I love your backing scream it got a very old school feel to it, reminds me of a lot of shit I used to listen to back in the day

rouri404 x shiki xo -feed me to the dogs (yungspoilerxmichaelwarren)

treacherous *mo beats*

I turned 19 today :,) here's a new track 💕
hope ya'll enjoy it <333

can't go back 2 sad :/ (prod. dercept x perish)

hope u like it

piano cover:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27U0oAREUA4

navy blue - tssf cover

Produced by @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I see it way too often
The crash and burn
As they fall face first into soil and dirt
Clearly you’re a phony only concerned with the short term
But for me

Failure is not an option
This is everything I’ve ever wanted
I’ve got no backup plan to lean on
‘Cause I never went to college
People ask me
If I regret it in hindsight
But why should I
I know that when I die
Still won’t be satisfied
At least I can say I tried

I got a vision in my mind
So I just let it out
Half the time people don’t know what I’m talking about
Since my dad died I’ve been the man of the house
My family’s praying on me
I cannot let them down

(Horosha)
I think I found purpose
In these songs I shout
Used to feel worthless but that’s over now 
I won’t go back
Won’t settle down
It’s out there waiting for me
Just gotta reach out and grab it now

Listen on Spotify!

College Town (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

the instrumental for this track was done by Brandon Hammond please give him a follow :) <3
YouTube channel Link: https://www.youtube.com/@TheDjentistXIII/featured
Instagram Link:
https://www.instagram.com/thedjentist/

cover art done by my lovely gf :)

LYRICS

a runaway lost in a memory
with no escape trapped inside a maze
nothing short of a reflection of what is me

so the glass it shatters all around me 
i cant find a way out
surrounded by the shards disguised as winter 
breathe in the dust as it overtakes me 
i haven’t a single doubt 
this path i’ve followed has led to my end

now i’ll see my fate unravel before my eyes
i threw away my disguise 
not knowing the lies would swallow me up
god knows that i should’ve gave up 
long before i had the chance to feel again

a memory stuck in the back of my head soon to be dead

I WILL FORGET YOU
FORGET YOU
BLEGH

now i’ll see my fate unravel before my eyes
i threw away my disguise 
not knowing the lies swallow me up
god knows i should’ve gave up
long before i had the chance to feel again

My Disguise

@fleshgolem

(flesh)
i've been sitting with my thoughts
without your company i'm lost
i wish i didn't overthink every part 
of the words that you said in a dream

(TNS)
Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

(flesh)
i hope that i dont mess this up
got so much love to give to ya
sometimes i think i'm not enough
intrusive thoughts can't break me
and so i try to loosen up 
so i don't lose my grip on us
i'm sorry that i've been impatient lately

(TNS)
Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you

Sitting As The Cars Go By w/ flesh golem [+ jasco]

prod. sorrowbringer
safeatlast > @safeatlast

grace

Stay a while, stay a while
Listen to what I've compiled
Maybe I could make you smile
I could make this worth your while

i been
back on my shit
my futures undecided
i dont wanna own up but my thoughts are drowned by sirens

takin over every damn decsion i confide in
takin over every single home that i reside in

theyre multiplyin 
i dont wanna fight it
division is unnecesary
they say im a flight risk

changin all my habits just in hopes that you will like this 
song that imma make for you but im too indecisive

truthfully
i like what u do 2 me
my life is like a movie scene

i just wanna make it big in the scene
i just wanna make it big and be seen

is that 2 much 2 ask for
i been sober whym i pullin out the flask for
i dont wanna see you can you walk out the back door

bre

im different
"you changed" 
yes, i did
im questioning my
choices
yeah..
my voices
aye
my point is,
everybodys jointless
c'mon, dissapoint us
maybe even rejoin us
the trees look better than they use to
youre shining brighter than i knew you

jointless w/ safeatlast

prod R3DQX

paperthinwalls:

somebody give me a sign
sick of wasting my time
feel like i’m rotting my mind
you take it all away from me

from me to you
deceive that’s what you do
believe, that i knew
those teeth you lie through

you can have this heart cause it’s broken
i wanna leave words unspoken
but the clock keeps on ticking 
already 12:25 in the evening 
and i know that you just wanna leave me
leave me, leave me alone 

epitome:

leave me alone 
i’m not gonna pick up the phone
there’s no one even home
my minds been gone since so long ago

i’ve lost control
i’m trapped inside a hole
that i dug for myself now i already know
that my fate is sealed in the void
and that’s something i can’t avoid
there’s no use to reaching out
for anyone’s help
just know that this was never my choice

brain dead at 12 in the morning
i’ll fake death just so everyone forgets me
(but i’m) still here growing mold like the flooring
my forgetten story

and there’s no sense to re-write this
my ignorance was the catalyst 
the reason, i was lost in the abyss
hoping i would never be missed
blood runs from my face to my chin
dripping down, the sirens’ sound
this is the end..

i’ll still let go so, darker and colder
i will not know, what crying on a shoulder 
feels like…

i have no mouth, but i must scream w/ paperthinwalls (R3DQX)

Kick down the doors, let's shake this gr

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

College Town (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

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