PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

---

Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Electronic song I made on stream. I composed the fast melody hook that carries this song about 10 years ago though. I stream most weekdays on twitch btw (twitch.tv/ccrusherr)

Concentrated Internal Energy Notation

An instrumental electronic beat I made on stream (twitch.tv/ccrusherr). It is part of a series of instrumental songs that are meant to evoke the videogame style feel of environments. This one is lava :D

Lava Song

art by box/angela m chong
the paradox song, about 90% done but I didn't follow through. Hmmmm

I'm stuck in a paradox,
it's one of a kind
and it happened when I messed 
with the fabric of time

I won't make it home tonight,
but I think I'm getting closer
unless you get this message,
then it means I'm starting over

=======================================

I'm stuck in a paradox,
it's one of a kind
and it happened when I played
on the cello of time

I dont know when I'll be home,
if I'm further, or closer
so when you get this message
it should mean I started over

=======================================

I'm stuck in a paradox,
it's one of a kind
and it happened when I dropped
the bombshell of time


I don't know if I'll be home or not
to tell you that I love you
but if you get this message,
then it means I made a breakthrough

I don't know if I'll come home,
or keep my composure
but if you get this message 
 

=======================================

I'm stuck in a paradox,
it's one of a kind
and it happened when I drank
from the fountain of time

I dont know when I'll be home,
but I think I'm getting closer
so when you get this message
then it means I'm starting over

I dont know when I'll be home,
but I think I'm getting closer
so when you get this message
then it means I'm starting over

Paradox Song (Rikka)

EDIT
Mp3 Link: https://www.dropbox.com/s/n48kw2fd4g0qjl1/new%20ringtone.mp3?dl=0

I need to download this on my phone somehow but I'm not quite sure how so I'm trying this 

Miku Ringtone

Hi guys!!! This is my song for a cyberpunk album called Future Fusion. It's my first try ever making anything in this genre, so I hope you like how it turned out! I had a lot of fun making this song. :-) 

Music & Lyrics: Crusher
Mix & Video: darkbluecat

Buy/Stream: https://swm.to/FFstream_Crusher
Pre-order Vinyl: https://swm.to/FFvinyl_Crusher
https://found.ee/eQ8WPT?CRUSHER

ccrusherr.com

Lyrics:

I would ask how you've been 
But we're still under the weather
And thats just how it is
Never been never better

Ooh, and our connection's been
Been intercepted with
A hundred messages 
That don't make any sense

I can't remember if
I was a part of this
Would I remember if
It was autonomous 


the darkness was a wake up call
and now i think I understand it all


Keep it steady, eyes ahead 
Don't let anybody 
make their way inside your head

Don't believe a word they say
They'll do whatever it takes
to break down your walls
Don't fall, don't lose your way

When it feels like
the heat from the headlights
could out burn your fire to fight

Don't you look away, away
They'll do whatever it takes
to break down your walls 
Well, who are they, anyway?


Give me a time, give me a place
and I'll be there, and I'll be there
Don't have to play your game,
I'm winning, winning like I don't care

Watch me very, very closely now
And I'll show you how I do it, yeah,
And then I'll show you how

Let's set a record, set it straight
I'm at the helm it's mine to take
A change of pace, divert the plane
I'll breeze right by your hurricane

So, you wanna lose your self control?
Once you lose your vision 
you've gone down the rabbit hole

And we'll never know...
 how deep it goes...
  how deep it goes...

Keep it steady, eyes ahead 
Don't let anybody 
make their way inside your head

Don't believe a word they say
They'll do whatever it takes
to break down your walls
Don't fall, don't lose your way

When it feels like
the heat from the headlights
could out burn your fire to fight

Don't you look away, away
They'll do whatever it takes 
to break down your walls 
Well, who are they, anyway?

keep it steady, eyes ahead 
Don't let anybody 
make their way inside your head

Don't you look away
They'll do whatever it takes 
to break down your walls 
Well, who are they, anyway?
Who are they, anyway?
Who are they, anyway?

Future Fusion

They

This song demo is a test. Will I do anything with it? I don't know

Lyrics:
I wanna know you
I'll go anywhere you go
Cuz I gotta get to know you
I'll go anywhere you go

I wanna know, I wanna know 
I wanna know, I wanna know,
I wanna know, I wanna know,
I'll go anywhere you go go go

(Song Demo) I Wanna Know You

I'm posting this here for reasons where Youtube is not accessible but Soundcloud is.

