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produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:

try hard
where does it get me
i wake up, feeling so empty
if i die would you forget me
if i die would you forgive me
back to back another bad night
back to back another hard fight
lost again another black eye
lost again another black eye

it dont feel right
not at all
i try my best
but i just fall

coming up but i still feel down
got a couple k in my bank account
i dont wanna be here right now
you dont care if im here right now
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up

where does it get me? (p. xmichaelwarren)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/sketchmyname and https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

lyrics:
When I'm nothing more 
than a memory 
I hope that you'll remember me 
and when I'm nothing more 
then a girl inside a picture frame 
I hope that you'll still know my name 
It gets so dark inside my mind 
I need a flashlight I need a sign 
can someone just tell me that I'll be fine 
It's okay you can lie 
nothing new seen it a thousand times 
just tell me that I'll be fine 

I hope I hope and I hope 
that you'll remember me 
but you probably won't 
I'm pretty forgettable 
It's understandable 
I don't have that shine in my eyes 
I have nothing special to offer
I probably don't even cross your mind 
I feel so stupid sitting here 
singing this fucking rhyme 
that doesn't even rhyme 
but you know it's fine 
right? 
It's fine

just a memory (prod. sketchmyname & HXRXKILLER)

lyrics:

[intro]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

[verse]
girl your words they’re just cold like the winter snow
i tried to love you, you hate me i know you do
i keep on trying all my friends say just let it go
she don’t deserve you, you’re better than she’ll ever know
i waste my time to try convince you it hurts me
so many years of suffering this pain it’s agony
i close my eyes and see your face this shit is killing me
just throw me out and i’ll become a distant memory

don’t tell me you’re gone
i waited too long
you’re the reason that i write all these songs
stay here in the dark cause that’s where you belong

[bridge]
it’s where you belong
i hope that one day all these voices just gon be calmed
i hope that one day all these thoughts they just gon be gone
the sacrifice is just correcting all their fucking wrongs
you had your chance but then you blew it just to be wrong
i had to stay away yeah i just had to be strong
this hurt surrounds me like the clouds inside a fucking storm
my brain is damaged and my nerves all fucking worn

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

stream!

let me die (prod. mors)

[BONUS] giovanni ft whywewish +jody (jody flip)

prod. THERSX

I just want some friends 
I just want some money 
I just want a big gold tooth looking gummy 
You won’t see me in a benz or a Maserati 
I just wanna whip a white sprinter trueno lookin fucking snobby
I don’t need your bitch I can call her honey 
I don’t need your lip I know how to be funny
I don’t need this dick I like feeling something 
Now you’re sick cause you regret being scummy

You looking at two ways with two faces 
Like there’s two different things you’re perceiving 
Memory in my brain you’ve depleted
Keep on with mind games yeah you’re beating me
Cause you’re good at lying and cheating 
I don’t know what to say when you’re leaving 
Die alone in this bed with no reason
Everything we had it’s just leaking 

I just want some friends 
I just want some money 
I just want a big gold tooth looking gummy 
You won’t see me in a benz or a Maserati 
I just wanna whip a white sprinter trueno lookin fucking snobby
I don’t need your bitch I can call her honey 
I don’t need your lip I know how to be funny
I don’t need this dick I like feeling something 
Now you’re sick cause you regret being scummy

You looking at two ways with two faces 
Like there’s two different things you’re perceiving 
Memory in my brain you’ve depleted
Keep on with mind games yeah you’re beating me
Cause you’re good at lying and cheating 
I don’t know what to say when you’re leaving 
Die alone in this bed with no reason
Everything we had it’s just leaking

two ways

two ways (prod. THERSX)

produced by @nate2timezz & @caustyk

Lyrics:
Skeletons 
My past is filled with skeletons
I been off hella shit
Future full of sedatives

Get high when the night hits
Baby come and fuck me quick
Im an asshole suck my dick
I might die from how i live

I been on my own since day one
Everybody act like they love me
The only thing that i love's this bump
Come on shawty come get me numb
Come get me numb


In a hollow space like purgatory
Empty
Everything is fucking weighing on me heavy
I can feel all the drugs inside of me
All my demons in my mind keep me company

Skeletons (prod. nate2timez & Caustyk)

wonder when the day comes
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
I cant seem to get this right now
But I can say that I’ll try now

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

Don’t wanna be be saved i wanna climb the mountain
I don’t need no help
There's no one I can count on
Don’t wanna stay back
No I've been waiting too long
I'm not right but i know I'm not wrong

I'm making new chapters every page now
I'm just tryna live for day to day now
I don’t want nobody telling me how
But the voices in my head are speaking real loud

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

wonder when the day comes (prod. jolst)

