Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

@kurchev @prodmelik

said im more than just a kid
said im more than just ur bro
taking xanax popping lids
put my sword up to ur throat
that boy stuck smoking on mids
get my pack off the west coast
crush my heart im getting rid
i feel like im losing all hope

i still wonder
if u meant everything that u said
and i still wonder
wld they even care if i end up dead
and i still wonder
was it worth it,, all the tears i shed
stuck thinking bout the past
& all the things that i still dread

have u ever been down
like u wanna giveup
try 2 hit my phone
i dont even wna pickup
archive on my body
u wont ever find this zipup
think its time to let go
different ways we split up

loud inside my blunt
nn my brothers off a hydro
i hear ur voice
i see ur face
when i have eyes closed
accomplishing all of my goals
im running out of time tho
just me n my thoughtZz
they make me feel like a psycho (x3)

@uxiexo
sticks and stones break my bones
you know u hurt me most :(
soul tied i cant let go
hold tight, dont even know

told u to take my heart
that way we're not apart
i cant breathe when ur far
with u gone, im in the darkkkkk

and ik u got too much pride to admit
that ur wrong & im right, nd we fell like this
cuz of U & everything u said
did u mean it when u wishd i was dead?

still wonder w/ uxie

dm to purchase $$$
mutuals hmu if u need
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https://traktrain.com/proddeath

2k24 clips pt 2 ##WEUP [warheart, sochi, meta, jack zorana, diamexx, martin leib]

prod @blank1691
art by me, insp @storytehllar

cyan :
icant turn it down x4
i cant do no favors, save tht shit 4 later
buddy was a faker, aint toting no laserss
i been havin fun counting up this paper
while u been sounding dumb talking bout sum guns
hit the treadmill buddy gonna run 
know ya breath stank need sum gum x2
aint no turning down x6

i cant do no favors,save tht shit 4 later
baby imma paper chaser
i been having fun yeh im ballin like lebron
why u been soundin dum cause ya broke ass servin chum
i cant do no favors, save tht shit 4 later
buddy was a faker, aint toting no laserss
i been havin fun counting up this paper
while u been sounding dumb talking bout sum

i cant turn it down

i cant turn it down (blank1691)

fytb + scart prod db808

"couldn't fix me" produced by @violetxx9

Performed/Written by @counterxo

couldn't fix me

couldn't save me

couldn't fix me (violet)

prod me gangsters

lyrics:
yea youre tearing me apart
and i cant defend myself
feel like im a victim 
and no ones gonna help 
youre lying i can tell
and i think im gonna fail
dont ask if im okay
im lying cant you tell

she told me give it up
i told her that id pick it up
and i be feeling different now
(yeah uh)
and im gon fuck it up
you told me you dont give a fuck
i slowly feel me tearing up 
(i give it up)

dont know how to focus now
i cast them to the side
i dont know how im going down
and all i do is cry 
dont know how to focus now
i cast them to the side
i dont know how im going down
and all i do is cry 

all i do is cry
dont wanna feel this way
i cant even try
(i give it up)
i got this stupid face
i cant live up to my name
dont wanna cry again 
youll leave me to die again

#giveitup

prod over
mix master me
last track of 2024, a collection of thoughts experiences and feelings throughout the year compiled all into one ignorant ass track lol


truth serum (over)

when u break away, away
half in the tank
am i brave
will i make it
i want u to say
ud do the same
as what i give up

u got a choice to make
when i see ur face
its not a lot u wanna give
im tryna show u what we have
and u want no more mistakes
i wish ud see me clear
i wish u wouldnt hold me down
just bcuz u live in fear

nd i try reaching out 
i cant help it
i cant help it
u can push me away
but ill try to help still
i cant let it go
no i wont leave u alone

push it out
im putting my foot down
cant let u have ur way
u wanna push me out
i wont let u go down
not when u need help
ill deal with hell right now
so i can get u out

i wanna get u home
show u how
u can love more than urself
fast asleep
no more holding dirt on me
just try u can let me in
kick me out if im full of shit
then critique everything that i did
i just wanna show u how to live

u got a choice to make
when i see ur face
its not a lot u wanna give
im tryna show u what we have
and u want no more mistakes
i wish ud see me clear
i wish u wouldnt hold me down
just bcuz u live in fear

couldn't fix me (violet)

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