H2SO4

substance

Retard

wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere

lyrics:

Don’t act smart
Because you’re not
You talk and talk
And never stop 

I would pay
An awful lot 
For you to finally
Knock it off 

How much
Till you learn a thing
About your own
Uncertainty 

You act like you
Dance on strings
But shit, 
That couldn’t be me 


Put my brain
Into a box 
And tie my insides 
Into knots

Dirty shoes
And ugly socks 
I start my day 
With cough drops

Stupid thoughts 
Inside my head 
I lost my vape
Inside my bed 

Read her message,
Still on read
Hopefully 
She thinks I’m dead

I don’t try 
To overdose 
I just don’t wanna 
Feel this low 

But if that means
I overdose 
Then I guess that’s 
Just how it goes 

I’m not happy 
But I try 
I do my best
And wiggle by 

I just wanna
Feel alive 
Even if I have to
Die

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

Computer Shy (XO_Willow Cover)

across the countryside
the girls are reading Marx
discussing modern theories
on philosophy and art

they spend their worthless currency
on pleasures after dark
hits of morphine in the cabaret
can't blame them it's been hard

Living between the endless wars
Under a Parliament of Whores
Beside the rubble of the churches
and the schools that stood before

is it so wrong?
all that they want is to feel seen
they're putting on their makeup
like the girls in glamour magazines

pretty girls in pretty dresses
great wars and great depressions
postwar pleasure - 
lovely weimar girls

weimar girls like to stay out late
they put out on the second date
they're not naive, they just want play
cause they may only have today

they watch the mark hyperinflate
watch as the empire incubates
an ideology of hate
coming totalitarian state

Weimar girls, what can we do?
what can we do?
Weimar girls, tell me the truth
Weimar girls, are we all doomed?

even in my modern world
you'll always be my weimar girl
so hold me as we watch it all repeat

Weimar Girls (old version)

say a prayer for me
i got my finger on the trigger and it's ready to squeeze
say a prayer for me
i got involved with someone who feels no empathy
say a prayer for me
i'm sick of letting God down habitually
say a prayer for me
i don't want to spend more time in purgatory
cuz when you're on my mind you make me wanna die (x4)
say a prayer for me
my fingers tremble while holding my rosary beads
say a prayer for me
mortal sins are the only gifts you've given to me
say a prayer for me
i know the only thing you love is your twitter feed
say a prayer for me
i'll never fit into your communist fantasy

Say A Prayer For Me

the walls close in
Dont know what I feel
Black eyes untrue 
I am deformed 

Come on
Feel it
Let it out 

Come on 
Breath it
You’re never getting out 

Where is my sight 
No longer see right 
Search for my clue 
Fake lights confuse

Writhe - Deformed

the chamber

i like this girl a lot but i just dont know how to tell her
i like this girl a lot but she wishes i never saw her
i wanna waste my time (oooooooo)
dont wanna feel alive 
feeling is a crime (oooooooo)
wish i was in my prime
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
lets waste our time (oooooooo)
not feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooo)
cus youre all mine
i like this girl a lot but she just thinks im fucking stupid
i like this girl a lot but shell just leave my life to ruin
i wanna waste my time (oooooooo)
dont wanna feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooooo)
wish i was in my prime
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
lets waste our time (ooooooo)
and never feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooo)
yes youre all mine

Voluntary Solitary Confinement

If I could waste back time
I'd be rolling back your eyes are so blue
If I could say bad lines, I've been holding back
All because of you

If I can't be at home
I will be stoned
If I can't be alone
I'll dig my own hole

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you
I've been trapped in the woods with your ghost
I hate you
I'd be dying alone like I should 
I miss you
cry, little girl now you're cold and dead
I hate you 

If I can't be at home
I will be stoned
If I can't be alone
I'll dig my own hole

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
miss you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
miss you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

The Ballad of Brian Laundrie

I can't listen to the song on soundcloud that's why I upload it ffs

song: https://youtu.be/ydyEnmedoTk

БРЕДИШЬ - Юра

prod. miercoles
lyrics:

Always 
Keep
Your
Distance 

To 
A 
Certain 
Degree

I know
You know
exactly 
What 

You’re 
Doin 
To 
Me 

And I 
Know it 
Gets 
Hard 

You keep
It all
To 
Yourself but

Sometimes
I feel
Like 
You 

Never 
Want
The
Help 

Think
About 
Me
And 

What 
You’re putting 
Me 
Though

In n
Out 
The 
Fire 

Just to 
Be 
Next 
To you 

Don’t 
Place the
Blame 
Cuz 

I 
Dunno
What the 
Do 

If there’s
Anyone
To 
Blame 

I hope you 
Know 
That’s it
You 


You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We should
Really 
Talk about
It 

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2


You 
Said it’s 
Not 
Supposed 

To
Hurt
This 
Much 

No matter
What 
I 
Say 

I hope
You know
It still
Does 

Putting
Me 
Down 
Cuz 

You 
Can’t
Deal with 
Yourself

And
I’ve been
Waitin 
Around 

Collecting 
Dust
On 
A shelf

Get 
Me to
Part 
Where 

You 
Just 
Deal with 
Dirt

Every 
Time 
You 
Lie 

It 
Only 
Adds to
The hurt 

Stabbing 
My 
Back 
So you

Can
Bleed 
It from
Me 

Hurting 
Myself 

Cuz 
You’re 
Too stubborn 
To see 

That 
You put
Me in 
Positions 

Where 
I’m all 
Fucked 
Up 

I didn’t 
Know 
It’d hurt 
This much

To 
Be 
In 
Love 


You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We should
Really 
Talk about
It 

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2

You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We can’t 
We just 
Talk about
It?

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2

time is the #1 cause of death

так я в детстве все и представлял

istochnik - otvet

konets solnechnyh dney - odin

Хочешь кричать?

Социум

Cover art by me

Lyrics:
Everything you say
Is another game
It’s all a sport to you
Everyday you play
And it’s all the same
I’m always the one to lose
You know what to say
I’m callin mayday
Wallow in pity and shame
Ain’t it god’s honest truth

I’m not your friend, I’m not your enemy
But for you I have no sympathy
I shuffle cards to play again
But the deck is rigged to burn my hand

Social distortion
Living abortion
Play all the greatest shits
Armed with precision
And indecision
But we’re gonna get through this
I fucking miss her
I can still fix her
Memories in my head
But it ain’t like that
I can’t just go back
And let it hurt me again

Walk the wire, rain of fire
Just a bad writer, sorting it through
Walk the wire, say a one liner
I’ll be coming back for you

Barbed Wire

Hikikomori

Caliber

Cops Beating Down On Hippie Scum At The 1968 Democratic National Convention

Jimmie Revard & His Oklahoma Playboys cover

Lose Your Blues and Laugh at Life

Rock N Roll Fast Food

notice
me now
i make music on soundcloud
follow me
and like my songs
stream them all day and all night long
follow my twitter too
tell me that i am cool
like all my tweets and reply to me
i have nothing left
i have no girlfriend
filling up the void with the internet

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

wasting all my time
caring more about numbers than real life
feeling like a loser
excited by numbers on computers
my soul has been erroded
5g is corrosive
the internet will fuck u up and ud never know it
real goals have been erased
we wait for the numbers to go up all day

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

The Ballad of Brian Laundrie

Kurisu