155 Milligrams (demo)

If I could waste back time
I'd be rolling back your eyes are so blue
If I could say bad lines, I've been holding back
All because of you

If I can't be at home
I will be stoned
If I can't be alone
I'll dig my own hole

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you
I've been trapped in the woods with your ghost
I hate you
I'd be dying alone like I should 
I miss you
cry, little girl now you're cold and dead
I hate you 

If I can't be at home
I will be stoned
If I can't be alone
I'll dig my own hole

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
miss you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
miss you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

The Ballad of Brian Laundrie

self-titled EP released 9th of Jan 2022

Redpilled Rockstars are @deepblumusic @takadurr @ri_coper @goyfriendisraelfart


Credits:
Ozy for banning blu
Blu for angering ozy
Nevaeh for the picture

Fuck E-Punk

My Song 218

Just like that everything sucks, 
when will I ever be enough?
To anyone on anything
Someone end my suffering 

Like a zombie I’m dead inside
A walking corpse, drifts his way through life

Just like that
My life is ruined 
And I don’t know what I will do

Like a zombie I’m dead inside
A walking corpse that drifts his way through life
Like a zombie I have no mind
A walking corpse that drifts his way through life

Dead Inside (feat. Krūeldëth)

Shoutout to nil for helping learn the chords to this song 🐸🥂

OoooOoOooo

“If you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"

Well I started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
Matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
I shot myself in the head I was never gonna be happy
But at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
Hoping fragments of my skull
Impale into your eyeballs
And that the last thing that you see
Is the end of my suffering
Now that it’s all over theres a lesson to be learned
To anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
And I can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
Because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite! (preripped cover)

this song gives me a migraine to listen to

got a bad attitude its my brain
i dont have fun and i always complain
about everyone and everything around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i lose my mind and i lose control
and i dont know much of anything else

i cant believe my own existence
with a life like this
Tuesday and i feel so finished
when the fuck will the week end?

i hear the words
i hear them leave your mouth
but i just stand and stare
my brains been hollowed out

i waste everyday i waste my nights
i hate everything and i hate my life
and i cant do a thing to turn it around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i got a bad attitude and ive got no pull
i just push everyone and everything around

i dread the thought of the weekend ending
im scared of all this time im spending

i never do nothing
and i dont mean shit
and nothing that i do to make up for it
will ever hold significance at all

got a bad attitude
what can i do?
i got a bad attitude
what can i do?

i got a bad attitude
and im always so rude
got a bad attitude
im not in the mood

bad attitude

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

I always feel unreal 
got nothing to do
Ooooh

I always feel so blue 
Through and through 
Oooh

My life slips by
And I just wanna die 
Im running out of time
And I don’t know why

Why I have to stay
Suck it up and play 
I can’t behave 
Wanna pause the game 

Im sad and blue 

I guess I’ll never try 
Hate my life 
I guess I’ll die 

I feel so left behind 
On the side 
guess I’ll die 

I try and I fail 
And I just can’t tell
Why I even try 
I’m under your spell 

I trip and fall
I’m too far gone
I’m beyond help
I’m beyond it all 

I’m sad and blue

The Ballad of Brian Laundrie

Kurisu