artists:
https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/kennyorlando
https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

producers:
https://soundcloud.com/sobernap

pain

seejayxo x kenny orlando - pain [feat. sendflowrs] (sobernap)

LYRICS: 

Touch me, baby
Wanna feel you hurt me, love
Tell me that I'm not enough and I never was
Touch me, baby
Feel you hurt me, love
Make me feel like I'm enough

You give me vertigo, I swear you got me falling to pieces
I've been tryna hold it together, please just give me a reason
I don't know how the fuck to trust, cuz they just change like the seasons
I've been ripping out all the stitches. Call the doctor, I'm bleeding
And I've been drinking every night, I'm tryna keep it together
And I've been tryna go outside, I swear I wanna be better for you
And I know it'll all go wrong
But until then, just sing along

And touch me, baby
I don't wanna feel it anymore
I'm crazy
I feel like I was better off before
I'm jaded, get me wasted
Rest in peace inside this basement
And touch me, baby
I don't wanna feel it anymore
I'm crazy
I feel like I was better off before
I'm jaded, get me wasted
I don't wanna feel this anymore

I wish that we were closer
But it don't mean nothing at all
I'll get rich and you'll get sober
But it won't mean nothing at all
I've been alone for some time
And I've been having withdrawals
I'll say I love you 'til my voice gives out
It won't mean nothing

And touch me, baby
I don't wanna feel it anymore
I'm crazy
I feel like I was better off before
I'm jaded, get me wasted
Rest in peace inside this basement
And touch me, baby
I don't wanna feel it anymore
I'm crazy
I feel like I was better off before
I'm jaded, get me wasted
I don't wanna feel this anymore

prod. branwen

touch me 222

track 2 off my upcoming LP, BYSTANDER
self produced
art by @ejcarrmusic
mastered by david kowalski
thank you <3

lyrics:
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to

i sent a search team out to find u
they said u were dead
i crawled for miles cuz i couldn’t
believe what they said
as i was digging, i woke up
in a visceral sweat
i read your text again but
i won’t be answering it

say what you need i might
pay for the dream i write
(everything, anything)
no one could see quite right
i paralyzed my life
(find you in everything)
i found more ways to hurt myself
my own words acting as a hell
you say it doesn’t have a meaning
i don’t think you know me that well

i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to

ACHE

Lyrics

I'm not an evil person but I've got some evil curses
Why God do I feel worthless? Honestly, I might deserve this
'Cause sometimes I don't play the victim
Broken pages in a book, I ripped them
Arrows shooting at your back, I sent them
All the hurtful things I said, I meant them
Sometimes I wanna go away, sometimes I like the noise
Sometimes I feel the hate, sometimes I feel the joy
Why can't I hold myself down? I guess if I could, I'd be dead by now
I would allow myself to drown

sometimes. (2019)

snakes in the yard (eric godlow) (snippet) 9/22/23

wake up ur neighbors

prod @cabberbeats

cover art by @noskeleton

get it at any cost
my bitch cant do no wrong
im fucking up my lungs
these pockets weigh a ton

my bitch a PSA gem mint
these teeth cost more than ur rent
gen 5 hide behind that tint

i aint tryna make a scene
i got just what i need
death right in front of me
i just wanna rest in peace

2 steps from the edge n im 1 from the coffin
i cant sleep every night, turning, tossing
angel on my neck to remind me that they're watching
reaper stalking, i go thru this often

proceed w caution, im blowing red lights
catch me if u can, there wont be a next time

im so cold
im so fucking cold
like its meant like im supposed to be
baby im in danger, please dont get too close to me
void calling, its been sounding so sweet
let me go please, its better for me

my bitch a PSA gem mint
these teeth cost more than ur rent
gen 5 hide behind that tint

i aint tryna make a scene
i got just what i need
death right in front of me
i just wanna rest in peace

2 steps from the edge n im 1 from the coffin
i cant sleep every night, turning, tossing
angel on my neck to remind me that they're watching
reaper stalking, i go thru this often

gem mint (cabber)

empty reflections (w/ ne'erdowell)

another unmixed mess incoming<3
                      lyrics 
Shoot me up with Novocain tell me if you feel it when I’m talking I don’t hear it
I don’t wanna tell the difference I’ve been

I’ve been living like I’m livid
I can’t shoot the shots I’m missin
I can’t tell you what I’m feelin I’ve been
Super numb with Novacaine
Tell me if you feel it when I tell you that I’m missin it

Tell you that I’m missin it
I can’t tell the difference then
I’ve been trying to fix shit. I don’t really think I can

Numbed down, dumbed down I don’t wanna feel
Stressed out, strung out I don’t wanna heal
N I know it’s not the same n I can’t say your name
I know that it’s all the blame, I know that I’m all the blame

Shoot me up with Novocain tell me if you feel it when I’m talking I don’t hear it
I don’t wanna tell the difference
I’ve been losing I can feel it

numb me(tiedforsilver)

Function Ft. Ilykira, RiP.3.7, Clubhouse717 (Prod. Malloy)

prod. michael harrison
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
this stress wasnt meant for me
now i am just going home alone
and its killing me so slowly
when you are in your phone
who knows
cause the thoughts that i have inside
show you with somebody else
and it hurts
and i couldnt think different
when all ive been dealt with is pain
this is great

somehow this life brings me down
and i dont know how I
will ever escape from this
its just the same things that kill me inside all the time
well im stuck in this cycle

stuck in this
stuck in this
stuck in this same old cycle

Stuck In This Cycle

prod. xenshel

lyrics:
everybody tryin hard to keep their distance
i think im addicted to burnin bridges
everyday i wake up, i ask, would i miss this
i know i aint gonna make it, im ok with it

imma keep on pourin till my liver overflows
keep swimmin for answers my mind only knows
honestly im scared as shit to die on my own
i just hope its with a bitch i can call my home

i wanna take one more shot at life, its the last one
pour me one more shot tonight, before i pass on
i wanna hear goodnight, but dont have anyone
i just cant see the light, i wanna be the sun
(X2)

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Stuck In This Cycle

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