
Tryna write them onto page
Taking every feeling from my heart
I’m tearing it out and onto a page
I’m feeling, I’m feeling some rage
Kinda mad that I cannot gauge 
Every single emotion that I get with you
Cause I know that the best ones always fade
I know the baggage can fade away
And I know that one day I’ll be truly okay
Just tryna find it in my heart
The flame that makes me fall apart
I’m falling, I’m falling apart
And I’m not sure I can do my part
And I’m doing my part to be all the things
That others want me to be
But I cannot help that I’m not perfect
And that’s just the fact of me
But I’ll hide little things from everyone
Hopefully that’s what’s best for me
I’m breaking down when I see your mind
And I’m, I’m feeling low whenever I take the time
On a very slow ride
While we take a look at lights
Look alive, we’re tryna find a way to make it through the 
Night
And I
Look at your brown eyes
And they are
In the middle of winter
But they remind me of summer
When I was warmer not a bummer
And I’m
Falling
Falling deeper within
I’m falling deeper in your mind
And I’m deeper in sin
I feel like I have been sinning every time I look at you with lust
Cause I know that no matter what I’m building up trust
In myself so I can know that I can hold myself up
I can’t rely on no one else to keep this mental state up
I’ll only ever feel happy for so long at one time
And then the hurt will come back in and it’ll take up all my time
Honestly I’d love to lay my head on you and fall asleep
But the pain will wake me up and I’ll just sit there all weak
Week by week I’m getting weaker and I’m weaker in the knees
Only so much time before they give out and I’ll find issues in me
But I see perfection in you when I stare into your eyes
The brown haze of summer flames, a calming coolness in disguise
Yeah, your brown eyes in winter
But they remind me of summer

Your Brown Eyes in Winter (Prod. jxsie beats)

Lyrics:

I’m alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

Watch the moon
Finally wasting time
Get away from everything
And spend all our time
Gazing up at the stars
Into the emptiness of space
Far away from all our problems
As the moon shines on your face
Reflecting the sun
The brightest light in our sight
But by my own standards,
You’re the light of my life
And I can feel the soul between us
So deep in my soul
Nothing to care about
While we grow old
And as my veins turn purple
And they start showing through
As my body becomes frail
I’ll still stand by you
As tall as you need
If it’s under 6 feet
Cause the only time I’ll reach it
Is when I’m that deep
Dig my feet into the sand
On the brightest of days
And we’ll have a little man
And we both watch him play
I look deeper in your eyes
While they glimmer in the sun
I see the ring on your finger
Remember that you’re always mine hun

I’m alone when I see the stars
But I will love you when things get hard

I promise that when I wake up,
Love’s the choice I make
Cause I know feelings are hard to keep up
When one day they fade
One day it becomes an
Active decision
And every day I envision 
A future not so far away
And I can promise that it’s bright
If you’re by my side
Don’t know what I’d do without you
You’re my ride or die
And we can take it any speed
Cause you’re loves all that I need
And we can fall asleep
On top of the hillside
With a blanket on the ground
And the stars in the sky
Let the moon shine on your face
And I’ll say that word you like
Home is where the heart is
I’m glad that I gave you mine
Forever and always, darling
My love is so divine
Stare up at the moon
And say “tsuki ga kirei”
I will love you unto death
Every second everyday
Give you a kiss say I love you
I’m so glad I’m not alone
After years of searching
With you I’m finally home0

Not alone when I see the stars
I love you, our forever now starts

Watch the Moon (Prod. jxsie beats)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

cafe w/ jxsie beats

This ones called why one of my personal Favorites

Why (prod. Eric Godflow)

Thank you all for listening <3 :)

LYRICS:
I don’t know what i’m going through
And I’m stuck when i think of you
I don’t know what i'm going through, going through 

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you 
 
We’re at a new high just don't look down
You might get scared pick up your crown 
I love you i can't deny
When i'm with you i'm kind of shy  
Can't believe you're kind of mine
With your pretty brown eyes
You got me mesmerised
Everytime i see your eyes

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you 

Eres tan hermosa
You are so beautiful
I'm not even lying
I can't get enough of you 

Eres tan hermosa
You are so beautiful
I'm not even lying
I can't get enough of you 

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you

brown eyes (prod. splashgvng)

This song is written for my deceased great grandmother.
I don't really remember much about her but I still think about her constantly. Wherever you are Grammy, I love you! And your the entire inspiration behind this entire track and album.

