bro omfg you are the best to ever do it bro

dis shi fye

@whyhaze prod. @y4ndere (on all plats pls stream)


happynewyears <33 very special song 
abt how she doesnt support me no matter how many times i ask

 thnks4thelove 

@zixdown
u can see me at the frontline 
im havin fun, missing all the funtimes
i got no1 & u told me u would be there
but now you're gone..
i cant do nun bout it,
but write a song

yea im lost i told u 2wice im wrong,
until im gone ill move on
dnt wanna wait its 2long
right from wrongs
i write my right from wrongs
& i cnt say to much
im a missing person, im gone

"ill illtry but i dnt think tht ima be there"
die, ill die cus i dnt evr wanna beware
lie&lie, ive heard it many times, ive been there
fun times, cheer 4me on the frontline <33

new time arrived, i lose my sight
cant feelmyface when i see ur eyes<3
cutting ties, cut myself w knives
ur on my mind, funtimes rewind ):

nvr see u at the frontline [nah] /: 
i wish to see u at the frontline [yea]
im with my bros that my bloodlines <#3 #00decayed

u waste time some1 else at the frontline
on the frontline, on the frontline
i try my best then not see u at the frontline
all the funtimes on the frontline
when ur not there breaks my heart everytime </3

fun times, online

@whyhaze
i left, i fooled u twice im back
u say im wrong for that
but yet u stabbed my back and it hurts
i made one mistake
and now u wish me the worst 
left me in the diiirt
i never look back ig im starting over
n girl u got me feeling dead 
like wet leaves in october
popped a pill n now my throat burns
my body’s falling over
i see the end 
i see the final line it’s getting closer
to uss
i feel the love in the air
the rush.. im scared but not when im with u

spotify

frontline w/ whyhaze [prod. yandere]

like u @diegointhedark

prod @lynyou

@deepinparis: 

ohhhh
you try to cut her down
you playin all these games to act like u aint hurt now
i-i cant play around
i know i let my worst out
i cannot let her go
i dont know whats this about

you try to help but end up hurting yourself
your compassion swallows all the fucking bad things i felt
and when you tell me you love me, i feel my heart start to melt
and when your fingertips touch me, youre breaking a seal

i want this shit forever
i could search a lifetime, i know i wont find one better
and its fine cuz ur perfect
you ended my searches
and im so fucking glad i found someone whos worth it

cuz i found you
baby i finally found you
im sensing your presence, theres no evil around you
youre the one that im bound to
one that that i found new
i hope my quality is enough to go astound you

i just dont get it
baby i dont deserve you
i wont let them pass if they try to hurt you
im not gon let em back
leave that pussy laying with no strings attached
i want it bad
i try my best to be a better man

im sharing feelings
oh love, i wanna be with you
theres not a thing in this world that you cant help me through
i think my qualities they lack
you dont see me like i do
my lips they curl every time you say i love you

breaking a seal prod lynU

heavensent ft xternalz + vin0 prod rewind

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/kyoakyo

i really couldn't be any happier than i am right now

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
I don't ever wanna let go
But I knew: This love was never gonna hold
Still though, I'm always wishing for the most
Still holding on to a little bit of hope

There's just a little left
Fight to my last breath
In the kitchen, singing
Making food at 2am
The memories I make with you, they're my favorite
Babygirl, I can't believe I'm bouta waste this
Talk on nothing, take my hand; This my last dance
Falling in with you is something that I really couldn't have planned
I'll never understand the way the world works
I'll never understand why I keep getting hurt

It shouldn't feel like this, I should be excited 
Left home all alone got reminded
Of the beauty of the place I resided
Of all the people, all the love that I might miss
Of having someone that I really can confide in
Of why I shouldn't walk away, you're my light, and-
No, I don't ever wanna let go

(It's all wrong, when did I lose the plot)
(Everything falls apart)
(I don't know how to stop)

[hook]

Every day I see you, it feels like I'm waking up for the first time
You're the only thing that wanders all around my mind; I can't get enough
Feel the tears in my eyes welling up cause I know
We've only got a few months 'fore I go
But I think I'm in love, I wish I never got close (not true btw i dont regret a thing)
You hold my heart but my souls headed home
Still holding on to a little bit of hope

[soundcloud.com/xternalz]
I’m holding on
I can’t let go
Cause you’re all I want
You’re all I want

I wanted us to last for good
I did all I could
I wish you understood

(I’m still holding on)

Facing down at the floor
I’m chasing the steps now retracing
Don’t want anything replacing
What we had before
Why can’t you just stay?
I’m tired of walking away
This world is turning to grey
I don’t ever want to let go

[hook 2x]

{sidenote : this song is like 7 months old}

Holding Onto Hope w/ Xternalz [kyoa]

@akasukii
@remiliaxd
@kuranee
@prodmamoru

kishi:
me and you, we in bed, yeah, the sun’s up
i just wanna stay in your arms, don’t wanna get up
stay in bed all day, i really love your presence
skrt skrt, our wraith, fly away in space
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
love the feeling of your arms
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
you fixed my broken heart
i love seeing you
i love seeing you

remilia:
oh
don't think it's a mistake
crying in your arms, in your room, like it's too late
hate when we're apart, broken heart, there's no mistake
know that we're forever, but sometimes it's like we're too late

too late, thing's change
i don't wanna die before it's too late
and i don't wanna see you cry before the new day
but sometimes when im with you, i can't even think straight

i can't think straight
make up, make amends 'fore it's too late
make up, repair what we made
all our time together, under weather's not a mistake

akasuki:
ahh i don't wanna give you up babe
i can't think straight my mind's a haze
every moment with you feels like days
you're my one and only

no i can't imagine my life without you
let’s take a step forward leave the pain behind
it's you forever i knew
we'd rediscover the love we thought we'd never find

and i can't get you out of my mind
teleporting into your arms, holding you tight
oh you're mine

stayinbed +remilia, akasuki (kurane + mamoru)

