Cap.Kyle Bangers

Lyrics:

- handwritten letters -
'Member when we'd run through those fields, and
Had broken hearts but they healed? I,
Thought it would last forever, but,
I guess that we're not together, so,
I'll carry on and pretend that
What we had never ended.
I know that all of it's fake, but,
Thoughts of you, I always hate.

Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

(Yeah,)
(Yeah-ah.)
(Ay, so let's fight this weather)
(Yeah,)
(Ay, eh.)
(Now we're together)

- Lxst Boy -
yeah, tryna fight this weather
but you kept all of my sweatshirts
getting rained on,
clouds getting heavy never better
said to myself that I'd forget her
but I'm handwriting these letters
you will never read
I wish we were still together
you're one I won't forget
counting down until sunset
and I'll never get a rest
you were my only friend
stuck in these flashbacks
just want the past back
I wanna talk
without getting laughed at
don't wanna try
cuz you'll just attack back
I wanna run away
packing my backpack

- handwritten letters -
Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

flashbacks (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. jxsie beats]

i swear that i've written a hundred poems...

a hundred poems (feat. Sxge) [prod. H3 Music]

shoutout dysphoric, go check his stuff out

finally i drop a godlow song(i have like 10 in my drafts) its just a motivation thing

lyrics

mæsk
u see me now
dont feel me tho
coming back but feel im in a funeral
i got my hopes all up
coz now they talking down
its not the same
it never was
its just a different mouth

uh talk to me 
ill awfully pretend 
that i am honest but like honestly i’m lost inside my head
things better unsaid
exchanging words now what i dread
i use them all for beats i hear, no i dont do it for the bread

uh fuck it losing all my soul
losing all my consciousness
its seeping through my dome
things now coming back that never mattered to me before
thought i distanced my self from the past but now look at what we are

my brain is filled with memories and fucking battle scars
not giving shits now what i bleed 
ill fucking rip apart
every single person on earth who caused me hurting, i dont wanna hear ur version
ive been burden from the very fucking start

ooo now
this is what i do now
if you fucking knew me
would u still be around

me say mumbo jumbo 

dysphoric
i’ve felt it all from the very start like my heart been blocked and shattered into shards
everything they said to me it’s ripping me apart
like there’s a target on my back just focus on the mark
no way no sir i cannot keep my word
trying to choose my path my vision has been blurred
not a single word 
that you said 
to my face 
has been heard
try to find solutions they all seem to be absurd

what the difference between win and loss if it’s at a cost
how come when i take all these shots they just seem to get blocked
why am i reaching when there’s no one there to help me up
these visions fucking with me they come and go so abrupt-ly 

there only here to corrupt me
shocking how the realization struck me
i have a feeling that i must leave 
i must leave

ooo now this is what i doo now
if you fucking kneww me 
would you still bee around

if u knew ft. Dysphoric (Eric Godlow )

Highschool Blues (prod. Underwood Beats)

Lyrics:

Wake up
I’m feeling, I’m feeling, I’m feeling that gaze
Living and ripping away
Staring into your mind, I’m feeling the haze
I’m feeling, I’m feeling some flames
Tryna write them onto page
Taking every feeling from my heart
I’m tearing it out and onto a page
I’m feeling, I’m feeling some rage
Kinda mad that I cannot gauge 
Every single emotion that I get with you
Cause I know that the best ones always fade
I know the baggage can fade away
And I know that one day I’ll be truly okay
Just tryna find it in my heart
The flame that makes me fall apart
I’m falling, I’m falling apart
And I’m not sure I can do my part
And I’m doing my part to be all the things
That others want me to be
But I cannot help that I’m not perfect
And that’s just the fact of me
But I’ll hide little things from everyone
Hopefully that’s what’s best for me
I’m breaking down when I see your mind
And I’m, I’m feeling low whenever I take the time
On a very slow ride
While we take a look at lights
Look alive, we’re tryna find a way to make it through the 
Night
And I
Look at your brown eyes
And they are
In the middle of winter
But they remind me of summer
When I was warmer not a bummer
And I’m
Falling
Falling deeper within
I’m falling deeper in your mind
And I’m deeper in sin
I feel like I have been sinning every time I look at you with lust
Cause I know that no matter what I’m building up trust
In myself so I can know that I can hold myself up
I can’t rely on no one else to keep this mental state up
I’ll only ever feel happy for so long at one time
And then the hurt will come back in and it’ll take up all my time
Honestly I’d love to lay my head on you and fall asleep
But the pain will wake me up and I’ll just sit there all weak
Week by week I’m getting weaker and I’m weaker in the knees
Only so much time before they give out and I’ll find issues in me
But I see perfection in you when I stare into your eyes
The brown haze of summer flames, a calming coolness in disguise
Yeah, your brown eyes in winter
But they remind me of summer

