@pw4prez @arid @huntyomg @remedysnuts

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

@pw4prez 
she said i cant be perfect
baby can u tell me im worth it
we in the SUV , swervin
me and rico in the cut like a surgeon
i cant do no wrong
put the pain in my palm
even when im gone, she gon be singing my songs
i cant go with u, i cant fw u 
its a remedy, when you're with me i can't lose:)

@arid
yea would u love me with ur eyes closed
reaching still not breathing
on the edge saying that u would take it slow
i dont think i wanna feel it now
all my wounds here they got deeper how
on the right hand i wanna see u now
walk another mile just to see u cowl
left it all behind like a hand me down

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

imperfect +sochi & arid (sochi x hunty)

happy fourth of july!
prod kyoa + me :p

is it me, is it you, idk
think i cant find the truth? i hope im wrong
i was waiting for you, for so long
i hate missing you, moving on

baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
you know and i know
we're caught in this cycle
kiss me with the stars out
it's tearing me apart now
i let you rip my heart out
i let you rip my heart out

i loved you
i loved you
but we're through
fuck you
i loved you
i loved you
fuck you.
fuck you.

kiss me (kyoa)

produced by @pw4prez x @liamtakeover

lyrics:
don't make me beg
u know i'm not in over my head
sorry i'm not controlling instead
sorry i never keep u in check
will u still like me when i'm on the meds?
feels like i might be falling again
see me break down and calling my friends

not sure where they're at
tell me if we got a problem u know we can settle that
i've been stuck at home come back
always put em first, i'm last
taught myself a lesson
i leave bad impressions
i think i need medicine
i can't get a mention
show me some affection
i hate my reflection
i don't want no tension

i just need to calm down
gone on for too long now
i might make it all count
miss when they were all around

not sure where they're at
tell me if we got a problem u know we can settle that
i've been stuck at home come back
always put em first, i'm last
taught myself a lesson
i leave bad impressions
i think i need medicine
i can't get a mention
show me some affection
i hate my reflection
i don't want no tension

bad impressions (sochi liamtakeover)

@1yeezo @domerrz

lyrics:

im at a crossroads idk where 2 go
if u aint here 2 help then leave me alone
cus i dnt need anything else
2 bring me down instead of better myself

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

feels like all the walls are closing in, im in the middle
im stuck inside a jail cell i feel so fucking little
i can feel all my bones start 2 creak y r they so brittle
cnt think of any solutions, theyre so simple
i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

thts what they always say its more complicated than tht
cnt look at u the same, my brain wants to reenact
everything i did, everything i fucking said
everything i did, it jus makes no fucking sense
nothing really make no sense anymore
y am i waking up at 5 on the floor
y am i living like my life is a chore
i dont think i can do this anymore

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna make u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound
need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
am i the reason tht u frown?

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina... Carolina)

carolina (yeezo + dom)

"if I can't cry" produced by @luckeyknows @mental & @akasukii

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I used to feel pain
I used to feel alive
I used to feel like the rain hit me like some blunted knives
Nothing hits the same
There’s nowhere to confide
Say I’ve been acting strange lately, hate that you’re so right
I can’t put up a fight
I think I lost my sight
I need the tough of light
My chest is getting tight
I hollowed my own heart for this life
I’ve calcified, can I tell you that?

If I can’t cry can you please be my eyes?
I’ve numbed what’s inside need my soul to revive
There’s no hope inside my eyes 
I’m glad that you stuck right by my side
I’m too broken to tell a lie 
I pushed you away as I crystallized, cause it’s suicide
Is there another way?

Don’t think I’m a victim, I’m sorry
Cause I didn’t listen to you and it scarred me
I don’t mind being this alone cause I’ve hardly healed, but it’s fine, cause there still is a heartbeat
If I get out of this I promise not become this again
Had some feelings come around, they didn’t stick, they came and went
I gotta keep my head down, it’s so much different than back then
Like a voodoo doll the thing that’s killing me’s my only friend

if i can't cry (luckey + mental + akasuki)

"what i did wrong" produced by @1dec
Performed/Written by @counterxo

what i did wrong (dec)

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

prod me and @rewind214

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

oh, i feel now in this room
a ghost that praying on my doom
its calling out and i cant run now
falling down

i feel it behind me
waking up to a cold sweat
now everything is all a mess
tell me what you want me to do
you say the same thing
every time
i take the blame when
its not mine
i just dont understand it
and i dont know
whats the point of your message now

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

epilogue

epilogue (xternalz + rewind)

☆ beat clips april 2025 - june 2025. dm me on instagram @5spaceboyry or visit my beatstore: www.beatstars.com/spaceboyrybeatz to purchase!

☆ also visit my new discord server: https://discord.com/invite/q9wNMcMY34 to hang out, network, collab, promote your stuff and have a chance to be on the spring25 mix!

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☆ special shoutout to all the producers who helped made this happen. had a lot of fun with winter25 so i wanted to keep it going and make it bigger with 2 separate parts! make sure to check out everyone whose tagged in the title! 🌟 hope you enjoy!

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0:00 w/ @jaheim-stephens swanz
0:58 w/ @user-713409314 myriad
1:38 w/ @luckeyknows
2:20 w/ @pvthfindxr
3:14 w/ @burberryty
3:41 w/ @yyajura
3:54 w/ @adrienciel
4:36 w/ @counterxo
5:18 w/ @user-987135015 sd23
6:13 w/ delta
6:47 w/ 13shadoww + @maf1nn
7:30 w/ @prodcxrter
8:11 w/ @prod-winny
8:39 w/ @user-987135015
9:06 w/ @prod_joker

spring25 pt 2 w/ @counter @luckeyknows @cxrter @sd23 @pvthfindxr @swanz @joker @myriadtruths @adrienciel @13shadoww @maf1nb3ats @burberryty @yyajura @prodbywinny @delta