Name: Avoidant, Funded, and Free: Dispatches from a Woman Who Didn’t Wait to Be Chosen by christen rodgers
Duration: 4 min 44 s
Description: A bold, honest dispatch on avoidant attachment, desire, sex, and the sacred clarity of choosing yourself. Christen Rodgers unpacks what it means to be a woman who doesn’t collapse to be loved—and why she now prefers good sleep over mediocre penetration. For anyone tired of shrinking for approval, this is for you.

What if corporations aren’t greedy—they’re just unregulated animals in the ecosystem? Not evil. Not broken. Just doing what they were designed to do. A lion isn’t morally bad for hunting prey. It’s doing what it’s built to do. Same with corporations. They’re built to pursue growth. Profit. Survival. They will extract, expand, and devour until something stops them—not because they’re evil, but because they’re functioning exactly as designed. So the question isn’t why are corporations so greedy? The question is: Why did we build a system with no balancing force, no accountability, and no consequences when harm is done?


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A bold, honest dispatch on avoidant attachment, desire, sex, and the sacred clarity of choosing yourself. Christen Rodgers unpacks what it means to be a woman who doesn’t collapse to be loved—and why she now prefers good sleep over mediocre penetration. For anyone tired of shrinking for approval, this is for you.

Avoidant, Funded, and Free: Dispatches from a Woman Who Didn’t Wait to Be Chosen

Are We The Body or The Virus by Christen Rodgers

Avoidant by Design explores the founding psychology of the United States through the lens of attachment theory. Blending personal narrative, historical reflection, and cultural critique, this essay examines how America’s fierce independence—while brave and necessary—was never metabolized into secure interdependence. From 1776 to modern capitalism, we trace how avoidant patterns shaped not just our politics but our architecture, values, and collective nervous system. It’s a call to evolve—not by rejecting our roots, but by maturing them. For anyone questioning the systems we’ve inherited and yearning for something more relational, beautiful, and whole—this piece is for you.

Part One: The Architecture of Avoidance

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What the fuck is socialism, really? We’ve been told it’s breadlines, dictators, and control. But what if it’s actually about worthiness, ecosystems, and the guardrails that keep life flowing?

In this piece, I pull from everyday life — avocados at $2.49, rent hikes, toothaches, baristas, poets, moms, janitors, farmers — to ask: so the fuck what? What does all this mean for us? And could socialism be less about safety nets for the desperate, and more about building an interdependent ecosystem where every role, every presence, every gift matters?

If you’re tired, if you’re curious, if you’ve ever wondered why your exhaustion feels like more than “just you” — this is an invitation to notice. To feel. To imagine worthiness as the foundation of our lives.

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“Worthiness, You Old Hussy” is a fiery riff on America’s true origin story—not purity, but audacity. From Puritan shame to hustle culture, we’ve mistaken suffering for virtue. This piece calls bullshit, reclaims worthiness as our baseline, and dares us to imagine systems—housing, healthcare, work—built on that audacity instead of grind. Bold, irreverent, and deeply human, it’s an invitation to let worthiness become the floor, not the prize.

Worthiness, You Old Hussy: Audacity built this country. Masochism nearly broke it. Worthiness might just save it.

This episode explores the hidden patterns behind our obsession with hard work. What if “working harder” isn’t always truth, but a trauma-compulsion? I share how I’ve been learning to trust a third way—easeful participation—where creation flows without collapse or grind. Along the way, I reflect on synchronicity, resistance, and the mirrors that guide us forward.

Avoidant, Funded, and Free: Dispatches from a Woman Who Didn’t Wait to Be Chosen

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