prod hiraeth

i run away from everyone that i know 
its like a nightmare i be stuck in my home
i got no where to go im lossing my soul
so baby i be running until i cant go

i run away from everyone that i know 
its like a nightmare i be stuck in my home
i got no where to go im lossing soul
so baby i be running until i cant go

give me reason thinking that i need yo but im dreaming
but baby i know you leaving
cause i been her with this treament
and i know just how it feels to be alone and by the waste side
always wanna be her but i never wanna waste time

down rough down bad but you know that
dont care dont ask just to show that

a million different reasons and i never wanna face mine
i wish i coulda told u all i wanna do is facetime

tell me if you love me cause im borderline insane now
im pulling out my hair i swear i never wanna break now 
tell me if u want me but i know u havent changed now
i really want my life to be the way its always stayed now

i could never mean it why u keeping secrets
tell me that you love me then y d fuck u meet him 
while u think im dreaming he fuck u till ur screaming
tell me that you love me to my face while i was sleeping

i run away from everyone that i know 
its like a nightmare i be stuck in my home
i got no where to go im lossing soul
so baby i be running until i cant go

i run away from everyone that i know 
its like a nightmare i be stuck in my home
i got no where to go im lossing soul
so baby i be running until i cant go

down bad

noizeyy has been a fun journey, but this is a new beginning i've been needing
thank you https://soundcloud.com/tearsonmygucci for the amazing feature <3

LYRICS

dxnny ¬

Can we slow it down cos baby i been exhausted
my intentions are good im just being honest
wasnt up for loving again until our eyes met
so give me time to adjust to this and process
dont want my fragile heart-becomin a target
but the last thing i want is to disregard this
spent the last few months, guarding my conscience 
but ima try give you all of me regardless

Regardless, regardlesss

ill let myself love you and hope it doesn’t turn toxic
see your actions turn bittersweet and turn caustic
tugging on my heartstrings- human fucking guitar pick
Finally put my soul in its place but then i lost it
dont wanna rush into your life without precautions 
without precautions without precautions
Ion wanna rush into your life without precautions

tearsonmygucci ¬

thought i took precautions
everything is rushing and it's got me feeling nauseous
i still got a hole where my heart should be
coz inside of her resides a piece of me

oh i can't forget
i feel her skin when I'm touching you i guess
I'm just hopeless
i can feel it
building up inside of me 
but i still hear it in my dreams
all the things you said to me

dxnny ¬

YOU TOLD ME YOU’D PROTECT MY HEART
THATS ALL I WANTED 
BUT YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME 
THAT TIME BACK IN AUGUST
I DONT WANNA FEEL YOUR LOVE IF ITS GONNA HARM ME 
ILL GO TO BACK TO TAKING THE SUBSTANCES THAT CALM ME
AND I WONT DIE, LEAVE MY BODY BEHIND 
LEAVE ME TO ROT INSECTS EAT MY INSIDES
I DREAD TO THINK BOUT THE SCENE YOU WILL FIND
WHEN YOU COME HOME
oh ohh oh

precautions ft tearsonmygucci (cian x lavendertxwn)

Music video @ https://youtu.be/FlLICFovaIY

Produced by @freveltrothy
Additional guitars by @jolst
Mixing & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I’m a no name
No way she ever gon’ notice
Lonely
Homely
Absolutely hopeless
Still I try for you anyway
‘Cause you miss all the shots you don’t take
If I told you how I feel
You’d just throw it back in my face
You’d say
I never meant to make you feel this way

‘Cause I don’t feel the same
Not even if I wanted
To reciprocate
Love’s not something you can fake

Like a smile in a photo
Your heart’s gotta be all in it
Or else years from now
We’ll regret our decision

I’ve got love for you
But it’s unrequited
To scared to make a move
So I try to hide it
No matter what I do

Listen on Spotify!

I Never Meant to Make You Feel This Way (Prod. frevel & Jolst)

Produced by @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I see it way too often
The crash and burn
As they fall face first into soil and dirt
Clearly you’re a phony only concerned with the short term
But for me

Failure is not an option
This is everything I’ve ever wanted
I’ve got no backup plan to lean on
‘Cause I never went to college
People ask me
If I regret it in hindsight
But why should I
I know that when I die
Still won’t be satisfied
At least I can say I tried

I got a vision in my mind
So I just let it out
Half the time people don’t know what I’m talking about
Since my dad died I’ve been the man of the house
My family’s praying on me
I cannot let them down

(Horosha)
I think I found purpose
In these songs I shout
Used to feel worthless but that’s over now 
I won’t go back
Won’t settle down
It’s out there waiting for me
Just gotta reach out and grab it now