LYRICS:

THE CLOCK STOPPED TICKING 
FOREVER AGO

HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN UP?
IDK :-(

I CAN'T GET A GRIP,
BUT I CAN'T LET GO

THERE WASN'T ANYTHING
TO HOLD ON TO, THO


WHY CAN'T I SEE
WHY CAN'T I SEE
???
ALL THE COLORS
THAT YOU SEE??

PLEASE
CAN I BE
PLEASE
CAN I BE

COLORFUL AND...

free?

WHAT THE HELL'S GOING ON?!
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE--

WHY I'M
SWITCHING 
FASTER
THAN THE 
CHANNELS
ON
TV

I'M black
THEN I'M white
NO!!!
SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT!!
MY ENEMY'S INVISIBLE,
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIGHT

THE TREMBLING FEAR
IS MORE THAN I CAN TAKE
WHEN I'M UP AGAINST
THE ECHO IN THE MIRROR

i'm gonna burn my house down
into an ugly black
i'm gonna run away now
and never look back
(x382490382 times)

and never look back
and never look back
and never look back

Chorus:
WHAT THE HELL'S GOING ON?!
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE--

WHY I'M
SWITCHING 
FASTER
THAN THE 
CHANNELS
ON
TV
I'M black
THEN I'M white
NO!!!
SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT!!
MY ENEMY'S INVISIBLE,
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIGHT 
(x2)

THE TREMBLING FEAR
IS MORE THAN I CAN TAKE
WHEN I'M UPAGAINST
THE ECHO IN THE MIRROR
(x2)

Crusher-P - ECHO

Echo Instrumental (Mastered)

Watch the video on Youtube!!!:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXgosVKrGfA

Song: The Living Tombstone 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l18A5BOTlzE
Piano intro: Myuuji
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1bDujT-d28

VSQ+Vocoder editing: Giraffey-P
Mastering/Mixing/Special VOX FX: Circus-P
Everything else: me


HARD WORK! HARD WORK! HARD WORK! HARD WORK!

Kaai Yuki - Five Nights At Freddy's Song

ECHO (remastered)

I want you (WIP)

Since a lot of people can't upload their covers of ECHO to Soundcloud because of copyright laws, we got your back

ECHO Kazoo Instrumental

This is a mediocre one take cover of a wonderful song. I used newtone to add the effect and I still can't mix to save my life (don't tell satan in case I need to sell my soul). 

Edit: Someone wanted a download, so now it's up. 

Cien - Still Alive

it was good for its time 5 million years ago 

Breaking Point (instrumental + Backing Vocals)

the notes are correct and they still clash 

2 Die or Not 2 Die

I remixed Ghost Rule by Deco*27 as part of a collaboration of U/M/M/A.

Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0PuZImysRo
Nico:
http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm29798066

Hatsune Miku English - Ghost Rule (Crusher Remix)

A song I wrote in hopes of reminding myself that self-forgiveness and healing is a good thing. 
---
Lyrics/Composition: Cien Miller (Crusher-P)
Produced by/mix/mastered: Yoav Landau (The Living Tombstone)
Vocal tuning: Freddy Hoof (Fruutella) 
Illustration: Ekkoberry
---
LYRICS:
VERSE 1
I've been in between a rock and a hard place
I've been biting my tongue to save some face
I should be over this, but I'm not quite there yet
It'll take time and I'll be fine moving ahead

Not sure where I'm going, only time will tell us
The fear of never knowing finally bit the dust-/

I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy
I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be

La de da de da de da deee
Mmmmmm
I know I know I know
who I'd rather be

VERSE 2

There are nights when I lay awake and restless
Wondering if letting go was for the best
It's scary then, it's scary now, as I move on
Rain ends the drought, the sun comes out, It won't be long

CHORUS
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
your own worst enemy?

Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh
oh uwoh, uwoh oh

Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh
oh uwoh, uwoh oh

Could we pause it for a sec
and put it into retrospect,
Everything that happened was for the best
I had my good intent,
but the dreams turned into dreamt
Where I was content
turned into resent

There was a point where I was convinced that suffering made it better
I've never been more wrong
When I hit rock bottom, it's difficult to remember
Why I had to write this song

CHORUS
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Or your own worst enemy?

Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Or your own worst enemy?

Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh,
oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh,

I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy
I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be

Crusher - P - Would You Rather

Song/Art: Crusher-P
VSQx: Fruutella
Mixing: Living Tombstone

LYRICS:
---------------------------------------------------
VERSE 1
---------------------------------------------------
I haven't been myself lately,
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay.
Saying things that I don't mean,
Not meaning what I say.

When it's good, it's so good,
When it's bad, it's SO BAD.
Even when I knew what I had 

What am I supposed to say,
when I end up driving everyone away?
---------------------------------------------------
CHORUS:
---------------------------------------------------
Cause, I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again

---------------------------------------------------
VERSE 2
---------------------------------------------------

What's done is done,
And nothing's gonna change.
I should be moving on,
But I still feel the same.

And it's like every day is a fight for my life
to get some self control,
And when you've forgotten who I am, 
it just feels, it just feels....
I'm nobody at all.

---------------------------------------------------
BRIDGE 
---------------------------------------------------
I found myself 
hitting the ground,
I didn't breathe 
in case I'd drown

I should have known 
When to let go
and when to see
who I was being

Again, again, again

---------------------------------------------------
CHORUS:
---------------------------------------------------
I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get...

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again

And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached

whoa---/

Again, again

Crusher-P Ft. Gumi English - Again

BPM: 160

Verse 1:
I can't shake this feeling there's some hidden meaning
in everybody's glances and stares

I know you're discussing how I have been suffering (suffring) 
The thought of that makes me scared

You and I go hand in hand with being terrified
and if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride


Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind

Verse 2:
I can't say that I have the greatest connection
with anything here on earth

And when they all see me they smile in pity
and ask me if my heart still hurts

No matter my answer, they freeze and they clamor
and say that everything is alright

And high on their saddle, the satisfied cattle
pretend that everything is fine

You and I go hand in hand with being terrified
and if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride

You and I go hand in hand with being petrified
and if this is all that it is, then I'm wasting my time


Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind


Bridge:
And so I've waited all these years for your eternity
That's when I saw everything started and ended with me
And I apologize to you for all my ugly greed
I never had what you gave me, you gave me, you gave what I need

Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind

Crusher-P - Out Of Sight Out Of Mind

Thunderstorm featuring Yamaha's CYBER DIVA Vocaloid.
---------------------------
Song originally composed by Crusher-P+Circus-P
This version was written/produced by Crusher-P
Mix: The Living Tombstone
VSQ: Cillia
---------------------------
Happy new year! The official release version of this song is on my new album Concientia featuring Megurine Luka. I decided to upload this version because this was my favorite demo, and it'll always hold a very special place in my heart.
---------------------------
LYRICS:
---------------------------
I have no place being here,
No, not anymore.
I should've run when I could,
as it began to pour
The temperature drops 
at the sound of your name
storm chasing is always
a dangerous game

Like a tornado,
you swept me off my feet
and like a blizard
you chill every bone in me

I am left with nothing here
Empty handed in the rain
The people we once were got
lost in the hurricane
I was the lightning
You were the sound that followed me

The storm is coming
Streets are flooding 
but I can't leave

It's raining, it's pouring
out there It's thunderstorming
It's raining, it's pouring
out there It's thunderstorming

when it's all been said and done
without any words
we know we have to move on
even though it hurts

I'd do anything
for the eye of the storm
We were a natural disaster
in the realest form

and all I've got left 
is the aching in my heart
All I've got left is
the rain's coming down hard, hard, hard

It's raining, it's pouring
out there It's thunderstorming 
It's raining, it's pouring
out there It's thunderstorming
out there It's thunderstorming

I am left with nothing here
Empty handed in the rain
The people we once were got
lost in the hurricane
I was the lightning
You were the sound that followed me

The storm is coming
Streets are flooding 
but I can't leave

I am left with nothing here
Empty handed in the rain
The people we once were got
lost in the hurricane
I was the lightning
You were the sound that followed me

The storm is coming
Streets are flooding 
but I won't leave

Cyber Diva - Thunderstorm (Full Version)

sup

いつまでも
(Forever And Ever)
Formerly "LIVE FOREVER"
­­­­­­­­­­­­­_______________________________________________________
JAPANESE (KANJI)
­­­­­­­­­­­­­_______________________________________________________
VERSE 1
果てしない海
深い底で
誰も気付かぬ
私は独り