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/mental

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i dont want it taking over
lately its been getting hard to stay sober
got nobody who can hold me any closer
i fear youll see me ending up on a poster

ive been running after shadows of a dream i had
the silhouette fading doesnt make me feel less bad
i put my faith in somebody who aint had my back
bleeding in the rain, wont even face the past

waited on this for ages and it wasnt that
the future i was so patient for, it didnt last
ive spent some time away from you and im regretting that
it hurts when i open my eyes see you aint at my pad

three thousand miles away from my only one

my words cant do it justice
these pictures aint enough
i really think youll love it
if you stay here a month

[soundcloud.com/mental]
life keeps changing but my feelings never did
i've tripped over shit
i've cried like a bitch
i've dreamt of meeting with a kiss
i keep making these mistakes im just a kid
you know how to twist
my heart into bits
and pieces of love that i still miss
things have changed a lot
last year i was afraid of us
not quite your touch but the state of love
nothing like touching and making up
nothing like running away from stuff
nothing like holding your hand and face til
we saw the sun and the moon switch their places
holes in my heart and you're the explanation
i lost my mind trying to fill up the spaces

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

soundcloud.com/xternalz

cover art by me :>
x.com/clay0127

[words]
its time 2 find a new perspective
rearrange what ive neglected
take life in another direction
the feelings strange that ive reflected
on

im seeing all this mirror imaging of myself
and im afraid i dont know how to ask for help
i wanna give you a chance to develop yourselves
but ive been selfish and im sorry for the hand that i dealt
for so long
ive been running from the damage i felt
would go on
and the mental toll itd take on my health
its so wrong
and the only one to blame is myself
im not strong
but that doesnt mean you should have to

[drown with me]
[drown with me]

too frail
feeling helpless
it doesnt matter what you say im never selfless
rewriting history wont tell you what ive dealt with
i dont wanna scare you away with all my health shit
no nightstand, the pills are in the dresser
im always fucking tucking away what makes me lesser
cant stand it, its too much pressure
my peers they got me doin all the things i said id never
now i

Drown With Me [xternalz]

not to be ft claude prod rewind

prod:  (@d4rkoo + @prodaugury)
@minok0
@stylas
@deepinparis

JIGSAW + MINOK0, STYLAS, DEEPINPARIS

Goated production from Ozawa_prod 

(cee)
Stop it
Call her water, yea her lies run like a fossit
runnin to the bank, but got nothin in ur pocket
kick her to the curb she get treated like deposit

2 x 9s go akimbo cuz im ratchet
turn him cold he need a jacket
want the smoke then you can have it
treat the bitch jus like my blunt, hit her once and then i pass it
got a 10 she in my bracket, any less then you can have it

(Latif)
Take him out, push him out
do i have to spill it out?
chrome hearts chain at the fuckin check out

bring a gun at the check out
right at the check out
(cee) bread at the check out
bring the gang out, this a robbery, not a hangout

(Latif) you a fuckin fan when u see me u gon pass out
man down, man down, with his fuckin ass out
poppin fuckin oxy im gonna fuckin trip out
when we grab the gun better have ur fuckin hands out

(cee) Listen to akimbo, spread ur fuckin bands out
(Latif) gettin fuckin money, we keep our bands out

(cee) Fly at the check out
eyes on me checked out
bread at the crib
now its lookin like a waffle house

she said she got a man
tell me why hes not around?
put her in the bed
ring it for the second round

(Latif)
In the fuckin coupe, spin up your block
me and cee pull up you better keep your doors locked
4 knock with the fuckin glock

Bullets fuckin spread out, were gonna lead out
bullets in the chamber kno we gonna fuckin air out.

thanks for the support yall

Check Out + Latif (Ozawa_prod)

spotify link : https://open.spotify.com/album/0EjzzcuqjSHT3x4AZqPYG8?trackId=3zWeXirZCerIUfHjJ1cE3K
@decago @afterstoryx @remedysnuts
final push ep out next ❤️❤️❤️

###

its a message from me
and i send it to you
im sick of playing pretend 
when i know all you do

it all happened so soon
swear my body cant move
i know u want the whole truth 
girl these words for you

im at the same spot girl
but these feelings so new
i have the same scars girl
i cut them in for you

let my body break apart
i been here from the start
i could be ur one servant 
and bend to who you are

let my story fall out
what remains will be a scar
i rip my throat to call out

let my corpse rot out
tell me do you care now
when im on my back
tell me do you look down

let my body feel out
tell me if you feel now
(we can only look down)

to you (decago)

versos & promessas (funeral)

jasmine ft latif

music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Q5itOyH70E&ab_channel=GirlsTrustGirls

Departure

@kess0kuband
@graveem1nd 
@lovecrysis

- earendel

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

clay

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