glue ft. blxty「prod. kiryano」

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All production, mixing, and mastering done by me.
cover art designed from a recent hike I went on :)

lyrics:

Not making sense to you
Baby that’s how you’ll learn the truth
Coulda switched up but I won’t be rude
Lookin for something new
I coulda done better
Swear its a straight shot but it never works
Caught in a big knot with the least concern 
Sorry you’re the one that hurts

And ill be there in the morning
Swear to god I won’t be late
And ill be there without warning
A throwback to yesterday
Ill be there not ignoring all the times you called my name 
Let’s go right back where we started I’d rather rewind the tapes

I won’t lie 
I been wanting to see you one more time
So pretty please look through my eyes
feels like im paralyzed 

Don’t even like you
Why do I sit beside you?
Can’t get you out my head
But im doing all of that

And this time
I won’t follow, you
Not anyone 
Has a heart that will last through it all

chorus

something new

PGC DIRT INSTAGRAM @sinner__99
1uvzuko INSTAGRAM @1uvzuko

All The Lies (PGC.Dirt X 1uvzuko)

echos w/ robstar & dogthief (prod. midiseason fka chxrry)

prod. @sanriorose

drawing by 9ball
https://twitter.com/ok9ballgogo

don’t know why I just feel this way 
hide my face I know I can’t change
blow my brains cuz you think I’m strange
run away, I don’t wanna change 

disconnect me from my pain now  
but I don’t know how 
I just wanna lay low 
don’t wanna see you gotta stay down 

taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru 
taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru

I don't wanna change「prod. dolly」

with you ft. capoxxo「prod. lilac」

@sanriorose

I cant see straight, broke my gpu 
and I’m rusting away, I can’t make a move 
why you hold me back, could you cut me loose?
think I lost my ways,make my brain reboot 
tell me the truth and I can show you the meaning 
break through the walls, do it all for a reason 
can’t fix my screws and it feels so demeaning 
I don’t see a point cuz it’s all just repeating 

I think there’s something wrong with me 
I’m loosing all my sanity 
you broke through my reality 
and now there’s no recovery 
I lost the ground under my feet 
I wanna make it all unseen 
I’m running from my memories
so there’s no point in coming clean

GPU「prod. dolly」

@winter

art by @carssererere <3

i cnt stand when ur closeby 
i dont want u in my eyesight 
u make me sickk but its alright 
try to avoid u like sunlight
pls dont talk2me 
pls dont bother me
i know u envy me 
u r my enemy
i hate to say it
i think im crazy :(
go out when its rainy
this darkness gives me safety

enemy「prod. winter」

@sshinju @odece

I can’t believe it 
why you think I’m evil :( 
told you all my secrets 
but then you deceived me 
what’s this life, idk 
what’s it like to be you 
just for one moment then I’ll go 

haunting me, why you’re so hard to me I don’t get it 
genuinely, i don’t believe in happy endings 
definitely, I’m still so far from being perfect 
that’s smth I think I’ll never be 

they tried to tell you I was dangerous 
they make me feel like I’m an alien 
I feel so fragile like I’m made of glass 
tried to resist but then I failed again

dangerous「prod. shinju x odece」

@emotionals @winter
art: @n3tgear47

wanted to be someone I couldn’t be 
i see the hatred when they look at me
guess theres smth wrong w me 
i cant recover from these injuries
look in the mirror i see misery 
its not as easy as it seems

Whatever I’ll just keep walking til I find someone 
together we could be so much more let’s merge to one 
I know I’m nothing but maybe I’ll get second chance 
I know I could make it out all I need is your support

u took my heart ina second 
u took my all it dont matter 
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok
never thought id b so lonely 
its my own fault, thats on me
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok

try so hard to make it thru to u
but i everytime i feel so blue
see ur colors shining thru
and i dont know what 2 do
so i lay it all on myself
i can ask for help
and i think u got the best of me
but ur sending me thru hell
just talk to a bit
or say it wasnt meant
just know its for the best of us

its okk ft. emotionals「prod. winter」

@y4ndere

Ive been digging my own grave 
and I’ve been fueling my own madness 
I’ll wait for you at the gate
guide you through this holy palace 

will I go or will I stay 
always watch you from the distance  promise it’s gonna be okay 
if you need me I’ll be your witness 

and I just need you by my side 
why you had to leave I’m not alright 
your hand in mine 
it makes me cry 

I’m trapped in here 
im to weak 
I see your smile 
I feel alive

echos w/ robstar & dogthief (prod. midiseason fka chxrry)

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