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thoughtform collective - August 2021

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fava

you guys liked this for some strange reason, ill keep it up <3

@splashgvng ur a fucking pedophile ur lucky this song means a lot to me

s/o @scoobisalright for helping me with this track :)

fall for you [prod. splashgvng]

Track 2 of "Rainy Summer"
prod. @splashgvng
ft @killingart
artwork @astrosux

Spotify

love is stupid (ft. Killing Art)

keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5zP4gjKbtGWoXfLTi1lY8y?si=Zzr7nFJLRkul55LIMjo3yg&dl_branch=1

@valious - Dream

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXNmwTYcncJg36OttQ0zTbw

lyrics: At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough 

At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough

broke my heart in the process of healing yours (prod. APC)

run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
i cant be bothered to give a fuck
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun

baby u were the one i would run to
my life has no meaning without u
i should move on but im scared to let u go

what if you realize you miss me
and i found someone else that could kiss me
so ill be alone til you care enough to come back home
 
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun
run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
baby i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i can't be bothered (saint mike)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Cutdeep
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Feat. https://soundcloud.com/cut_deep
Prod By https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
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//LYRICS//
you told me you love me but that was last year and tell me you hate me so please do not fear and i still remember the moments we had and cant you come back i need you the most 

and i was thinking this was something you told things i don't know nothing and now I'm stuck thinking about you I'm in my room watching me fall

watching me fall right down I cant get up anymore and i cant take anymore I don't wanna deal with you 

you told me you love me but that was last year and tell me you hate me so please do not fear and i still remember the moments we had and cant you come back i need you the most

-cutdeep-
What did you expect you left me on
I do not like all these voices in my head 
You’re toxic and I like it
You’re never quiet I’m silent 
Anxiety’s been controlling me but I’ll make it through when I think of you

will I make through when I think of you I just don't know what to do thinking about you

remake our life  w/ cutdeep (prod. reaper)

www.thoughtformwi.com/p33

Shout out sorrow bringer the GOAT, go support him!!

* https://twitter.com/sorrow_bringer
* https://www.instagram.com/sorrow_bringer/
* https://traktrain.com/sorrow_bringer
* https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ


Lyrics 

I see it when the lights go down yeah 
The flame in my eyes ignites
I’m watching as it all burns down
The time is coming for you to fight
I see it happen all of the time
One chance and let they let it slide
Breakdown at the end of the night
The time is coming for you to fight

Ice cold heart with a poker face to match
i’m the 13th son i’m the best of the batch
Diamond under pressure cut me i don’t scratch
Carrying the weight of this world on my back
Watching as your walls fall down
Shallowest of ego’s but you still gon drown
Respect isn’t given it’s got to be earned
Play with this fire and you gon get burned
I spend my time walking round this town
Fakes is all i see
The only thing i ask if my circle
Is keep it real with me
I see it happen all of the time
1 chance and let they let it slide
Breakdown at the end of the night
The time is coming for you to fight

Ice cold heart with a poker face to match
i’m the 13th son i’m the best of the batch
Diamond under pressure cut me i don’t scratch
Carrying the weight of this world on my back

Hold up hold up better check yourself
The time is coming for you to free the reigns of hell
It’s your choice 
It’s your life 
It’s your heart your soul to sell
Step up to me
Or get out my line
I’m bout to lose my mind 
Respect isn’t given, it’s got to be earned
Play with this fire and you gon get burned


I see it when the lights go down yeah 
The flame in my eyes ignites
I’m watching as it all burns down
The time is coming for you to fight

Pyrotoxin (prod. sorrow bringer)

PRODUCED: METLAST
MIXED: BABYBLADE
MASTERED: ARI VEGA

SOBER [PROD. METLAST]

every day-
i fall more in love with you
my teeth decay
you're sweet like cotton candy too
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

cause i'll lie awake- and wait for you to text good night
and thinking you'd say good bye- it makes me wanna cry
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

oranges smell much better with you
and having a picnic's hard, if there isnt two
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

u make the heartache feel like it was worth it
and i know you don't agree but babe, you're perfect
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

kaleidoscope (prod. frevel & pekarot)

@smokerosebeats
www.instagram.com/lilspudxlp
stream on other platforms https://ampl.ink/jERJb

lyrics:
your running from a frame that you might not fit inside
you'll never hold the reins if all your gonna do is hide
quit getting wasted and popping anything you find
so what it's your fault no one listens when you whine
x2

no one's gonna listen if your wasting their time  
don't bother calling if you won't listen when they try
why'd they wanna be there slowly watching your decline 
(decline decline decline)

so keep on choosing self sabotage when your not alright
try a little harder then maybe one day you'll find the light
i get it's hard but it's better than living in a lie
or let it slip away cause your too scared to cry

your running from a frame that you might not fit inside
you'll never hold the reins if all your gonna do is hide
quit getting wasted and popping anything you find
so what it's your fault no one listens when you whine
x2

Self Sabotage Prod. Smokerose

https://open.spotify.com/track/3eyLDTi5PCzs4R3Cxa8OkZ?si=rS2_t_cwQFydpkIa7AebyQ&dl_branch=1

