WAS IT ALLOWED FOR YALL TO KILL IT LIKE THAT?

i'm in pieces
pick me up from the ground
put me together and break me again
And i guess
this is a looping cycle
that has no end
She brakes me
and she folds me
and forgets bout my existence
then says she's sorry
and asks me for forgiveness
i cry , i cry
and I try to deny
but I can't win the fight
between her head and mine

In the middle of the night
I'm guided by the streetlights
and they make me realize
that those eyes were never real eyes
what was truth turned to lies
what was truth turned to lies
what was truth turned to lies ~

In the middle of the night
I'm guided by the streetlights
and they make me realize
that those eyes were never real eyes
what was truth turned into lies
what was truth turned into lies
what was truth turned into lies
what was truth turned into lies

streetlights (splashgvng)

@broken_flow 
Mixed by:@chain_trash

casperrr:
hm , my body is shaking
my mind is going black
my head is aching
i got stabbed in the back
but I still love you 
I still want to believe in you
all of the memories we made
will forever stay inside

Broken Flow :
And you don't even know how it feels
when you wanna die 
I've been wide awake the whole night
need you by my side

I won't wake up tomorrow 
i've been drowning in my sorrow(2x)

Broken Flow and casperrr:
Your face , your face i can still see your face
Your voide , your voice i can still hear your voice
Your waist , your waist i can still feel your waist
Your choice , your choice i know it was your choice
Your face , your face i can still see your face
Your voide , your voice i can still hear your voice
Your waist , your waist i can still feel your waist
Your choice , your choice i know it was your choice

Broken Flow x  casperrr  - Memories (CapsCtrl)

By @carlby
Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I dont fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Carlby - Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

no one to hold me w/cypression (pekarot)

Miami’s washed me up 
I had lived there 27 years 
I thought I built this up 
but I always lived my life with fear 
I’m always so worked up 
I have a feeling that the end is near 
I’m not okay, my dear 
put the car In gear and 

Drive 
so that I can feel alive 
I’m bleeding through my paper skin 
I’m shattered and I’m wearing thin 

we hit each other up from time to time 
tell each other I love you, yeah, it’s fine 
you’re with him now
so fuck me up, give me drugs and give me medicine to sleep tonight 

this pressure’s building up all of this tension 
got my heart bleeding, needing intervention 
in my mentions only looking for attention 
break my chains, set me free, let me ride and put my car in gear and 

We hit each other up from time to time 
fuck I think I need to go for another drive 
I was hoping that this was the last time 
but you’re still keeping me in mind 

Ocala called again
so I moved up thinking that I would change
I left you far behind always regret that now I drown in shame 
you gave up on me 
I’m begging on on my knees 
please i just need some peace
I’m trying to believe 
that you would come back to me 
baby just tell me that you’ll never leave 
take a couple pills to relax just so I can breathe 
I’m never finding answers in these drugs so I write these songs that I sing 

you left me now 
god I feel so left out 
I just hope you stick around 
so that I can go and find out 
If he gives you everything 
I couldn’t imma stress out
cause I failed at loving you 

and now I’m just a burnout 

yeah I’m just a burnout 
a motherfuckin let down 
I’m trynna shut down 
baby shut my lights out 
Bring the knife out 
yea I’m gone now 
when I think of suicide I always put the car in gear and

Drive (Prod. Jolst X Irby)

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

(so i'm gonna have u breathe in, and out
breathe in, breathe out
breathe in, and out)

take a walk outside
feel the breeze on ur face
watch the birds in the sky
and change ur pace
how can i feel safe
when i am myself 
how can i feel safe
when i hurt myself

everything u try to do is useless
no1 can help me to go thru this 
u said that loving me was foolish 
well to be honest in the matter im cluless 
cause i can't really love myself 
so i can't really tell you that well 
if i really agree with all of that 
i think i've been burning my brain cells 
cause i can't seem to process 
the reason why all of the good things end fast
what i thought was forever disappeared in a snap

(u are safe)

(u are safe)

take a walk outside
feel the breeze on ur face
watch the birds in the sky
and change ur pace
how can i feel safe
when i am myself 
how can i feel safe
when i hurt myself(u are safe)

safe (NADIAK)

@yoimn3ver
@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@emptychest
@kuriositylol

(teddyboi)

demons after me I'm in a crisis all white gucci suit, yeah

I've been feeling righteous can't breathe, feel like I got bronchitis

I ruin everything that i touch like my name is Midas

yeah spread, spread like a virus, yeah demons chasing after me it's a crisis,

yeah, all white gucci suit,

I feel righteous tired of fist fightin demons, think I'm bout to shoot them

wanna know the truth?

baby I'm a little ruthless ill stab you in the back make you feel like Julius

(TNS)

Holding onto everything

Words in my head

Can’t catch a break

Slow it down and speed it up

Places to go don’t give a damn

Worry about myself and don’t give in

bullet in my brain just to feel the pain

Worry about the things I can’t control

I’m gonna fill my body with bullet holes tonight

(casperrr)

3am throwing up all the shit I ate

now I'm on the bathroom and my body ache

I think I smoked more than I could take

I don't fuck with anyone, everybody's fake

trade me, replace me I know u fucking hate me

the way u try to make me feel the way u try to break me

go away and leave u make me feel sick with all the shit u say with all the things u do

(emptychest)

im fine till i cope

try to breath air but i choke

pretty purple lights glow inside my room tonight im always hot like cryoscope

wrote a note in envelope sent it out to the seas

on a boat and hope it makes it there yet

i live there nothing could ever be fine but i wont ever care im wishing for the best

and im staring life right in the eyes saying, "test me." saying "test me."

(kuriosity)

should’ve known that she was a hoe

said i blow me a k

gotta get me some more gotta louie bet on the floor said i walk in the room

and her belt on the floor im too busy stackin my dough

i cant worry bout u i cant stress onna hoe

i feel like ive been here before feel like i’ve been here before

and ive been searchin through my own past tryna figure out who the fuck i am

and i’ve been getting in my own bag

i cant focus on u gotta focus on bands

good deeds cant cover up my bads

i did what i did i am who i am

the shit u said hurt so bad but u wouldn’t get it u wont understand

Crisis w/ casperrr, teddyboi, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

misplaced (prod. nevrfall)

new mega emo slapper with @svnam
produced by @hellahaunted
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(decks)
i’d drop everything
if it meant
all of this
would come to an end
cuz this past year’s been living hell
and i’m spending it in a cell

and frequently i find
that maybe it’s not right
to sleep when the sun’s up
and sing in the moonlight
but i can’t go back now
gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town

i gotta get out of here
so many things that i’ve come to fear
idk where i can go from here
cuz everybody wants to hold me near
i never wanted attention
needed an outlet, now i’m representin’
all of my problems are used as a weapon
and i’m just the target, 
there ain’t no defendin’ for me :(

(svnam)
there’s a cold wind blowing through my hair
and i’m losing my grip on what i thought was my confide

i can’t seem to breathe the same as i did in the face of relief
‘cause there’s an anchor on my back
and it’s weighing me back to the sea

(decks)
i’d drop everything
if it meant
all of this
would come to an end
cuz this past year’s been living hell
and i’m spending it in a cell

and frequently i find
that maybe it’s not right
to sleep when the sun’s up
and sing in the moonlight
but i can’t go back now
gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town

Broken Flow x casperrr - Memories (CapsCtrl)

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