Your Brown Eyes in Winter (Prod. jxsie beats)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

cafe w/ jxsie beats

(futoh)
ruler of my palace,
but slave to my malice,
better call me morales,
cause miles reflect my balance,

could’ve broke along the way, 
but you know I’m not that guy,
when I look up to the sky,
I see it becoming basic,
like no longer see the birds flying like they are racing,
only see a couple leaves, giving gloomy sensations,
backtracking my publications,
destruction of my foundations,
and of the next generations,
whos limitations,
have been exceeded to the most extent,
give me a tent,
and a couple matches to burn the scratches
left by the masses,
whos honors been left in patches,
the ashes of all their branches,
have been thrown out to sea, 
poseidon creating gashes,

better turn around and look the other way,
before you’re slain,
better call me akame,
cause i'm bringing hefty pain,
and lots of rain, to entertain,
being the bane of others has left me going insane,
twisted knots inside my brain, and now i'm to blame,
that's funny, cause you were never the type to go complain,
and play with others hearts, oh wait, it's all a game,
hiding behind a mask and hiding all your remains,

and i'm the seeker, and getting eager,
i'm burning weaker, keeping low profile,
like i'm the reaper, and youre a heavy sleeper,
my claws will sink in deeper,
youre so much cheaper this way,
ay, ay,
you're the prey of the day

top of the food chain,
this world is my domain,
bringing rugged terrain,
and sugar canes,
what kinda fool thinks he can survive playing my game?
like the pawns in chess, you're a life i have to take (uhh)



(giovanni)
i got pain deep inside my brain
shit that’s just a headache
popped in the scene, i'm a king
better wake way 
poseidon couldn’t even comprehend 
the way i make waves i got ya girl on me playing with my toy: play date 

yeah i’m off it uh 
do not even step to me 
murder beats so well, this shit is looking like the redder sea 
just let me, subconsciously 
i write better bars than you, in my sleep try to talk shit, 
but i curve it like the letter c 

i’ll make it uh 
i know i’m the greatest uh 
no i am not narcissistic, i just wanna be famous uh 

my time is important uh 
you so sound so contorted uh 
choking over bars you really need to get it sorted uh

if you know i’m next up, better raise glass yeah 
if you know i’m next, for the people in back yeah 
people talkin shit, yeah it’s really so sad 
i’m the greatest out the underground, the rest of y’all is rats

KING w/ Giovanni

This ones called why one of my personal Favorites

Why (prod. Eric Godflow)

a beauty :) 

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your sunshine

Thank you all for listening <3 :)

LYRICS:
I don’t know what i’m going through
And I’m stuck when i think of you
I don’t know what i'm going through, going through 

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you 
 
We’re at a new high just don't look down
You might get scared pick up your crown 
I love you i can't deny
When i'm with you i'm kind of shy  
Can't believe you're kind of mine
With your pretty brown eyes
You got me mesmerised
Everytime i see your eyes

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you 

Eres tan hermosa
You are so beautiful
I'm not even lying
I can't get enough of you 

Eres tan hermosa
You are so beautiful
I'm not even lying
I can't get enough of you 

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you

brown eyes (prod. splashgvng)

This song is written for my deceased great grandmother.
I don't really remember much about her but I still think about her constantly. Wherever you are Grammy, I love you! And your the entire inspiration behind this entire track and album.

