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crash (jolst)

shoutout @sendflowrs for the carry
prod: @afterlife66

polaroid w/ sendflowrs (afterlife)

Prod by. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

lyrics: 
I always wonder why you did this to me 
I never got any closure
The pain made me older 
It lingers in my thoughts 
And it haunts me 
Pictures on your facebook  
They taunt me 

I always wonder what it would've been like with you here 
But instead, I'll never know because you disappeared 
Now I feel so unlovable 
cause its all I've ever know

Because when you're ten years old 
You just want your dad 
You never understood how he could be so bad 

I remember laying in your arms 
And feeling so safe 
I didn't know that I would 
Lose you one day 
It's been like 7 years now 
And idk how to process
the fact that i lost you 
It all just feels so wrong 
Idk what to do 
So I'll write another sad song

all i've ever known (Wraith Nîr)

decomposing (switch)

i dont mind if im just wasting time
im alright when i see you smile
fuck my life 
why did you leave me
please dont cry
when you're reading
what i wrote you
sorry that i broke you

i dont wanna be okay
when i cant be with you
im drowning in this fucking pain
i needed you
i wanna kiss you in the rain
i miss seeing you
i guess now its too late to change
i needed you

when i see you smile (splashgvng x jolst)

timeless gng

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue
you said im bad but im doing fine 
so what the fuck do you mean?
yeah i learned from being a bitch
now im not really that mean no more
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue

what do you mean?
i know im not
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books & passages (wisssery x sharp)

lyrics
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yeah i think that its time to break up
i can see that ur mad as fuck, 
but i’ve had enough of ur toxic love
got me so fucked up & i’m jaded

can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

always in the backround
still all black now
gettin too faded that i always black out
had me in a chokehold, so i hadda tap out
my word don’t mean shit when i always back out

sometimes i feel like i’m stuck in time
guess im the one that got left behind
tryna pick up the pieces again
but maybe i could just use a friend

yeah i think that its time to break up
i can see that ur mad as fuck, 
but i’ve had enough of ur toxic love
got me so fucked up & i’m jaded

can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

a void inside that i cant fill
it makes me feel so empty
the voice inside says one more pill
don’t tempt me

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can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

polaroid w/ sendflowrs (afterlife)

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