Ｉ ＣＡＮ'Ｔ ＦＥＥＬ Ａ ＦＵＣＫＩＮＧ ＴＨＩＮＧ

thanks to @user-53555568 for the ft 

lyrics:

(mophead)
I got prescription pills they filling up my cabinet 
why u tryna break my heart like u still have it
I don't fuck with u I only want a bad bitch
I would go off but I'm too busy writing sad shit 
wake up in the morning pop a tablet 
abilify is in my system man I luv it
pop an addy let it roll down to my stomach
I don't feel a fucking thing, that's what I wanted

nah ay
I don't feel a thing 
stop wait 
lemme fucking think
I can't write
my mind is fucking blank
feeling sick
throw up in the sink

(mæsk)
Ill prolly just pass out ‘for I make it home
sleep on the concrete, I mean I feel alone
I might aswell, my vision fading and I dont feel cold
when u dont care about a thing there is no darker hole

made this far but I dont give a shit bout some stupid finish line
I dont wanna spend another minute Im too confused, on a roof I think ive reached a limit
eyes shot like stars, and my hands covered all in spinach

nah aye I dont feel a thing 
stop wait let me fuckin think
I cant write my mind is fuckin blank
feeling sick throw up in the sink

(mophead)
I got prescription pills they filling up my cabinet 
why u tryna break my heart like u still have it
I don't fuck with u I only want a bad bitch
I would go off but I'm too busy writing sad shit 
wake up in the morning pop a tablet 
abilify is in my system man I luv it
pop an addy let it roll down to my stomach
I don't feel a fucking thing, that's what I wanted

numb w/ mæsk (prod. ʎpoqou)

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @prodpuhf
Youtube: www.youtube.com/c/Puhf/featured
Beatstars: www.beatstars.com/puhf
Twitter: https://twitter.com/prodpuhf
Instagram: www.instagram.com/prodpuhf/

Covert art by Julian Jonsson:
https://www.instagram.com/bigfuckingpersonality/

Lyrics
============================
I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star so please just tell me that I shine

If you really wanna see me hurting tell me I don't know
I don't wanna know, no, no
I don't wanna know
Is what I say but fucking tell me and just go
Hyperventilating everything I'm writing shreds me to the bone
I feel my nerves exposed, oh, oh
Pain so close
I can breathe but every night I'm screaming I'm gon' choke
Burn the picture I'm painting inhaling all the smoke
I get high off what I wrote, oh, oh
Better than the dope
I can feel it soothing from my head down to my toes
I've been feeling certain I've been seeing demons woke
I thought I killed them long ago, oh, oh
I thought I found a home
The high of a lifetime but the comedown's so cold

I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star please just tell me that I shine

I spend most' my life wandering in a daze
Following the constellations like they'll show the way
Walking 'till it's morning blinded by the rays
I don't wanna wait
No, I don't wanna wait
I've been terrified I'm building up with hate
Feel it pulsing through me, thought I knew me but I'm fake
Every time I ruin me but I've been blaming fate
Only time I feel okay is midnight in the rain

I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star so please just tell me that I shine

Shine [Prod. Puhf]

just a lil something, I haven't been posting much music lately i'm still trying to figure out what i want to do it's tough out here!! thank you so much for listening I appreciate it alot. look after yourself & take care.

LYRICS : 

Underneath the oak tree by the lake
Think about my present and my past mistakes
I’m a fucking loser for goodness sake 
I don’t think I have it in me to change 

She fucked me up so bad 
I don’t like hearing her name 
Like how the fuck you do that 
Coz it drives me insane 
Nightmares on the daily 
I cannot rid this pain
You will always be engraved inside my brain 

Hidden in the shade I cover my face
I don’t really like to ever leave my place 
Feast upon my soul like how do I taste 
Made me feel so worthless for 2 years straight
I didint know no better dunno why I stayed
Memories resonate I can’t escape 
Every now and then I think I see your face 
Shivers to my core I close my eyes and pray

by the lake (prod. stranger)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

Shout out Crizzy White for the additional vocal performance




E.P. Soon 
🪦🧟‍♂️

CAUGHT YOU LACKING ON ROTTEN.COM (ft Heylee Manzeron) prod RockStarGoose

non profit cover of xxxtentacions song
rip

lyrics:

Depression and obsession don't mix well
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
I'm poisoned and my body don't feel well
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
I ate her, inside and out, I feel my stomach turnin'
Make out hill, where we met we let our lips do all the talkin'
And now I'm hooked in—
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
Depression and obsession don't mix well (Well)
Hollywood motels, hell, I think I'm just obsessed with you
Depression and obsession don't mix well
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
Hollywood motels, hell, I think I'm just obsessed with you

depression and obsession

s/ø: 

https://soundcloud.com/polar333

https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

just a memory (prod. sketchmyname & HXRXKILLER)

Cypression

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