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crash (jolst)

shoutout @sendflowrs for the carry
prod: @afterlife66

polaroid w/ sendflowrs (afterlife)

decomposing (switch)

timeless gng

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue
you said im bad but im doing fine 
so what the fuck do you mean?
yeah i learned from being a bitch
now im not really that mean no more
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue

what do you mean?
i know im not
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books & passages (wisssery x sharp)

We're exactly where we were a year ago 
#ComeHome
MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: MONEO
FEATURING: CINERARIA @user-344070600
WRITTEN: ARI AND CINNIE

Lyrics:

Staring at my phone
For the third night in a row
Looking at my photographs of you
And I think of all the words you said to me
Wanted me to go but I’m not ready

You belong
In my arms
Where you’re meant to be
But you can’t see it
On my own
And so It goes
We’re exactly where we were a year ago

Yeah I know
I don't deserve
All of the memories you gave me
I've ruined every damn thing
You're hurt
I've let you down
You're past it
I've lost you
I miss you oh

You belong
In my arms
Where you’re meant to be
But you can’t see it
On my own
And so It goes
We’re exactly where we were a year ago

In my arms you belong
Stay together 
Fall apart
She don’t listen to my songs
Forever till death, death due us part

WE BELONG ft. CINERARIA PROD. MONEO

gerrrrr on ma level geerrrrrrr on my wav.file

lyrics

feeling like dirk
fading up all of my third
pulling up, not wasting a light night 
got sewer all over my shirt 😈

this aint ur call to make 
like who th fuck u comin wit
take me back to last time out 
coz im so ceebz wit all this shit 😒

its coming back
didnt come back jus to c u, no
i can feel alive, and i can feel it grow🐸

wait, line on th phone
u still wanna play 
no coming back
no coming back, no 😱

i see light and they see gold
i dont give my name, i know my worth and i cant take u home
uh uh
weird taste i know
uh uh
but i aint digging holes😵‍💫

cant tell em that i love em back
i c th score on ur snap
still wanna com for a ride 
how desperate u rlly for that😶‍🌫️

not spending time without th mains
fuck my life up 
and this th worst thing i could do 
coz id jus see u when im in pain😓

mumboest of jumbos

im so stuck, and its pouring uh
gotta wake at 7
but i can take it jus say no to all that flaunting 
they say use yo phone like wait where th fuck we going 
minding our own business, mr big man had me stalling uh🤬

wait uh 
i could stay unti th morning uh
c now what u got nd put those bottles on the floor uh
i cant help u out if u make me show u what im storin up
walking off like clowns but i can tell u we still talk it up🤡

no no no no 😵
 
those 2 right there got me fucked up
ppl watching from th gasstation 
i gave em plenty
cuh ion even need a chorus to make sum gas🥵

bish bish 
gerrrr outta th way
i put my tent down, i put a tarp im here to stay
u wanna move me
not gonna happen not today 
i barely know u, get on my level, get on my wave
get on my wave🌊
get on my wave🌊
get on my wave🌊

wave 🌊🌊🌊(level)

produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

paranoid ;darkout; (prod. Jolst)

ночной кошмар

daily basis (prod. by pyctur)

popping these pills man i’m feeling so low 
nothing is ever gon make me feel whole 
i don’t know what she be seeing in my soul 
i don’t know why she 
why this girl want me 
holding me tightly and she won’t let go 
i want the same things that she’s saying woah
my past comes to haunt me whenever i’m close 
to love 

i’m cold
and all alone 
girl please don’t go
i wouldn’t know what to do 
without you

without you 
same pain when your not here around me 
i hope you wouldn’t go there without me 
cause i need you without me 

popping these pills man i’m feeling so low 
nothing is ever gon make me feel whole 
i don’t know what she be seeing in my soul 
i don’t know why she 
why this girl want me 
holding me tightly and she won’t let go 
i want the same things that she’s saying woah
my past comes to haunt me whenever i’m close 
to love 

i’m cold 
and all alone again 
i’ll tell you to go 
but i don’t mean that in the end 

look in your eyes 
i’m seeing the light
you are the one 
i won’t leave behind 
i’ll take you along 
along for the ride 
i need you right now 
not just for tonight 

i need you right now 
circling around 
can’t find my home 
your hearts where i’ll go 
i want you to know 
i can’t go alone 
your love is my pulse 
i need it 
i need it 
i need you right now 

i’m cold
and all alone 
girl please don’t go
i wouldn’t know what to do 
i wouldn’t know what to do 
i’m cold
and all alone 
girl please don’t go
i wouldn’t know what to do 
without you

polaroid w/ sendflowrs (afterlife)

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