ただ待つだけの
約千年
勇気を見つけ
恐れも忘れ

PRECHORUS
あらゆる海を泳ぎ
探し続けてきたけど

満たされない想いが
波に浮かんでいるだけ

ねえ
待って
その名前を
聞かせて

CHORUS
行かなくては
何があろうと
あなたとともに
生きるわ

脆い世界
逃げてもいい
あなたとならば
どこでも

いつまでも
あなたとともに
いつまでも
ふたりでいたい

VERSE 2
果てしない海
深い底で
私の姿
見つける人よ

あなたとふたり
さらに潜り
辿り着きたい
惑星の核

PRECHORUS
あらゆる海を渡る
生き抜くための試練は

いつか出会えるはずの
誰かを愛せるように

ねえ
待って
その名前を
教えて

BRIDGE
何度も叫ぶ
君の名を
待ち侘びている
永遠に

CHORUS
行かなくては
何があろうと
あなたとともに
生きるわ

脆い世界
逃げてもいい
あなたとならば
どこでも

いつまでも
あなたとともに
いつまでも
ふたりでいたい


­­­­­­­­­­­­­_______________________________________________________
JAPANESE (ROMAJI)
­­­­­­­­­­­­­_______________________________________________________
VERSE 1
Hateshinai umi
Fukai soko de
Daremo kizukanu
Watashi wa hitori

Tada matsu dake no
Yaku sen nen
Yuki wo mitsuke
Osore mo wasure

PRECHORUS
Arayuru umi wo oyogi
Sagashi tsuzukete kitakedo
Mitasarenai omoi ga
Nami ni ukande iru dake

Ne
Matte
Sono namae wo
Kikasete

CHORUS
Ikanakutewa
Nani ga aroto
Anata to tomoni
Ikiruwa

Moroi sekai
Nigetemo ii
Anata to naraba
Dokodemo

Itsumademo
Anata to tomo ni
Itsumademo
Futari de itai

VERSE 2
Hateshinai umi
Fukai soko de
Watashi no sugata
Mitsukeru hito yo

Anata to futari
Sarani moguri
Tadori tsukitai
Wakusei no kaku

PRECHORUS
Arayuru umi wo wataru
Ikinuku tame no shiren wa
Itsuka dearu hazu no
Dareka wo aiseru yo ni

Ne
Matte
Sono namae wo
Oshiete

BRIDGE
Nando mo sakebu
Kimi no na wo
Machiwabiteiru
eien ni

CHORUS
Ikanakutewa
Nani ga aroto
Anata to tomoni
Ikiruwa

Moroi sekai
Nigetemo ii
Anata to naraba
Dokodemo

Itsumademo
Anata to tomo ni
Itsumademo
Futari de itai

­­­­­­­­­­­­­_______________________________________________________
ENGLISH
­­­­­­­­­­­­­_______________________________________________________
VERSE 1 
Beyond the endless ocean
Beneath the deepest seas
Has anyone been looking?
They all have yet to find me

Although I have been waiting
Almost a thousand years
I think I found the courage
to bring me past my fears

PRECHORUS
And all this time 
I have gone everywhere
swimming from each shore to tide
to try and find

Another kind of 
different anywhere
floating from the port to shore
and wanting more

To wait
To say
To wait and say your name
To say your name

CHORUS
I will go wherever 
No matter the endeavor
So I can be with you and 
live forever

If this world is breaking,
we could try escaping
We could run far away and
be together

Let's be together
so we can live forever
Let's be together
so we can live forever

VERSE 2
Beyond the endless ocean
beneath the deepest seas
I knew if you were looking
You'd be the one to find me

If you could bring me closer
Down to the ocean floor
And we dug even deeper
into the planet's core


PRECHORUS
All of this time 
I have gone everywhere
swimming from each fight in life
to try and strive

Another kind of 
different anywhere
floating from the port to shore
and furthermore

To wait
To say
To wait and say your name
To say your name

BRIDGE
I say your name,
again I'll say your name
I'll wait, wait forever
Forever, and ever

CHORUS
I will go wherever 
No matter the endeavor
So I can be with you and 
live forever

If this world is breaking,
we could try escaping
We could run far away and
be together

Let's be together
so we can live forever
Let's be together
so we can live forever

Crusher - P Ft LUMi - いつまでも (Itsu made mo)

HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY TETO!!! 

