paddy moment at the mathildes room show go crazy

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

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I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

lyrics:
can’t even open an e-mail
can’t even string along the thoughts I
leave too far behind my compass
leave too far behind the dumpster in the back

cause you know
I just sit here
pulling gumballs out my hair
pulling gumballs off the chair
and I’ve never felt worse
I’ve never felt worse
I’ve never felt worse

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

I fall to pieces in your
frozen grip
I fall to pieces in your
frozen grip

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

Compass

thanks to @iamthreesixty for the piano (:

lyrics:
does this mean
that I’m not who you thought I’d be
couldn’t be by your side

I’ll leave you alone
I’ll leave you alone
I’ll leave you alone
I’ll leave you alone

evaporate the atmosphere
you rise beyond the weight of air
that holds you in this state

so I’ll sit here
and I’ll just stare
as your body boils away

it’s our planetarium winter
stomach churns and the knots get tighter
no more setbacks break through it
other side of the cosmic harbour

I’ll leave it alone
I’ll leave it alone
I’ll leave it alone
I’ll leave it alone

evaporate the atmosphere
you rise beyond the weight of air
that holds you in this state

so I’ll sit here
and I’ll just stare
as your body boils away

it’s our planetarium winter
stomach churns and the knots get tighter
no more setbacks break through it
other side of the cosmic harbour

Planetarium

thank you to the awesome @patchymate for the cover art and help with arrangement and mixing! 

she'd go and take it, don’t reciprocate
end up feeling less sweet, opened wide
I’m dead in conversations, going to places i shouldn’t stay
real or on the line

feeling out of touch,
I can’t sense a numb feeling
state the obvious when I lose track of meaning
you keep on reading my mind when I don’t want you to
when I write about, write about, you
shit, go and take it, don’t reciprocate
even if it’s for the worse, I think I’ll be just fine

(patchymate)
don’t!
stop breaking your back for me
it isn’t worth the pain and the sense of a tragedy
it wasn’t no

don’t!
stop taking the edge out of everything i like
don’t!
keep me from friends ain’t like nothing that you had
don’t take it out on me, i’m your beauty queen
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have

still wanna show the do-si-do
show off the branches when the grow
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have
i wanna build an enterprise
co-divide and start to multiply and multiply and multiply and multiply

take it out of me to see the rest
lied about who lies with me in bed
fornicating on with someone else
and all my friends are getting used to it
all my friends are the best
believe me, to be the name i wasn’t then
it could have killed me in an instant
it could have got to my soul

and i love being all orderly
but it ain’t for me
i march to my own form
don’t you see?
i told you babe, it was an omen
and my friends are gonna love it when i cry

and you won’t
but you don’t have to believe me again

me/you feat. patchymate

its not hard to be alone
i watch your spine slope
jumping out the window
take care
you know i wont
morphine tastes like sunscreen
i got a mouthful
termites follow ballpoint pens 
hand the plate to the waiter and touch his hand
what doesn’t kill me makes me small
ive been so quiet since i turned 18

carpal tunnel

lyrics:
I couldn't see it in your eyes
it's all too much to lie beside

do you feel freer then
with your baby tees and punching machines

calling contest
it doesn't have to be this way
so I'll wait another day

Baby Tees and Punching Machines

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

Boyfriends has no set meaning or anything, but it's still one of my favourite tracks ever
it just evokes so many things and i find i can build stories for it as it goes along, it's very cool and ethereal in that way in my opinion

I Don't Know How To Explain To You That You Should Care About Other People

Boyfriends

Heyy this is a lil song I made with shwirl and saeph abt going to the cinema (for All Nighter) sadly we didn't make it but we wanted to share it anyway :P
. . . follow the epic collab ppl and check out their stuff!!!!! ↓ ↓ ↓
@shwirlll
@saephbass

ALSO big shoutout to @reksi420 for the art as always<3 

lyrics:
[harmtails]
calling on my phone like you still wanna talk
it's the way you act i know something's off
always walk around with my fingers crossed
are you hating me? always proving you wrong

now i'm back at the start imma lose it again
it's the fact i'm a star don't pretend to be friends
i don't know who you are please don't take no offense
tryna go to the movies with shwirl it's a trend

and nobody can stop us
yeah we livin like the boss now
no front row seats yeah we sitting at the top
i'm just waiting for shwirl to pull up with the car

[shwirl]
look around for my car keys i lost em again,
it's time to see barbie with all of my friends!
im afraid i'll be tardy i cant get a win..
dont worry about me im used to this shit..

too late to the amc fml
all my friends in the movie without me, oh well!
play the cards that im given and take me to hell
cause when i get back home yeah im killing myself

cinema crash!

harmtails, shwirl & saeph - cinema crash! [ANV8 submission]

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7bN5R1Mdo8F6ok8lP0qGIK?si=d2cf7aaef42c49dd

Lyrics:
Sour
Just match the taste
Shower me with praise
Watch it only last an
Hour
No don't match the pace
Nothing's in the way but it seems I need to
[Slow] down let it be ok
That was all i said but now it's everything
It all tastes the same every day
I just wanna feel something

Planetarium

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