STATEMENTS FREESTYLE- Jakai

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

Obsessed

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WHO R U

Lyrics :
Cybernetic wiring in my mind down to my irises
Martians in starships marching to violins 
Shoot ‘em out the sky then question why they say we violentist 
The weak sleep in cryogen to live life n die again 
Why do I arise from every dream that I’m dying in 
Why is  peace a feeling that we feel and wish to find again 
Me personally I don’t think I’ve lived my life with it 
Just crashed another whip I think it’s time to find my drive again 
These days the world as a whole is disheveled 
And Every single souls been sold to the devil 
Government officials rocking golden embezzles 
In the confinement of their homes sending drones to go get you 

It’s 3055 and there’s more robots than people 
They’ve got us closed off and they’ve deemed we all evil 
Eat? We all mostly machine why would we need to 
This message has been sent through centuries to reach you 
They treat a phone just like an exstension of soul 
If it wasn’t then this morning you’d have left it at home 
Lined my notes with every verse and every  line that I wrote
Through these optic lenses take a glimpse and see through ya soul 
We kept dumping oil in the endless void of the ocean 
Countless City’s kept collapsing after floods and erosion 
People seem nice but everyone’s  devoid of emotion 
It sucks to know that we could die and still never be noticed

I Don't Trust Myself ( ft. Nuxe)

I Said

i fly away when the razor hit my wrist
do as i say, not how i do, i wanna dip
they said dont put that clip inside
but i already did

you aint gonna tell me i aint gon say this shit
thats why i hit the blinker so im high up in this bitch
but it aint be no more highs, its just always constant lows
but honestly thank God cause im too gone to even know

im too gone to even show
all the darkest things i know
all the trauma in my soul
its a shitshow, wouldnt know

and i feel like such a bitch
wont shut the fuck up bout this shit
like fucking pussy just man up
nobody wants to hear you bitch

and like why my shit go hardest when i fucking hate myself
and i hate the way i numb this shit and put it on the shelf
and i say itll be okay but that doesnt really help
cant stand this purgatory, think id rather be in hell

i think it just might help if i say
i want to shoot myself
i want to shoot myself
bitch i want to shoot myself

i think that its poetic that i cannot save myself
i cannot save myself
bitch i cannot save myself

arent you gonna say that im too old for this shit
the feeling never leaves, im so tired want to quit
say they get it, they dont see me or understand this feeling
(i just be?) an exhibit behind a fence so please dont feed me

im sorry for the wait i swear i just been on the move
but im still just getting nowhere, what the fuck im tryna prove?
that im strong as people seem to think, but i know its untrue
im sorry to let you down, i hope you dont do what i do

fly away freestyle

i hate living this way.
lyrics
hate to choose between my sanity, or always being lonely
but both still make me crazy and theyll both just kill me slowly
so what am i to do, just live my life all by myself
or should i end it quick, but i dont want to go to hell

so maybe ill just hide away and stay inside my box
wont let anyone inside and i wont hear it if you knock
if you somehow make it in, ill just guide you back outside
then ill thank you for the visit, i dont need you, said im fine (then i cry)

i know thats no excuse, im just so tired at this point
cause nothing ever helps, like i wont even hit a joint
my younger self would hate me, i dont mean to disappoint
but nothing really changed, its been the same since i was a boy

i hate the way i work,, it always feels like somethings broken
"i wish that i was normal", swear that shit could be my slogan
i wish they understood i try my best, i just feel frozen
i swear it just gets hard now when so much of me has been stolen

i think i told my ex that i was fixed. "it went away"
but the truth is that i feel it still, the emptiness and pain
swear its probably been a year now, said it on this very day
i just hope i make it out alive. but i can only pray

its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
its probably gonna kill me

BPD pt 2 (prod kyotospeak)

flat tire (p. backyard)

i was holding on the spliff, whyn't you say sumn?
got enough to go around i wont play dumb
only got this love for my day ones
get it out the mud, im screaming ion need your state funds

i been do it all by myself
ion never need no handouts and i dont need need no help
ima make it with this hustle so i proceed in stealth
only care about my family and my real ones and their health

and my weed and my guap
ion know if ima stop
when im finally out the cut
and im living at the top

its only room for my fam and my bros and this fat blunt
ima keep the peace in myself now i have some

blowing smoke in the sunset
homie pass that round, how it go at the function
talkin bout "we'll make it out someday" thats no assumption
feel like i be Oli, im still juggin i aint done yet

i can see my spot, put my name on it
when we at the top, gotta stay modest
focused on the guap, put the blame on it
ima get us out, cause my aim flawless

xmas

lyrics
Bojack: "I just want to say that, I've loved being here with you this year. You've shown me the type of person I didn't know I wanted to be. Thank you. And I just, I want you to all appreciate this time. And how special it is. And how fast it'll all go away. Please, cherish this."

fuck, i feel like giving up
i wish that i was better but for now i guess im stuck
i been steady on the run
tryna get myself away from me, i feel it in my gut

like i hate myself so much i wanna rip off all my skin
shove a razor in my arm, been therapeutic when i did
want to hurt myself so bad but i been told that its a sin
at least thats what the Christians say when im around, they see my skin

i just have to lay low
i cant even stay stoned
laying on the floor alone
my body getting cold, this must be how i go

i feel like im gonna break
know that i cannot be saved
waiting for the day when things finally feel okay
but i doubt it so i pray

why am i still here
didnt think id see this year
ive run my course for too long i fear
if theres a future, its so unclear

i lied
im not fine
i buried it so deep but now my life is on the line
one time
just give me a sign
i swear i want to stay but it just hurts to be alive

everyones gone, and im still withdrawn
im watching the whole world collapse until dawn
i cant fucking sleep when i sweat in my sheets
cause my stomach is killing, i cant even eat

and now if you relate then im sorry bout that
i want you to smile but i know that you cant
i cant do it either a matter of fact
its just way too much work when youre still not intact