@Cap.Kyle - Dear Grammy (prod. tennis player)

(Prod. @Domesticsoul)

// LYRICS \\

[HOOK]
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game

[VERSE]
Flowers in the mountains
And spiders in the night
Crawling on your skin
They want another bite

You call me in the night time
You call me in the day
Laying in my bed cuz
My head don't feel the same

Think I need a break from all the people
Think I need a break from all the drugs
Think I need a break from all the times I'd hurt my neck, tryna stare right into your eyes

[CHORUS ]
Roses on my gravestone
Promise me you'll stay close
Lay me where we used to weep
Sing to me as we fall asleep

I can't seem to make you stay where I want you
I can't seem to make you stay but I want you
oh no
yeah notice this
Notice everytime when the pains begins
Notice everytime when the demons started closing in
Notice when our time was slowly creeping to a bitter end

[HOOK]
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game

Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game
 
[VERSE]
Your counting names, I'm counting dollars
Tryna stay true like my Mother
Times got really hard back in '03
Momma wasn't making as much money
Dada hurt me, and he hurt my mom
Left us to starve til the brink of dawn
Counting Ciggerttes on the table tops
Counting Aluminum cans, yeah you'd drink em' all

Roses On My Gravestone (prod. Domesticsoul)

( prod. @prodbybloom )
9/5/22

// LYRICS \\

[VERSE]
Yeah, your gonna end up dead
Lemme save you from the red
Right passed Hell's Gates in the bitterness
I never ran so fast
Tryna get through fiery grass
But I had never had a chance
I'll rip and tear

Through the bank
Find the way
But I'll never see your face
Devils comming at me with his stupid fucking reign
Yeah, he's so lame, he'll never lemme change and i'm never coming back so

[CHORUS] X2
I'm over the edge
Stop messing with my head
You tell me stupid shit
That I never said

You were cooked up in your room
Keep on skipping out on school
Teachers wondering where you went
But You're probably dead

[BRIDGE]
I don't wanna think about it
Think about how you were meant to be mine
I Wish we could go back to the old times

Wish we could go back to the old times
Where you were healthy
Where you never lied and said that you love me

[VERSE]
Yeah, your gonna end up dead
Lemme save you from the red
Right passed Hell's Gates in the bitterness
I never ran so fast
Tryna get through fiery grass
But I had never had a chance
I'll rip and tear

Through the bank
Find the way
But I'll never see your face
Devils comming at me with his stupid fucking reign
Yeah, he's so lame, he'll never lemme change and i'm never coming back so

[CHORUS] X2
I'm over the edge
Stop messing with my head
You tell me stupid shit
That I never said

You were cooked up in your room
Keep on skipping out on school
Teachers wondering where you went
But You're probably dead

[OUTRO]
Yeah, your probably dead
Laying down in your bed
OD on some pills
Lay your head to rest
As breathe your final breath
Think about what I said
When I was laying on your chest
That you'll end up dead

DNT (prod. Bloom)

( prod. @splashgvng x @Kazba)
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztfIVGw-g0w
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cap.kylesc/

// LYRICS \\

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow, it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
You're running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
Your yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like Hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time

yeah
I'm walking down the streets
Wearing my hoodie
Flash back i'ma freeze

[BRIDGE]
I'm so cold down here
(Pass me a jacket)

I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe, you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
Your running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
You're yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time
yeah
I'm walking down the streets
I'm wearing my hoodie
Flashback i'ma freeze

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn
 
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[OUTRO]
I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

The snow will catch me. (prod. Splashgvng x Kazba)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

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@Cap.Kyle - Dear Grammy (prod. tennis player)

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