This song is fun because I translated it all by myself and you KNOW you're in for a fun ride. This entire song is a shitpost 

Music, lyrics and tuning (unfortunately): all by me
Mastering: GHPZ
=======================
JAPANESE LYRICS
=======================
おはよう。元気？
私？まぁまぁです。
その部屋の中に問題があります
蛇口が漏れています


すみません、ちょっと待ってください
知りません、わかりません
悔しいです

日本語が話せませんよ
知りません、わかりません
悔しいです
悔しいです
悔しい

こんばんは。元気？
私。。。よくないです。
私のhovercraftは鰻がいっぱいです
何？


すみません、ちょっと待ってください
知りません、わかりません
悔しいです


日本語ができません
知りません、わかりません
悔しいです


Is it わ or Is it は? or が? Or Is it を?
I guess I'll never know. 
英語の話せる人はいませんか?
くやしい。

すみません、ちょっと待ってください
知りません、わかりません
悔しいです

日本語が話せませんよ
知りません、わかりません
悔しいです
悔しいです
悔しい

知りません、わかりません,すみません
知りません、わかりません,すみま-
=======================
ENGLISH LYRICS
=======================
Good morning. Are you well?
Me? I'm so-so.
There's a problem in the room.
The faucet is leaking.

I'm sorry, wait a moment please.
I don't know, I don't understand.
I'm frustrated.

I don't speak Japanese.
I don't know, I don't understand.
I'm frustrated.
I'm frustrated.
Frustrated.

Good evening. How are you?
Me....I'm not so good.
My hovercraft is full of eels.
What?


I'm sorry, wait a moment please.
I don't know, I don't understand.
I'm frustrated.

I don't speak Japanese.
I don't know, I don't understand.
I'm frustrated.
I'm frustrated.
Frustrated.

Is it wa or Is it ha? or ga? Or Is it wo?
I guess I'll never know. 
Does anyone speak english?
I'm frustrated.

I'm sorry, wait a moment please.
I don't know, I don't understand.
I'm frustrated.

I don't speak Japanese.
I don't know, I don't understand.
I'm frustrated.
I'm frustrated.
Frustrated.

I don't know, I don't understand, I'm sorry
I don't know, I don't understand, I'm sorry-

Crusher-P Ft Kasane Teto - くやしい (Kuyashii)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuning: Fruutella
Art: Bella

This song was made for Gumi Collab 2018! Check out the tumblr here:
https://gumicollab2018.tumblr.com/

Lyrics:
We're spending every night
Getting lost, getting lost
in the city lights

I'm falling deeper now
I'm in love, I'm in love
with the sleepless nights

Whoa, yeah yeah
Whoa, yeah yeah
Whoa, whoa

Gumi - Sleepless Nights

UST (Includes Instrumental):
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1LweRPxdTHVpWv16Ea7K3mVs2Jm8M9Enm/view?usp=sharing

Video Link: (Coming Soon)
Art: Gaida (@gaida_the_duck)
Important note: Please do not credit the creator of the song. They would like to be left anonymous.

【UTAU】Maki Watase - A Sardine Grows From The Soil (+UST)

Song/Lyrics: Crusher-P
Mix/Master: GuitarHeroPianoZero 
Icon by SynK. Thanks SynK!!!
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GUMI:
We're spending every night
Getting lost, getting lost
in the city lights

I'm falling deeper now
I'm in love, I'm in love
with the sleepless nights

MIKU:
The city owns my heart
Whoa,
We see better in the dark
Whoa,


VERSE 1:

GUMI:
Oooh, There's something about the way
that I feel when I look up and see
The signs and the screens
that happen to hide me
in plain sight, unnoticed
another girl, going


MIKU:
There's something about the way
that I am, when I look at myself
Busy, bourgeoisie
There's something that guides me
Alone, but not lonely
Missing, intentionally


whoa

VERSE 2:

MIKU:
If I have to confess
GUMI:
If I had to admit
MIKU:
If I had a choice
GUMI:
This is how I would live
MIKU:
There's a kind of comfort
GUMI:
a kind of comfort
BOTH:
In the night, as it is