Cobejordan - Autumn Is Coming Ft. Koi [p.Stevienel] out on all platforms

Don't Feel Right (Prod. Ryan Bevolo x Nico Baran)

Thoughts Under My Hat (feat. KID E$S)

how does it feel to be loved I can't imagine that
prod. Guala Beatz
mixed by @nolliejaw on IG

Imagine Ft. Guardin (Prod. Guala & 5head)

Prod by. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

lyrics: 
I always wonder why you did this to me 
I never got any closure
The pain made me older 
It lingers in my thoughts 
And it haunts me 
Pictures on your facebook  
They taunt me 

I always wonder what it would've been like with you here 
But instead, I'll never know because you disappeared 
Now I feel so unlovable 
cause its all I've ever know

Because when you're ten years old 
You just want your dad 
You never understood how he could be so bad 

I remember laying in your arms 
And feeling so safe 
I didn't know that I would 
Lose you one day 
It's been like 7 years now 
And idk how to process
the fact that i lost you 
It all just feels so wrong 
Idk what to do 
So I'll write another sad song

all i've ever known (Wraith Nîr)

mixed/mastered by me
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prod by @boyfifty
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//Lyrics//
Take me take me far away to the place we used to dream and say
We’ll make a home for us here
 
i wish that i could be something i wish that you can hit my phone just let me know i wish that i could be something run away to a place called home just let me know

tears drop fallen down to my heart don't want us to fall apart don't know what is happening i don't wanna hear any sound but you everyone around seems fake i don't even wanna talk

where you been take me for away to the moon looking at you can we run away think of my life I'm just full of shit cry on bed and I'm just a bitch and i cant stop crying anymore

where you been take me for away to the moon no one wants to hear me anymore look at myself im just filled with disgust no one wants to me god im ugly

dont know what is going on i hope you feel the same i know that its hard sometimes we just went separate ways i see no fucking point at all I'm stuck in this empty void leave me alone

take me home take me far away to the moon

i just cant be at home nobody wants me around I'm gonna slit my wrist imma cry on my couch

i wish that i could be something i wish that you can hit my phone just let me know i wish that i could be something run away to a place called home just let me know

take me home take me far away to the moon

a place called home. (boyfifty)

lyrics:

now u got me lying down
rose petals all around
make sure u dont make a sound
make sure u dont make a sound

long nights when we faded to the background
we misfits, n i wonder where u at now 
all this tension, please dont mention
but the facts out
i really miss you but i think you ate my heart out
running from this pain ive been feeling done
u with another guy got me screaming wtf
u were my rainbow but i guess im outta luck
im just numb, but lets call it tough 

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

take me somewhere i wont be found
i hate this stupid town
tell me we can go
we can go, like right now
baby we can go, go on a spaceship
please dont ever, ever try to evade me
and if you know if you leave then you'll break me
and if you know you'll stay then youll make me
im all alone with no one by my side
i can not tell my lefts from my rights
and if you look inside of my eyes
then you know you and my problems collide

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

feel down ft. teddyboi [IOF]

features: looney tune & paperthinwalls 
production: metlast
cover art design: Killing Art

INTRO (epitome)

love lay me down
hate lift me up
just turn around
there’s nothing left

EPITOME VERSE

you weren’t alone oh my god
how could you lie to me such a fraud 
but what was there to gain
this has me going insane
my minds been trapped inside a maze
ever days the fucking same
i wake up just to relive the pain
but was it worth the fucking cause
all to see my blood splattered all over the walls

LOONEY VERSE

your choice left me dead
i feel nothing but the pain left in my head 
i never know when the triggers pulled
am i dead? (i’ve been dead)
i got a lot of bullets flyin in and out of my head
skeletons coming in and out of my closet (closet)
i don’t know if i’m done am i over yet? (over yet)
all of my thoughts going into my chest 
(my chest)
and my heart beat stops when i drop dead
put away the feelings away the tendencies away the tragedies that i keep inside my head (dead, oh dead, ceiling oh)
lyin’ on my bed
when i’m staring’ at the ceiling fan
i don’t give a damn if im gonna pull the trigger man 
lay me down to rest
bury me with the dead
i don’t feel like im a zombie
but my eyes are glowing red
i can see the water
i feel like im drowning but i tread
on the surface… i can see you on the surface… 

PAPERTHINWALLS VERSE

too many things in my head that i can’t solve
i know that i know that i just want to dissolve
anything’s better than living this life
i’ll patiently wait as im holding this knife
patiently waiting for you to come back
im writing these letters that i’ll never send 
(i’ll never send)
and i’ll rot inside my head
never to be seen again
this isn’t real (woah)
my life’s lost all meaning (woah)
don’t know how to feel (woah) 
don’t know how to heal (woah)
my body’s decaying (decaying)
6 feet unground where i’ll stay 
you can leave me (underground, underground)

INTRO IN REVERSE

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epitomeoffailure x imslendr x paperthinwalls - remain unknown (metlast)

unbound (prod yung spoiler)

Co-produced by Lemon. and Tay Lewis (https://soundcloud.com/prodtaylewis).

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Better For You

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all i've ever known (Wraith Nîr)

Cypression