Fighting The Urge [+ shrpnss]

feat. @flowersforyoumusic 
lyrics:

Kiss me 
Touch me 
Hold me down and show me that you want me 
I’m free 
Tonight so why don’t you cancel those plans you don’t want 
To see me, yeah I won’t front 
I really want you too and I’m scared but so what 

I’ll take you out to vibe and drink downtown 
Babe I’ll show you around 
Back to my place if you’re down 

I’ll be your addiction 
Skin to skin friction
Leave me and I promise you’ll miss this

Show me 
That I deserve this cause
Lately I’m feeling so worthless 
But you still hold me down 
Please just stay and stick around 
If I’m worth it 
If I’m worth it 
Please show me I’m worth it 
Please show me I’m worth it  

I promise this the last time
But I’m not over it
I need you by my side
I’ll do anything to prove it

Time passes by
I see the light fade from your eyes
Don’t tell me this is goodbye
We can get through anything if we try

If I’m wrong
I’ll probably just write another sad song about you
But It’ll get me nowhere
It’d be nice if I could take you there
Won’t you come round and 

Show me 
That I deserve this cause
Lately I’m feeling so worthless 
But you still hold me down 
Please just stay and stick around 
If I’m worth it 
If I’m worth it 
Please show me I’m worth it 
Just show me I’m worth it  

Show me
Show me i'm worth it
Show me 
Show me i'm worth it 
Show me 
Show me i'm worth it
Show me

>self produced<

hold me down (feat. Flowers for You)

self-prod

Praying that it's temporary, 
I don't want obituary, 
But this life is hella scary, 
I been cold since february. 
Can't you see im hailing Mary?
I don't want this shit to tear me, 
I been hanging on but barely, 
I don't see this life too fairly. 
Uh, 
I had to grow up,
Without a damn figure. 
Yeah we look good, 
But that shit is a picture, 
Real life is different, 
You'd know if you lived her. 
I'm hanging on by the skin of my blister. 
The cysts are not worth it, 
Wondering how I deserve it, 
I was just born to curse and, 
I'm only a person. 
This shit just like Donda to me, 
There was no father to me. 
And no he ain't dead, 
But he act like it something to be. 
If I had the courage, 
I'd smack him so hard that he's losing his teeth, 
But it wouldn't be worth it he's already hurting, 
And he can't afford surgery. 

If I had to spit on this shit everyday of the week, 
Then I know that I'd do it. 
I always feel useless like ripping the tulips, 
Inside of a garden when I knew I grew it. 
But I keep it moving like something is proving, 
When it's time consuming I'm fearing the doom of the fact that I knew it I'm clueless and the bruise is excusing the things that I'm doing. 
The things that I'm doing. 

But shit I'm still back, 
I cannot relax, 
Making three albums, 
A month and it's sad. 
It never works, 
And it only gets worse, 
And I'm fixing the mixing, 
It ruins the verse. 
Look at my past, 
And just like my dad, 
I'll never change it, 
I'm feeling too bad. 
Stuck in the dirt, 
I'm ignoring your words, 
And I cover my ears, 
Cause the things that I heard. 
I gotta go now, 
I cannot slow down. 
No time for thinking, 
I work way too much, 
Just to put it on soundcloud. 
Live like a ghost town, 
Alone with a whole crowd. 
I'm never lonely, 
But all on my only, 
I swear that I'm locked out. 

Is this what you wanted, 
I keep it a hunnid, 
The truth is I'm nothing, 
But wannabe something, 
But I end up running, 
Off cliff and I'm jumping, 
To hell without thinking, 
I feel like I'm cutting,
Off all of my socials, 
People I'm close to, 
I don't want loneliness, 
I wanna hold you, 
But look I just told you, 
All that I wrote you, 
Is deeper than love, 
It's the person I mold to.

Temporary

lyrics:
I could’ve called you, even if i would
I would’ve had you, it would backfire
Nothing will make sense, long as i live
Getting little tired, imma head home
Feeling so stressed out, brain is on fire
Where's the “love me”, where is that heart
Losing emotion, breaking like glass
And i’m so broken, nothing to fix

Too late to stop me, even if i could
I would’ve loved me, bet you never would
Dousing the fire, with the kerosine
All that is trusting, burns away to ash
I don’t wanna love you, i can’t help it
You were a mind freak, playing these games
It was so trusting, knowing it’s a lie
And i’ll just sleep now, in my coffin

mindfreak. [+ 02ashes]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Verse]
she said that i got a problem
i try to stand out, but im stuck at the bottom
i said "i know how to solve it"
ill do things my own way and no one can stop it

cuz you see, im still independent 
i got my whole team and we gon rule the scene
theres nothing in the way that could stop me
we getting the numbers that youll never see


