prod. mackk
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
save my soul for another day
know she would stay if it would take away the pain
and maybe once i cried
and everyone will die
and everyone i knew would leave again

with every moment lost
for another,
for another night
with everyone i cant let u go

and she'd stay for another night
when she'd leave, it isn't right
how id be here left alone
can i clear my head
can i clear my head

another (mackk)

fading out the memories
im writing my own melodies
i cut down too deep and now im draining out my energy 

a piece of me is broken
you cant fix it 
leave it open

i’m a wound
i’m fucking hopeless
i’m so rude but they don’t notice

i just wanna die at the right time
need to come up with a good lie

doing anything to ruin my life
maybe i should just do it tonight

maybe i can’t finish the fight
scratch and bite cus i dont mind
recklessly control my life

i just wanna feel
something not painful 
but it all feels the same
carve it out until it feels numb
am i insane

can't fix it (hero)

Self prod :) 

Lyrics

If you leave me on my own I guess im bound to die
you wont see me in the winter i will stay inside

HIDE
HIDE

Don't wait there paralyzed
Hit that fucker in the face cuz he deserves to die

Don't leave me out for nothing

You really think im fine

I know its all assumptions

But I never knew I could try

How?

I love the way that
you blew the roof
straight off my house

I take the pain and I
rip the tooth
straight out my mouth

Its all for you my love
runs through
like a mile out
It cant be true il die for you
inside my house

MOUTH

I wish we were friends when we were kids
I've gotten so much older now... I'll deal with it
Like when I didn't recognize my mother wearing a wig
And I made her cry, gave her something else to fix
I'm so selfish but maybe that's just growing up
Fill my body up with innocence until I throw it up
And my chest hurts from never being what you want
And I can never sleep right, I'm shaking until dawn

But when I'm gone, don't go and find no one better
I know I'm selfish but I promise I'm trying
When I'm gone, if my ghost wants to hold you, let her
I'm so selfish when I call you crying

I miss stealing wine and crushing pills in our drinks
Now my apartment's mostly mirrors, I just stare at the sink
And I feel so alone out here
It never rains, I can't see stars, I end up drowning in fear
Pace around inside a box until I'm buried in one
You were my daylight, now I'm afraid of the sun
I'm hanging up above the freeway, I can't block out the noise
You're telling me to calm down like I ever had a choice. I'm sorry

When I'm gone, don't go and find no one better
I know I'm selfish but I promise I'm trying
When I'm gone, if my ghost wants to hold you, let her
I'm so selfish when I call you crying

vermont ave

just for you (prod. autrioly)

you said that i changed you way more than youd like
and i wouldnt be here if you werent alive
the more that i care for you its hard to get by
you ruined my life
you ruined my time here i!

i try
to understand the times
and every single reason to the things you do and why
it makes me cry
out loud everytime

it hurts me to lie
i want you inside

you said that i changed you way more than youd like
and i wouldnt be here if you werent alive
the more that i care for you its hard to get by
you ruined my life
you ruined my time here why!?

so i lay, here
cold as i ice
you know i want
you 
to figure out why
you seem to hate
me
i try so hard all the time
to make it up to you its not a lie

you said that i changed you way more than youd like
and i wouldnt be here if you werent alive
the more that i care for you its hard to get by
you ruined my life
you ruined my time here i!

ill stop you right there in your tracks as youre saying goodbye
i dont wanna talk to you you said to me twice
i need an apology for me to get by
or ill end us now in a way that youd like

dont you play with me, but you played with my heart
i guess in time thats what tears us apart
too many times that you lied to my face
im sick of it all
its the end of us all

so i grab your hand and we
walk to the water
oh now
i pushed you in
and i jumped right in
you cant swim 
and neither can i

I wouldn't be here if you weren't alive (prod. LMG)

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name 
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Keep in Touch

Prod by me

lyrics:

I don't even know what time it is anymore
I feel so alone, I need you here
I wish you wanted to call me

you in my bed,
stay tonight
take off your shirt
I wish you didn't have to leave


I want to live, so I made this beat
singing about something that I don't even know if I feel

Sometimes at night I wonder if I'm really real
If there's something real I feel, it's that I'm not here

[chorus]

I feel like my face is falling the pieces

So I need to look in the mirror to make sure I'm still in one piece
and it doesn't hurt

I will make you remember me

I'm lost, I'm going to count to 10 at least
So don't worry, not even your presence could keep the peace


not all the money could be enough
nothing is the same, so let it hurt
I want to say that nothing could do me good
nothing in this world could
nothing in this world could

I don't even know what time it is anymore
I feel so alone, I need you here
I wish you wanted to call me

you in my bed,
stay tonight
take off your shirt
I wish you didn't have to leave


I want to live, so I made this beat
singing about something that I don't even know if I feel

Sometimes at night I wonder if I'm really real
If there's something real I feel, it's that I'm not here



(I feel like my face is falling the pieces)

my face is falling the pieces

mix/master @itsthipe
prod neverforever

ill stare right at the sun
i dont care if i go blind
ive been on the run
searching for a new life

the flowers are falling
cut from the stem 
with the knife that you flaunted
the steel to my head
your words cut so easy
white lines to the bone 
you love when im bleeding
like my bloods not youre own
how can you not see it
your words cut so easy

cut from the stem

bite the bullet w/ lukas waste (prod. cxrter)

Artcool - City Lights

IV ♱ 21
i've given everything

how could i have known it was limited time

another (mackk)

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