I’m lovestruck 
To the Melody of your voice 
And I know you’d never want to be with me
But I can’t stay away 

Skrwd:
Shawty got me lovestruck 
Hit my phone like wassup 
Kiss me, diss me, miss me baby
that shit got me fucked up
Love games got me upset 
This shot ain’t a contest 
Loving on somebody else is something I can’t digest 
You call me and tell me you miss me but too busy to come out to the city 
What do you want from me?
I don’t wanna just be another hobby 
I should be calling it quits 
I’ve had enough of this shit
I feel like a simp cause I know you’ll never wanna be with me
But I can’t stay away 

Gxlke:
It was 2016 when I first fell in love 
you got me high 
every moment every time 
you look into my eyes 
Before we kiss and then you bring me up into the sky
where we dance and fly 
laugh at all our jokes 
how could we never see the signs
you showed me how to be myself 
why would I always lie
every year that passed I said that this was the last time 

I made you lose your trust in me 
I became your own worst enemy 
we’d tell each other everything 
I never changed 
never stopped the lies and now you want to leave 

the sound of your voice 
on the phone 
it always felt like home 
FaceTime every night 
And made sure we said goodnight  
Look at our pictures all the time
I always sit and wonder why 
I can never stay away from you 
when I’m doing wrong all the time 
I give you toxic love 
And I’d drink your poison till I die

Lovestruck (Feat. Skrwd) (prod. King Theta)

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: BLADE901 & THISLANDIS
FEATURING: @robstar100
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA & @robstar100

lyrics:
She don’t know my pain
She don’t know my life
Standing in the rain
Can you spend the night?
I don’t think she knows
This a bad time?
Little baby girl
Used to call you mine
I don’t think she knows what’s really going on
Little lover boy now I’m prolly falling off
Ima catch a flight hoping you ain’t moving on
Can you spend the night? I don’t wanna be alone

And I still got the price tag
On the suitcase that you got for me
Before I left home
Yeah, it's a lot to unpack
Maybe we could get a drink
Like we ain't growin' old

And all the memories inside your room
Maybe we could a find a place
That won't remind me of that
Lashing down like a monsoon
Baby come inside
All I need is one more chance

One more chance
One last dance

And I still got the price tag
On the suitcase that you got for me
Before I left home
Yeah, it's a lot to unpack
Maybe we could get a drink
Like we ain't growin' old

She don’t know my pain
She don’t know my life
Standing in the rain
Can you spend the night?
I don’t think she knows
This a bad time?
Little baby girl
Used to call you mine
I don’t think she knows what’s really going on
Little lover boy now I’m prolly falling off
Ima catch a flight hoping you ain’t moving on
Can you spend the night? I don’t wanna be alone

I won’t lie
By your side
If you don’t
Even try
God knows I
Won’t move on
You think your
Good all alone

Know You've been trying you
talking bout dying
I know you been hiding
But somewhere you’re crying

Somewhere you’re crying
No point in denying
The love that I have for you
Is multiplying

And I want to cry
And I want to die
Wanna be by your side
So Why won’t you be mine?

She don’t know my pain
She don’t know my life
Standing in the rain
Can you spend the night?
I don’t think she knows
This a bad time?
Little baby girl
Used to call you mine
I don’t think she knows what’s really going on
Little lover boy, now I’m prolly falling off
Ima catch a flight hoping you ain’t moving on
Can you spend the night? I don’t wanna be alone

Wanna be alone?
One last dance….
Wanna be alone?

ARI X ROBSTAR - SPEND THE NIGHT PROD. BLADE901 & THISLANDIS

prod by meeeee

lyrics: 
staring at my ceiling 
idrk if im livin 
i cant feel shit
baby if you love me then tell me i cant feel it
i dont wanna do this alone
im still healing


hate me or love me
u do what u please
im makin money
i do it with ease
real bad bitch
and she all on her knees
real bad bitch
and she ridin wit me

got no friends 
ya they all switched up
in the back all alone
ya im all fucked up x2


ion got time for lies and bullshit
petty mfs always pulling some hoe shit
if u dont know my name
youll know it
i feel pain but i dont show it


its a lonely road im walking
skeletons up in my closet
life goes fast and i cant pause it

im still healing

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3VQWvRTDM3F2gu3Ow5YJRd?si=lQgn61-7TTS7EulyMzZJLw&dl_branch=1 

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lyrics:
i know that you got
skeletons in your closet why not share them? 
im not one to judge you baby tell me whats the outcome 
you know i fucking hate it when you don’t speak 
just tell me whats been on your mind lately 

7 months and a heartbreak later 
i don’t tknow if i’ll ever find somebody greater 
im standing in a fire filled with broken glass 
you can cut me with the shards and i’d still take you back

and i just want you to know that i got 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong 

right now i mean nothing but its comforting 
to know that at some point i was your everyting                 
now i’ll lie and say i’m better on my own now 
i don’t think i’ll get over how you left me out at sea to drown 
alright alright, 
i’m not doing fine 
lay awake and staring at the ceiling 
with the thought of y ou at night 
alright alright 
im not doing fine 
those pictures of your face are keeping me laying awake at night 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong 

so why’d you have to leave love 
i still don’t know how that works 
are you dreaming of me? 
cause i still dream of you 
tell me for what its worth 
i hope its worth the hurt 
i hope its worth 
being 6 feet underneatht the dirt 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong

cover by Vict Molina

broken bottles over polaroids (prod. sleeps x)

cover art by @faetihx
ily <3
prod @emptychest
shout out @imkt

Lyrics:

Heart beat going fast
And im sad now
Everynight everyweek i just black out
She always text never never go out
got a text from my plug holdup gotta go now
Same drugs 
Same weed
I dont really give a fuck
Ghost me
No hugs no kisses
I left that boy in stitches
If he want to fight again
He gonna turn into a digit
Then im gunna kiss his mistress
Gotta stay on track ghost recon 
With the mission
Kt packed the new bowl 
Losing count of the spinich
Im counting up the fucking minutes 
Till i fucking break
Can you stay
I dont want to lose ur face

Heart beat going fast
And im sad now
Everynight everyweek i just black out
She always text never never go out
got a text from my plug holdup gotta go now
Im tired of this shit
And im tired of the pain
All these words in brain
I just posted a new tweet
Why she all up on my page
Why she gotta call 
When she not even my main
im too fucked up

Spotify

ghost me (prod. emptychest)

;(

Lyrics:

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 

I feel so vacant and the colors have faded 
Life is not the same and I just wanna take it
All the time wasted, wish I could escape it,
I just have to face it and I fucking hate it

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end

caved in (sorrow bringer)

cyzun