ThereIsNothingInMyWayButMyself

@screwyounick
forgot 2 upload on soundcloud mb yall luv u

im hard2luv
lyrics: 

because i'm hard to love
i'm always feeling like im not enough
yeah not enough

yeah where were you when i lost my mind?
i tried to call you like a thousand times
and nothing ever works
everything just makes it worse
now i'll never feel okay
until i'm lying in a hearse

i don't think i'll ever be okay
who am i kidding
i've always been this way
and i only ever seem to fall down
i can't ever get back up
seems like all i ever do is fuck shit up
they toss me aside cause i'm not enough

i just wish i could be enough
and i just wish that i wasn't so damn

hard to love
i'm always feeling like i am not enough
yeah not enough

yeah where were you when i lost my mind
i tried to call you like a thousand times
yeah nothing ever works
everything just makes it worse
now i'll never feel okay
until i'm lying in a hearse

hard2luv [+dercept]

new purpose ft. epitomeoffailure

Autumn (Jolst) Ft. silentcxbin remix

self-prod

Look at the problem it's you, 
Girl you know that it is true, 
Got all these bands and they blue. 
That's also what I have been too. 
Big money, 
Big heart, 
Big depression, 
Restart. 
Sip shit, 
Go hard. 
I broke, 
My start. 
Crashing the car, 
And the whip got a limp. 
Bumps on my back, 
I got acne on skin. 
He better than me, 
I got nothing on him. 
But shit imma flex, 
Either way I been lit. 
Big cups, 
Chase it with regret. 
40 fucking ounce, 
Take it to my head. 

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard. (x2)

Tell me she hate me, 
Don't doubt it, 
I'm crowded, 
By mouths, 
That be saying I'm drowning, 
In clout, 
I don't need nothing else, 
Here around. 
I just need me, 
And the sound. 
Voices can rattle, 
Belittle, 
And I'm in the middle, 
Of argument, 
I cannot pick, 
Who's in the right, 
Who's in the wrong, 
Really don't know all that shit. 
I just want dividends, 
Splits and a cheque. 
I just got water on me, 
Check my neck. 
Fucking these bitches, 
And I get em wet. 
Only one girl, 
But the others want it. 
Ain't chase a drink, 
So I won't chase a bitch.
Only chasing dreams, 
That shit is real, 
Get off my dick.

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard.

Pull up on me, 
Let it buss. 
Pull up on me, 
Bitch you suck. 
You better duck, 
I keep it tucked, 
Spraying you bitches, 
I been number one. 
Ten rounds in this blicky. 
I been blowing up, 
Bitch im fucking playboi crizzy. 
This is my world, 
This is my life, 
This is my girl, 
Sipping on sprite, 
Pussy real tight, 
Fuck every night, 
She want it hard, 
I'm saying alright. 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, 
I got the money on me. 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, 
You acting funny to me. 
Now I been doing my thing, 
Now I pull on your bitch. 
She asking you for a ring, 
It shine when she stroking my dick. 
You say you ain't fuck with the kid, 
Still you been bumping my shit. 
I'm better than every clique, 
Trust me you ain't getting in. 

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard. (x2)

Going Hard

featuring @skrxwd
produced by @afterlife66 & @jolst
engineered by @marcdoesmusic

LYRICS
say my name
(only say I love you, when nobody's around you)
when you can
(wish I didn't want you, even though I want to)
say my name
when you feel me in your veins
say my name
(only say baby I love you when nobody's around you)

there's something missing without you
the sunlight's missing from my room
I stay up late with the blood moon
the notes I kept smell just like you
I lost the way, wasn't just you I was heading down this road anyway
I still replay, every memory just like you'd play me green day

say my name
(only say I love you, when nobody's around you)
when you can
(wish I didn't want you, even though I want to)
say my name
when you feel me in your veins
say my name
(only say baby I love you when nobody's around you)

I can't even front, I fucking miss you
telling everyone you're scared I might diss you
still upset but I just wanna kiss you
hit my line, anytime, not an issue
you don't even care
whether I'm here or there
I'll never be what you want, yeah I'm aware
everything feels like a chore, watch the rain pour
why'd you have to even up the score?

say my name
(only say I love you, when nobody's around you)
when you can
(wish I didn't want you, even though I want to)
say my name
when you feel me in your veins
say my name
(only say baby I love you when nobody's around you)

Temporary

Crizzy White

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