Miku:
I see the reflection of neon signs in your eyes
That's how I know
Gumi:
I'm not alone
'Cuz out in the city,
There's lots of people just like me

Sleepless Nights (ft. Gumi + Hatsune Miku English)

Early in the morning, before the sun could rise,
Keeping to myself almost felt like a disguise,
I couldn't be the one to tell you what was off that day,
Opening my mouth is The Most Dangerous Game

Once upon a time, I never knew fear like this,
I can't remember how it happened, or why it did,
Developing an obsession to open closed doors,
Gave me a compulsive need to find out even more,

And off we go to play telephone, 
Sharing what we know
But how long can we keep playing
Until the game
Undermines the status quo

It's all 
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I have a feeling I'm not alone (Not Alone)
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Don't believe anything you see, or hear
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I can't be the only one who knows (The only...)
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!


If we could go back, back then
When it was easier
They say ignorance is bliss

Why did I pick up the phone?
When it was easier
I should've stayed oblivious 


Falling down the rabbit hole and running out of time,
Hoping noone notices my thoughts are out of line,
I know they know we know that something isn't right,
After this my life eclipsed: fear day and night,

A call to action, call for passion, 
call for something more, for war
"If you're not with us, you're against us"
But I don't like the odds, the score 
Call me complicit, Give me a minute,
Let me decide, it's my own life,
I'm not about to pretend 
these people are close to being my friends


Can I do it? (I can run)
I could do it (I could run)
Should I do it? (I should run)
I should do it (I should run)

And so I ran,
As fast as I could,
Through the ocean of trees,
Through the sting of the breeze,

And so I ran,
I ran for my life,
And I ran for a dream,
For whatever that means,


Every thought is sabotage,
What a fool I am 
To keep playing and playing
Game after game, 
No-! Losing game after losing game


It's all
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!


It's all 
Propaganda! Prop-Propaganda!
I have a feeling I'm not alone (Not Alone)
It's Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Don't believe anything you see, or hear it's
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I can't be the only one who knows
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!

Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!

Propaganda! (ft. Hatsune Miku)

Love Is War (Crusher Remix) Ft. Kasane Teto

This is part 2 of the Propaganda! series. An mv for it should be up next week. 

Available on bandcamp:  https://ccrusherr.bandcamp.com/track/repentance

Mixing/Mastering: GHPZ
Vocal tuning: chsm 

Lyrics:
CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound, 
and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
But I'd forgotten exactly who I used to be

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I-

VERSE 1: 

Ever since I was young, back when I still believed in destiny,
I was a cog in the machine the regime needed me to be,

To be [REDACTED] To be [REDACTED]

The way it feels to get the same reused excuse, and then
a million new excuses to excuse their last excuses

Oh it's getting real bad,
It's too dangerous to react,
How we live just isn't fair,
But if you're smart, then you'd be scared

When I was introduced to the genuine truth,
I knew what I was born to do
I'd lay down my life, if it means doing right by
the ones who lost the good fight!

PRECHORUS:

And when you ran,
And when you ran, God, it hurt,
but I'll focus on my work
It's still such a shame  
you'll miss out on all the change

And before you write your foreword
Yes, you may have moved me forward,
But I won't run away, I won't be afraid,
so why...did I....  

CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
But I'd forgotten exactly who I used to be

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I-

VERSE 2:
 
If you can keep a secret, I guess I'll let you in, 
I'm planning something so big it's gonna change everything
And now we're getting closer, and I can almost reach
a world I thought only existed in my wildest dreams

We can rebuild our nation, right from the very start
and make it better after we're done tearing it apart
And if you close your eyes, and try to picture it,
we could be living lives completely different

BRIDGE:

When you went missing, I did nothing
I can't forgive myself, I'm so ashamed
I will engage in my repentance as a form of penance
and I will never, EVER make the same mistake

I cried your name so loud
and caught the eyes of the crowd, 
And just like that,
the town must have snapped,
and everyone lost their heads, 
And that was the end! 
 
CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
And I've forgotten exactly who I used to be

and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper

Repentance! (ft. Megurine Luka)

I found the first draft of ECHO last night. Just sharing this for fun!

ECHO 1st Draft

Music producer, illustrator and air breather
mgmt@ccrusherr.com (business only)

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