Dear Grammy (prod. tennis player)

(Prod. @Domesticsoul)

// LYRICS \\

[HOOK]
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game

[VERSE]
Flowers in the mountains
And spiders in the night
Crawling on your skin
They want another bite

You call me in the night time
You call me in the day
Laying in my bed cuz
My head don't feel the same

Think I need a break from all the people
Think I need a break from all the drugs
Think I need a break from all the times I'd hurt my neck, tryna stare right into your eyes

[CHORUS ]
Roses on my gravestone
Promise me you'll stay close
Lay me where we used to weep
Sing to me as we fall asleep

I can't seem to make you stay where I want you
I can't seem to make you stay but I want you
oh no
yeah notice this
Notice everytime when the pains begins
Notice everytime when the demons started closing in
Notice when our time was slowly creeping to a bitter end

[HOOK]
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game

Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game
 
[VERSE]
Your counting names, I'm counting dollars
Tryna stay true like my Mother
Times got really hard back in '03
Momma wasn't making as much money
Dada hurt me, and he hurt my mom
Left us to starve til the brink of dawn
Counting Ciggerttes on the table tops
Counting Aluminum cans, yeah you'd drink em' all

Roses On My Gravestone (prod. Domesticsoul)

( prod. @prodbybloom )
9/5/22

// LYRICS \\

[VERSE]
Yeah, your gonna end up dead
Lemme save you from the red
Right passed Hell's Gates in the bitterness
I never ran so fast
Tryna get through fiery grass
But I had never had a chance
I'll rip and tear

Through the bank
Find the way
But I'll never see your face
Devils comming at me with his stupid fucking reign
Yeah, he's so lame, he'll never lemme change and i'm never coming back so

[CHORUS] X2
I'm over the edge
Stop messing with my head
You tell me stupid shit
That I never said

You were cooked up in your room
Keep on skipping out on school
Teachers wondering where you went
But You're probably dead

[BRIDGE]
I don't wanna think about it
Think about how you were meant to be mine
I Wish we could go back to the old times

Wish we could go back to the old times
Where you were healthy
Where you never lied and said that you love me

[VERSE]
Yeah, your gonna end up dead
Lemme save you from the red
Right passed Hell's Gates in the bitterness
I never ran so fast
Tryna get through fiery grass
But I had never had a chance
I'll rip and tear

Through the bank
Find the way
But I'll never see your face
Devils comming at me with his stupid fucking reign
Yeah, he's so lame, he'll never lemme change and i'm never coming back so

[CHORUS] X2
I'm over the edge
Stop messing with my head
You tell me stupid shit
That I never said

You were cooked up in your room
Keep on skipping out on school
Teachers wondering where you went
But You're probably dead

[OUTRO]
Yeah, your probably dead
Laying down in your bed
OD on some pills
Lay your head to rest
As breathe your final breath
Think about what I said
When I was laying on your chest
That you'll end up dead

DNT (prod. Bloom)

( prod. @splashgvng x @Kazba)
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztfIVGw-g0w
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cap.kylesc/

// LYRICS \\

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow, it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
You're running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
Your yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like Hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time

yeah
I'm walking down the streets
Wearing my hoodie
Flash back i'ma freeze

[BRIDGE]
I'm so cold down here
(Pass me a jacket)

I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe, you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
Your running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
You're yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time
yeah
I'm walking down the streets
I'm wearing my hoodie
Flashback i'ma freeze

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn
 
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[OUTRO]
I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

The snow will catch me. (prod. Splashgvng x Kazba)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

Track 5 From Feltz's Mixtape "Dreams & Nightmares" released in April 2025

5. Up

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Dear Grammy (prod. tennis player)

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