always killing it girl! I literally have had this happen so I feel the pain. lets collab sometime

The Upload 34

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@valious - Dream

sick of it (feat. hazenova) (prod. xmichaelwarren)

I can't pretend,
you're not around,
you want me dead,
I want you now,

my lips been chapped,
since we broke up,
its enough, these girls arent enough,

I know that you want,
me back in our bed,
you've been with your ex,
while im in your head,

I used to call you baby,
you know you drive me crazy
said that youd come n save me,
baby, here I am just waiting,

I cant escape the hole you've dug

https://open.spotify.com/track/3eyLDTi5PCzs4R3Cxa8OkZ?si=rS2_t_cwQFydpkIa7AebyQ&dl_branch=1

Cobejordan - Autumn Is Coming Ft. Koi [p.Stevienel] out on all platforms

Don't Feel Right (Prod. Ryan Bevolo x Nico Baran)

Thoughts Under My Hat (feat. KID E$S)

how does it feel to be loved I can't imagine that
prod. Guala Beatz
mixed by @nolliejaw on IG

Imagine Ft. Guardin (Prod. Guala & 5head)

Prod by. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

lyrics: 
I always wonder why you did this to me 
I never got any closure
The pain made me older 
It lingers in my thoughts 
And it haunts me 
Pictures on your facebook  
They taunt me 

I always wonder what it would've been like with you here 
But instead, I'll never know because you disappeared 
Now I feel so unlovable 
cause its all I've ever know

Because when you're ten years old 
You just want your dad 
You never understood how he could be so bad 

I remember laying in your arms 
And feeling so safe 
I didn't know that I would 
Lose you one day 
It's been like 7 years now 
And idk how to process
the fact that i lost you 
It all just feels so wrong 
Idk what to do 
So I'll write another sad song

all i've ever known (Wraith Nîr)

originally performed by nothing, nowhere
reprod by caves
non profit cover

lyrics

I'm a 20 something 
somethings running thru my veins
I'm feeling quite alone
used to say I gave a fuck about a shit
but now that shit that I dismiss gets in my bones
and u can tell ur friends that ima mess and that I always stay at home 
but ur alcohol will fade away
those local bars and glory days are gone

how about that?
still stuck in the past
did u think it would last?
this too shall pass

passed out slow, yeah 
and it's all in my head
or its all too real
either way I'm fucked
either way I've had enough
and I did this to myself 

_twenty_something_(nothing, nowhere cover; caves)

photo, art, mix & master by me. 

prod. recyclebin (tha goat)

tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
cuz im sick of...
actin like its okay... x2

if you wanna talk shit
yeah you can get gone
nothin' gets past me
intellegence is artifical 
always with the fake love
yall so superficial
got me in my feels
yeah im feelin brittle...

tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
cuz im sick of...
actin like its okay... x2

im so sick of actin like its okay
yeah u wanna hit me up
im like no way...
no way, no way...

(recyclebin goes in)

tell me do you feel it?
(always let me down)
tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
cuz im sick of...
actin like its okay...

i dont wanna be around these humans anymore
maybe im malfunctioning
maybe a hard reset is what i need

(thats what i need, thats what i need)

tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
cuz im sick of...
actin like its okay...

tell me do you feel it ?!
tell me do you feel it?!
tell me do you feel it?!

i dont wanna be around these humans anymore
maybe im malfunctioning
maybe a hard reset is what i need ~~~~~~

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superficial (do you feel it?) [+recyclebin & northeast lights]

cant you see im never right...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

-lyrics-
i think i saw you up, in my head last night
out with other men, cant you see im never right
trusting in myself is something i cannot get right
loading ur drugs in ur pipe while you cry

i know that you hate it, i always ask why
i sit in my room and just cut with the knife
you gave me last year, yeah its pretty that's why
i must fuck it up, cannot treat me right

sit on the phone on the bus in the night
collide with the reason that i am alive
get deep in my thought when alone, see the light
appear on my phone, that's a signal in time

you'll recognize me, yeah hope its not a lie
im cutting the line, ill cut out ur lies
ill stay on that grind, hope that life treat me right
dont know what to do, im nauseous not fine

i think i saw you up, in my head last night
out with other men, cant you see im never right
trusting in myself is something i cannot get right
loading ur drugs in ur pipe while you cry

gimme a reason that i shouldn't die
ill tell you a secret just help me confine
my demons inside, i fear what is life
you work all the time
dont see you at night

goodnight, goodbye (prod. reytee)

Here where I said,
I'd meet you again,
chasing the feeling,
falling for friends,

and I love you now,
had to figure out,
if I love myself,
and who I am myself,

Never love again,
I made a promise, once then,
you don't even know,
who I wanna be, and who I ever was,
I can't say that I would be anybody else,

and call to the sun,
we all let it go,
and god cannot save us,
so might as well love one n another,

Call To Sun w/ birdbody (prod. Idly Blare)

produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

Produced by @pekarot_161 & @xlhc
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
It's a hat I wear these days
It's just one of many
I keep a picture of you in my pocket
I'll commit this to memory
You are the missing piece I never knew I needed
But you fit in so seamlessly
And after all this time I still can't believe it
I found my family

But do I actually deserve it
I feel like a serpent
That slithered in to take
What is not his away
Impostor
I fear I'm an impostor
I shed my skin
I'm a monster
You let me in
Now I'm not sure if I can measure up

I'm not sure If I can be the one
To bear this weight on my shoulders
There's so much expected of me now
And I'm still tryna figure out
How to care for myself
While being there for someone else
It's not so easy
But I know that you'll be there for me as well

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Dad Hat (Prod. Pekarot & Extra Large Holiday Card)

prod @prodirby

do you ever feel like your burnt out of life
you try your best but its always a fight
try again
you try again
try again
just try again
but it gets me nowhere

stuck in my head im just graspin for air
smile on my face but theres nothing in there
they say it will pass but its always still there
days blur together I barely still care
im livin in silence but screamin a prayer
I hope that they hear me but nobodys there
Im trapped in the dark with a hollow stare
feeling so gone like im not even there

I keep it quiet 
no one sees the war
fighting my battles behind every door
I wish I could run but ive tried that before
every escape just sinks to the floor
heart feeling heavy my soul feeling sore
still I pretend like im wantin some more
numb to the pain but it knocks at my door
smile for the crowd then I drop to the floor
im tired of runnin but what for
life is a loop that I cant ignore 
fake it so good I deserve an award
feel like less but always wanting more

do you ever feel like your burnt out of life
you try your best but its always a fight
try again
you try again
try again
just try again
but it gets me nowhere
oh just try again
oh just try again
oh just try again
oh just try again

burnout

all i've ever known (Wraith Nîr)

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