College Town (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

prod. @irby314
making it by
love u all always n forever
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
have a hard time picturing
making it another year
its the fault of few
but nothing’s truer 
than the lack of people here

and i’m fucking miserable
in the moments i hold dear
but i set example
i dismantle
from a brutal fucking year

if i could fly
i’d torch the sky
you’d see it over head
tonight
if i could right my
wrongs, i’d try
im losing sleep
over you tonight 

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

i lose it when you’re gone

i’ve seen my friends go through it
the shit they don’t deserve
the ones i love are hurt more
than they possibly deserve
i look across the sky sometimes
and see a star so fucking bright
i wonder if from miles away
you’d share that single light

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

have a hard time picturing making it another year its the fault of few but nothing’s truer  than the lack of people here  and i’m fucking miserable in the moments i hold dear but i set example i dismantle from a brutal fucking year  if i could fly i’d tor

spotify n apple

fourty more [irby]

i guess its okay... [+heydium]

introduction
prod/ft my good friend @greenwood2000
<3

lyrics:
something was stolen
something i borrowed
must’ve been open
must’ve been hollow
& open progression
is nothing but awful
i trample my thoughts
till they’re tougher to swallow

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

greenwood:
I put some distance out into the worlds
And I never trip about the way that it hurts
And I think they buried me deep in the dirt
But trust me, and trust me it still could get worse

Seventeen years in a hospital bed 
And they treat me different I know what it is
And it'd take a year to explain what it did
When I got a phantom inside of my limbs

Closed down, held over
And I found the worst way to tell you
And I couldn't leave but I'd let you
And tell me you think I'll be dead soon

Held down, I'm closer
And I found the best way to end it
And I didn't sleep just pretended
And fucked up my life like your friends said

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
(cant take back what i said, 
im the one you can blame)
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
(not the man in your heart,
he had went with the pain)
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
(its a pattern i keep,
wish i’d throw it away)
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
(i know its too late)
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

learning to lose

learning to lose w/ greenwood

spotify & apple music!

Lyrics:

lights out
i guess im tired
and i been fightin sumthin
im goin silence huntin
i just want a moment, give me a second to hone it
every day that i wake, i gotta sharpen the blade

oh you're takin it back like it was a typo uh
i guess i was never your type then huh
cause you only like em when they love you and then leave but i wasn't that cause i never did mistreat you
you put up your guard, defend
how do we start again
when every conversation we're havin ends in disgust
cause i got insecurities and i know you don't trust
but honestly baby i don't want it to be the end of us

every time that we start to get close you pull away
and i know that i still gotta say it right to your face
but i make time to make sure that i'm around
but you never called, even when i'm not im town
oh i'll stay here even tho i know that it's fake
and i guess that we tried but it's just not aligned to fate
honesty and regret abstained, i think i almost loved you

every body got an opinion, i will just shut down
cause maybe i don't wanna hear you out the picture run mouth
and baby if i'm honest, i think that you should run now
cause ain't it bout that time for us to get close and then bounce out
eyes bled red but i want hazel instead
i'm sorry that i wasn't there when you wished you were dead
axe grind, cut the line, let my neck snap
make sure that it's taut baby won't work if it's slack

overdose license, pure death i siphoned
bro said stick to the tests, don't give a fuck i did the rest
swallowed all dat shit to give my respitory a rest
i was doin shit that'd give a baby hair on chest
and no im not proud, but i escaped from that cloud
shut the fuck up, boy them voices aren't loud
all those numbers on the internet, but you can't pull a crowd
and if we post up on this side then you are not allowed

oh shit i gotta, lie down
im dyin here won't you pipe down
you always said that what goes around comes back
but orbital, that's not how i'd describe my path
cause i just looked ahead and i see distance in my past
and things ain't goin slow your just too used to movin fast
i still got a couple questions i'm afraid to ask
understand i would but right now ima let it pass

a_pattern_of_disaffection_ (secre x splashgvng)

worry 'bout urself w/Bmurph [+gaxillic]

prod. @byedias

i don't feel like me today
not much is feeling okay 
these pills hurt my brain 

leave my body under rain
u can ruin my name
just please end this pain(2x)

stab me again i don't care 
in my back or my face is the same yuh
the amount of scars's insane
try to count the times ive been betreayed yeah
yeah, life's never fair
but all i can do is get faded
different strains of dona juana 
got my eyes spinnin like a fucking beyblade

i'm really about to get hollow 
got my heart filled with sorrow 
i got no hope for tomorrow 

i guess i go where the river goes
in the river with the the reefer smoke
ill hit the hay until i go ghost    

i don't feel like me today
not much is feeling okay 
these pills hurt my brain 

leave my body under rain
u can ruin my name
just please end this pain(3x)

plug_luv pt.2 (dias x savior nate litothedon)

Moonwalking in ATL (prod. fyodaydoe)

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

I Never Meant to Make You Feel This Way (Prod. frevel & Jolst)

Carlby

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