original sample by chloe george - ig: @chloegeorgeya

@rxseboy - nothing hurts anymore (prod. con)

Lyrics

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Forget the times when you gave me a meaning
Fell for your laugh fuck I fell for your breathing
Then you switched up like leaves in the seasons
Running away and I rot into pieces
Fuck with my mental not feeling enough
Feeling the pain and I’m taking a puff
Playing the victim like what have I done
I see through the lies I see through the bluffs

I’m hating my person
Thinking bout life and I guess I deserved it
Could have been better I was just a burden
Wouldn’t care right now even if the world end
World end 
World end
thinking right now and I’m wishing the world end
And if it did I would save you a spot yeah you hurt me a lot but your my favorite person

You were there for me so why did you lie
I fucking loved you and I felt alive
My only friend and you stuck at my side
But I guess that’s convenient cause you stuck a knife
And I fell for you once nah I fell for you twice
But I fell to the bottom it’s dark there’s no light
And I know I sound petty I don’t wanna die
But just thinking of you I don’t wanna live life

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Cognitive Distortion (prod. tennis player)

Im Losing It w/Matego (prod. moon)

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

i wish i could die (w/ Cavasoul)

Lyrics…

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Sorry cause I know that I wasn’t the best 
I’m sick of this can’t get rid of what I feel in my chest
Doesn’t matter if I’m by myself or I’m talking with friends 
I know I wont get that text or maybe see you again

I know it’s tough and you had to leave
But just thinking about us it gets hard to breathe
So I’m going 30 over when I finally think
it’ll never go back to what it used to be

Hitting turbulence 
Beautiful ignorance
Is what I felt when I thought this was permanent 
Attachments a burden
I can’t find the words for it
Thanks for your time cause I swear that I learned from it
That’s what I think
At the very least
I’ll always be here if I’m someone you need 
I promise

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

I Don't Want Something Else (prod. autrioly)

I find myself talking to the ceiling more than anyone else. 

Listen Everywhere

Ceiling Talk

art
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sadboyprolific
https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

Raincoat feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Mislead ft. Powfu

out now on all platforms. 
art by: https://www.instagram.com/organict3a/

i wrote this at 2am while u slept beside me (prod. tundra beats)

be back soon<3

you all are beautiful.  you all are amazing. i love u.

trying to figure out why im like this (prod. eric godlow)

my main ig has been hacked. new ig @imstillawakeidiot

trying to figure out why im like this (prod. eric godlow)

cavasoul