i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

(prod by Michael Harrison x Gavin Hadley)
11/1/24
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[HOOK]
And, nothing last forever or at least it's what you told me
I don't wanna come back home feeling lonely
I don't wanna come back but I have to
Feel like cartoons
I didn't mean to scream but you know that I meant to
There's nothing like something with you

[CHORUS]
When it's all said and done and you think I'm a monster
Just know that I tried and I couldn't try longer
And there's nothing like serenity
I try to find the end in me
These texts that your sending me
They sound like the enemy

(And they sound like the enemy)

[VERSE]
Don't you think that pain could go faster (make it faster)
I feel this all the time
Buttons like Coraline
I got buttons in my eyes and I see so clearly
But really,
I got stitches in my mouth so you won't hear me

[HOOK]
And, nothing last forever or at least it's what you told me
I don't wanna come back home feeling lonely
I don't wanna come back but I have to
Feel like cartoons
I didn't mean to scream but you know that I meant to
There's nothing like something with you

[CHORUS]
When it's all said and done and you think I'm a monster
Just know that I tried and I couldn't try longer
And there's nothing like serenity
I try to find the end in me
These texts that your sending me
They sound like the enemy

(And they sound like the enemy)

I miss the old Kanye. (prod. Michael Harrison x Gavin Hadley)

Prod. Michael Harrison

(2x)
When I say I’m yours I promise it’s true 
And your mine have I been fooled 
This doesn’t feel real tell me what to do 
My world has changed it’s turned to you 



(2x)
When I say I’m yours I promise it’s true 
And your mine have I been fooled 
This doesn’t feel real tell me what to do 
My world has changed it’s turned to you

i'm yours (feat. ika)

lyrics

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

i sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

i see you in my doorframe
at night when i cant move
i take your words as truth but
you never tell the truth

i think it’s better if i
jus listen to you
i split my head to get you
out of my thoughts for good

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

trial by_fire (p. sorrowbringer)

mixed and mastered by me
beats made by:
acey
ryan kelly

lyrics

i could fuck up our whole entire night
and tomorrow ill turn back to ice
just hope by then that youre doing fine
and my visions back from blurry
but theres nothing else to do alone in jersey

wait i cant do this all by myself
in pain i think to much damage was dealt
but i think your fire's making the ice start to melt
and i think your head on top my chest is good for my health
and i think that once i save a life ill love myself
pay no attention to the drugs inside my shelf
im preoccupied with the drugs inside myself
im googling interactions fucking with my health

its all a little late
and im not sure how much time has passed
im sorry to cancel our dinner date
but girl this high's been kicking my ass
trees shaking
and i cant find my car keys
and i dont even want to go outside to smoke this cigarette
and i kiss your chest
with smoky breath
and i dont have much left
but ill give you my eyes
maybe then youll see what i see
and i would die
for somebody to be able to help me

wait i cant do this all by myself
in pain i think to much damage was dealt
but i think your fire's making the ice start to melt
and i think your head on top my chest is good for my health
and i think that once i save a life ill love myself
pay no attention to the drugs inside my shelf
im preoccupied with the drugs inside myself
im googling interactions fucking with my health

alone in jersey (p. ryan kelly)

Thought I had a better sense of this 
Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss 
At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist 
What direction can we figure from the list 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly 

i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go
she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone
so imma be up all night
just perfecting these songs
i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk
i swear its not even fun
love, baby tell me that i am the one
and what’s said is done
swear this denim packed with toxic
i can’t feel my lungs
you should check your phone i think too much
and i miss your touch
please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch
imma be driving all night

imma drive up that road that we both know too well 
By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell 
I’m keeping two plates on me 
I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby 
I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning 
let’s keep on sorting 
this mess could you adorn me 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly

lamp light ft. notahero (cl6udy)

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

i knew u was a bitch cuz all u really seem to do is talk 
time is money is gotta watch the clock 
yellow rarri in the parking lot 
Mp5 I got a shot
I will never let u walk 

I been thru some shit up in my life 
I won’t give no story time 
and I won’t tell a fucking lie 


and ur chopping me up with that knife,
put me in an body bag, 
And dump me out the sea tonight 

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

why the fuck they come into my life and then they switch up, 
I swear I’m better off alone I’m not a bitch stop 
I use to want a bitch that go and drive me  crazy 
I said I’m better off alone and now they hate me

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

s2g w/ brecken [eyesofdirty]

prod Michael Harrison :)

i promise, i had on the tip of my tongue
these things never really work, thats just my luck
why are all my friendships just falling apart 
cant ignore i know the reason, its just not what i want

im so frustrated 
lost all my patience 
we dont talk alot im sorry 
know that i dont say this enough
just know ur in my thoughts
promise to keep in touch
maybe i
maybe i think too much

in touch

uh hello again

Lyrics

We should talk when it’s over
I just can’t in this headspace
I cover up mistakes
To keep out of harm's way
I can’t with the judgement
Is there ever a good day?

How is everything okay?
Cause I’m fucking broken
My anxiety’s got me
It’s hands on my neck
It’s forcing words that I’m choking
But I guess I should say it
And I guess you should know it
Oh well
What's it like dragging me to hell?
I hope someday I’ll break my spell

Nothing hurts me anymore
I barely recognize me
The eyes that reflect
I don’t ever feel remind me of me

Hope my soul is with the trees
And has finally found peace
Pack a bowl full of leaves
Just to rip it til I green

Fuck the party, make a scene
Never sober, never clean
Honestly don’t even care
To get on track cause nothing seems

Any more than make believe
Anymore than just a dream
Soon I’ll wake up
And I’ll take up
My own burden in my wings

uncanny valley (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

I make music sometimes


<333 @333collective 😈

I miss the old Kanye. (prod. Michael Harrison x Gavin Hadley)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)